Lyrics🎱

I reminisce on memories
But none of them are mine
And if we're meant to be
Then why'd you go and waste my time?
I must've been out of my fucking mind
Cuz you could tear apart my heart without a tear inside your eyes

And I'll admit when I wake up, I wanna die
I reach for my pills I keep by my bedside
They're the only thing that's keeping me alive
through this neverending futile idiotic life
So I cry at night
at the thought of us connecting our eyes
And whenever we would kiss it would feel so distant inside

I would sit by the fire and absorb in the heat
I take in these thoughts while I sweat in my sheets
Throughout the night I just cry and I weep
I'm barely alive, I can barely breathe

I think its bout time I finally start to fo-cus
Realizing I wasted time, feeling fucking hopeless (fuck that!)
In and out my body yeah I know I'm fucking broken
(I'm fucking broken)

I can't take these scars, off the side of my face
I can't change my appearance, I can only lose weight
I can't look in the mirror
Without feeling ashamed
I hate everything about me
But I'm stuck this way

stuck this way (prod. MNDLS)

Lyrics 🎱

Medication, on my desk
Hallucinations from tabs themselves
I need THC whenever I'm depressed
Which is consistently, because i'm fucked in the head
But, at least I know myself
While you still pretend
And act mean as hell
And only drag me down
Keep me from doing well
don't wanna see me doing better
But I don't even care bitch, give me back my sweater
I used to reminisce cold nights in November
And now I sit alone wondering will it get better 

I really hope that it gets better
I miss when we would fuck
Tie her down, and have to web-her
You can call me spider man
Won't put up with no other man
I can do some shit to you
That I know that he never can

I let myself forget, that I'm just flesh
I've been feeling kinda slow, I think a need a refresh
And I'm not falling for your traps
Or getting caught up in your mess
You're the reason that I'm hurting
wish the pain would just end

spiderman (prod. heyrick)

Lyrics🎱

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna know you
Better than the day, than I did before
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna show you
I just wanna show you off to the world

Just wait until I get my hands around your waist
No holding back, I love the taste
I need you now, you're what I crave
At late at night, I miss you babe
Wish you were here, but you're miles away
It's how it goes, and ig it stays that way
And ever, and ever, and ever, and after

I would leave you for never
I never wanted you to see
The broken parts inside of me
I'm growing thin, my body bleeds
Watch me decay inside my sleep
I'm too damn high I'm out of reach
I won't come down, I'm the black sheep
(Oh I know, that I'm the black sheep inside of your head, and I know I'm probably better of dead)

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna show you
Whenever you are with me
You'll always be fine
I just wanna prove to you
That everything I said was true
Our love was always so far, from seeming so blind

black sheep (prod. 4lexf x autrioly)

Lyrics 🎱

Sometimes I play my music too loud
It has a way of always drowning you out
I cannot think without you now
I lost what's mine, but you're not found
I smoke too much, buy it by the pound
I stay so high, I live in the clouds
I want you back, but I ain't coming down
I'm too damn scared to keep you around

And I still go through our old messages
I'm hurting deeply
But I'm tryna make the best of it
I hope you see me trying
I know that I'm irrelevant
You'll find me crying 
serotonin feeling deficit

We fell apart in the middle of summer
I'm not that smart
but I learned a lot from her
I'm ripping carts
To forget that I love her
And now she gettin piped
There ain't no plumber

So I packed my bags
And I hit the road
I'm wondering without you
Will I ever feel home?
I'm constantly sad
I need to unload
It's thundering and lightning
you won't pick up the phone
(you won't pick up the phone)
x2

phone (prod. reezgy)

Lyrics 🎱
adventurous mind
we'll think alike
improvise our nights
though they're stormy
in her I confine
my truths and lies
she's the reason I
stay horny
and I don't wanna lie
got a feeling I'll
ruin something

you say that I'm the liar
girl you need to do a fact check
making all this money
shove that shit inside my mattress
talk a lot of bullshit
this bitch seem like an actress 
I'm smoking cat piss (strain of weed don't come @ me)

I was born alone
so here I'ma sit right here and rot
you fracture every bone
you're not fit to be my god
you cannot claim
I'm incapable of love
you can take me out the frame
but your problems won't resolve

remember the smell of her hair
that's toxic
only talk to me
when she low on options
december was fair, to me
to be honest
i hope that she sees
that she ruined my conscious

these 808s fuel my pain
but show me I'm alive
the scars upon my brain
tell the story of how I survived
the damage I sustain
break my body, not my pride
when I talk
It's not in vain
I don't wanna be alive

I wish I could have made her stay
Instead of saying bye
an example of some broken faith
from all the fucking lies
I'll admit that lately I'm afraid
that I've been wasting time
so I'm slowing down the clock
smoking weed and staying high

so I sit back and I smile
as I think where we end
I know the next one around
gonna take me to my end.
I don't need a hand to hold
I don't wanna feel my face
promises that she'd uphold
always brought a long debate
and in time I'll see it through
change my life, and move away
and I'll still text you here and there
no matter where I stay

adventurous mind (prod. eskimos)

PEARPHONE (prod. siemspark x hiiidrax)

I'll call you Jaguar, if I may be so bold by little_seahorse
Part 5 of the Jawbreaker Series

Fic: archiveofourown.org/works/47295400

I'll call you Jaguar, if I may be so bold by little_seahorse

This is an old Scorpio track that devin's world and KayNeS got to feature on. We have since decided to post this here as FrozenGrotto's first song featuring an amazing artist. Thank you KayNeS for the amazing work.

Blood On My Lips (feat. KayNeS)

Icasm

Lyrics🎱

don't you cry now, it's over
(We're through, were done, woah)
could you take my life now?
I'm bipolar
one more time now
pull me closer
I think I'm all right now 
I'm not sober 

got a lot of shit that's going on
I'm stuck inside my head
I'm reminiscing memories
and words in which you said
you seemed to only fuck with me
And come for all my bread
don't listen when I try to speak
to hell, I just descend
Got acid on my tongue
And I can feel it start to hit
got pussy when I want it
still I'm gonna fuck your bitch
wanna fight? Don't pick with me
it's for your benefit
and if you think you something
lemme show you I'm the shit
Fuck with me
I'll pop your tires
Tonight I'm going hard
and watch it when you speak to me
ill plant you in my yard
I'll take it more than 6 feet
and I'll add another scar
Ill add it to my mental
as I learn to disregard
fuck a broken heart
I move onto the next
I push the brake in
Then hit start
explain just what you meant
before I crash this fuckin car
Champagne and blunts and balconies 
and gazing at the stars
(And I know, that I'll be alright)

blunts & balconies (prod. demarsmadeit)

Lyrics🎱

I got blood in my bedsheets
 I can't wash out
My existence obsolete
in hell, I climbed, untill I got out
The next time around
I may take you my life
I don't know about you
But Ion wanna die
Baker boulevard dreams
strumming on a six string
bring the love back
how it was when you kissed me
Fuck the violence
Baby come and save me
her love is timeless
it's been growing on me lately
and no, I can't get behind it
I'm so sick of this shit

I sat with my anger so long
till' I could finally accept what I couldn't see
and I hate the sensations inside of my chest
and I cry from the thoughts that bring anxiety
From overthinking, overdrinking
cause I can barely seem, to get sleep
wish this shit was fiction, and thank your for listening, to exactly who I wanna be
I strive for the best
I end up depressed
I'm so lost, bad ADHD
I know that I struggle
I'll figure this puzzle out
This thing we call life, it goes deep

Not fucked up for fun no
this shit is genetic
If you see your dream life
why don't you go get it
I feel that we're broke up
though she never said it
I wish I could know what
caused her to forget it
the love that there once was
this shit Is pathetic 
now I'm having deep cuts
i keep out the tension

I don't fit in whatsoever
but at least I know it gets better
at least that's what they say to me
I guess it's whatever
I'll max out my pen just to breathe
can't function without it
it's coping, no addict
but I'm deeply saddened
And It shows 
Everyday I wake up and I feel like
Life blows
Every time I see myself
I wonder why I'm broke
I wonder why I'm ugly
Wonder why I feel alone
I hate im an addict
My body stay static
Inside my room
I'm so problematic 
but living life lavish
(Im so problematic

problematic (prod. jissa)

🎱it's all for fun<3 

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blunts & balconies (prod. demarsmadeit)

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