v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

baby don’t break me
god i’m really feeling fine please don’t burn me now

please don’t let me bleed
am i everything you wanted baby tell me now 

god i know i got some issues but i’m really fucking trying 
i can’t even love myself and i don’t wanna see you crying  

cause i can’t save myself 

down bad when i’m blowing up your snapchat 

bite my nails till i get a fucking snap back

god you’re such a pretty face won’t get out of my head 
i’m so fucking toxic think i’m better off dead 

hold my hand baby kiss my head

tell me how you love me see your face turn red 

i know that we could make it healthy 
but i don’t think you could fucking save me

i’m a mess i’m a mess now

expectations on my chest and it weighs down 

i just wanna runaway and find a new town

i can’t breathe god it’s really getting bad now

i'm so scared

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

Meltdown

excuses

you follow me
out here wandering 
im lost here cant you see
all the stars
theres no lights here shining
darker than your heart
and your mind
running circles every time
i bring it up
then you bring me down  
theres no one around but you and me

lets get along
alone
lets get along
and have some fun
lets get along
fall in love

tree tops glisten like your eyes from afar
put its all fake its stars, and you're not one
one of one
i guess you are
but you're heart is made of stone
and were falling in love
and were crawling over its raining out
in our cabin full of hearts
in a cabin where love starts

lets get along
alone
lets get along
and have some fun
lets get along
fall in love

Cabin Full Of Hearts (prod. idly blare)

it doesnt feel that way (prod. Kolji)

it doesnt feel that way feat. vails (prod. Kolji)

Lyrics 🎱

is there love in the end 
are you wasting my time 
is there is something here to fight for?
or am I just burning light 
is there anybody here?
oh my god I'm not doing fine
I took my pills, and I shut my eyes
probably won't sleep, but I'm gonna try
just give me some time
(don't waste your life, on me)

I still got the same shit wrong with me 
as I did, back when you left
and I sure hope that you don't think of me
and I can say that shit with my chest
I hope you went and found serenity
inside this life we get 
I went and made you my whole center piece
it's so hard to wish you the best
(Wish you the best
I don't ever want you back
I'm sick of life 
I'm sick of it
just kill me now
just slit my wrists
just lord forgive me of my sins)

load a gram into my rig
then I put that shit on blast
this a little bit of rock 
and a little bit of rap
hope you won't forget 
you said you'd have my back 
and then you went and left, so
i've been in my bag

I don't want to back down 
I don't want to take this
I don't need a lot of love
I just need a face lift
lay stiff 
on the pavement
when you said that you loved me
I hated it

wake up from the night
and feel I'll hurt myself
I've been sick as fuck
but I hope you're well
am I puking blood?
I can't even tell
waking up in sweats
I wanna fix my health
and every since u left
I've been going through hell
will, or won't I make it?
I guess time will tell 
do you think I'm crazy? 
crazy? CRAZY!??????

(Chorus again)

I don't ever want you back 
(My heart)
you fucking ripped it out my chest 
I don't ever want you 
BACK
BACK
BACK 
BACKKKKKKKKKKKK

i'm going through something i can't understand (prod. saint mike)

The All Seeing Eye

The Eye [Prod. Omarow & Luke Damron]

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Fading Signals

Introspective Album that really hits home to some who have been through hell in there personal journeys it tells a story of a person struggling to break through clouded mind is extremely emotional heart touching and a personal battle. this album is already released on spotify

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Finding Myself Through The Chaos

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i'm going through something i can't understand (prod. saint mike)

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