🎱This EP couldn't have been created without the help of 🎱
@sorrow_bringer
@siemspark
& eskimos (he doesnt have a soundcloud)
^^^^^^^^^^ they're all wonderful producers.
And one helluva huge shoutout to sewerperson for hopping on "green water" the song with me. He's a living legend, give him a follow @sewerperson and check him out please! I hope you all enjoyed this slight work of art I created, much more to come in the near future <3

green water

Lyrics🎱

Fill my schedule, so I ain't got empty time
I struggle when I do, I'm never calm I'm never fine
Tryna find some peace, at the bottom of my mind
Will I make it out? Will i make it out alive?

I can see the ocean, and it's a nice view
But it doesn't compare to when I'm looking at you
The feeling that it brings on inside
Takes away every thought that I shared of 
Suicide

Suicide doors
Yeah you know I'm in the coupe
Doordashing while I'm driving
Making money while I scoot
Through my city, through my town
Making moneys what I do

And whenever i find time
I work on being happy cuz I know I'm never fine
I tend to sit around contemplating problems I
Caused upon myself
So I sit and wonder why
I do this to myself
I wish I just could end my life
(Just end my life, just end my life)
(Ooooooh, but can't do that)

I think I need a mercy
Think I need a second life
Alcohol consumes me
But it helps me when I cry
So scared to fuck it up
I know they're ain't no second tries 
So I gotta watch my cards
And I gotta play em right
Like now
I'd do anything to see you
But when I'm crying breaking down
Where were you when I would need you?
(Whenever I would need u?)

time (prod. eskimos)

I wish you, wouldn't have wasted time
Now I'm sad alone, every Friday night
And on Saturdays, I wake up and cry
And every holiday I dread to be alive

I wish you wouldn't have called my line
I told you were done about a thousand times
I wish you, couldn't have caught my lie
Now I know I'm fucked
Yeah I lost my life

I wish you, wouldn't have put me first
I left you alone
And now I feel worse
Than I did before
I guess life's a curse
I won't ever be happy
Til' the back of the hearse

I'm sick of shaking
In the dead of the night
I wish these drugs could help me
ease my mind
I can't feel my body
Just leave me behind
Let me rot away
Fuck my soul I'm fine
I'm fine :'(

I just wanna be happy
I'm never fine
But I took the pills
So I paid the price
Serotonins fucked
But my dopamine high
My stomach feeling low
But my body feeling fried

I cracked the seal
And then lost myself
Extract what seems real
Forget abandonment
Cause I know what I feel
And you're full of it
Go ahead, you can kill me
I don't give a shit

You're on my mind
While I write this song
I sure miss your touch
It's been far too long
I just miss your body
Now fuck that thong
You can take it off
It's been far too long

thong (prod. siem spark)

sewerperson = 🐐
Lyrics🎱

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

It'll happen again
We're running in circles
Was this just ur plan?
To play me then fuck me
Then boast to your friends?
I'd rather you be honest
Than end up lying in the end

And I appreciate all the bad times you caused me
It taught me a lot, and it taught me I was starving
For someone else to love, maybe pills maybe drugs

but it's certainly better than feeling unwanted or undeserved
Like, should I give up?
I'm never sure
I could pop a Klonopin
And I let my mind surf
But it can never save me
From the doom that I deserve

sewerperson: 
Taking in pieces back
I will not fold to to clowns
With this bounty on my head
I will still hold u down
I had felt like a god when she get down on her knees and service me
Picking out bitches inside the club at this point it feel like pageantry
Mama I know ur not proud of me
But still I hold my ground with women tryna get shit outta me yea
Maybe I crossed a line
Fuck it I know did it and I did it proud
I'm a demon child Lucky enough to stick around

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

green water ft. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

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