stuck in bed

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organized by literally who?

GAMER 4

Life is.

wast0idd favs

Nika's Got It Wrong

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

i have a shit job
no girlfriend
its so over
i want it to end

no big dreams are in sight
i wont have
a house wife

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

you told me sometimes
things just end
and I know that
and I cant pretend

but I want you back
at least I think so
i’ll blow my brains out
i want you to know

i wish things were how they used to be
i dont want to see you upset with me
can’t believe I managed to fuck everything up

i wish things were how they used to be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

Fried By Fluoride - Drain You

nowhere left for me to go
all i know is that im solo
im at the end of the line
they keep coming and I dont know why

i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

the horde grows more theres too many I cant kill
they dont get tired and im feeling ill
i know im at the end of the line
I’ll fucking die electric suicide


i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

wonderwaffe suicide

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

I feel like a loser you hear me say
I know you also feel this way
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

no one else to ruin our day
you and i can waste away
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 
When will it end?
This delusion in my head

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

Schizophrenia Girlfriend

Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

Missing Person

Ever Since We Met

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

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