Hard Christ - Wish U Were Here (Extended)

Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same

verse
marching towards insanity
it has the best of me yea
i dont know whats wrong with me
im living on repeat and
i can fix it easily
but im too sad and lazy
everything is such a waste
all of this pain just breaks me

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same


stay the same

Decided to cover this masterpiece by the one and only Preripped (and even then it might be a cover but i can't find the original to save my life)
i figured out it's B, D#, G#, E at 145 BPM for those curious.

lyrics: 
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home-
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You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home
--
Living rent free inside your head	
Living rent free in my parents basement
--
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating (Preripped Cover)

check out da official mv https://youtu.be/wyPCFTqI0sU

im done with emotions, they get in the way
fucking up my brain, get rid of the pain
im done with everything
i dont care anymore, i dont care if it hurts
this lifes a fucking chore

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

i wish i could go back to being normal
i didnt have a choice in it at all
wish i didnt withdraw
my emotions
my emotions

i regret all it, its too late too quit
too late to change, just cry and whine
i miss the time, i felt something
i miss the time, when everything was right

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, dont want to feel anything
dont want to feel anything

apathy

featuring: @fattard and @roadkill777 the best in the game go follow them

i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

I fucked my life over
i couldnt stay sober
I drank another beer
cuz i cannot stop loathing her
The feeling in my chest
It cannot be suppressed 
I told you i would hurt you 
what did u fucking expect?

i let it slip away
now im drowning in dismay
you shouldve stayed away
cuz now you lost your fucking ray
and all the words you said
have all been put to bed
for if you really cared 
you wouldnt have to be so scared

what did you expect

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

wast0idd