Said You Wouldn't Go ( Offical Audio )

unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

prod. blank

lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

yellow ( demo )

lyrics:

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna track

Me and jabari are back im seeing the wav its under attack
Girl dont be like that cause u know that im busy im writing on smack
I tuck my blunt in my hat and I hop in the buick and push it down flat
I cant be here all the time I know that u dripping ill hit when im back
I pop out in something thats way too clean to be in his budget
I walk by and this Kush smell something just like blueberry muffins
I smoke cause I love it my bitch love it too who doesn’t
Bari and I just dropped it put us right back in discussion
she like how the fabric feel she like the lv buttons
I like how this steering feel and I like the way its cutting
I cant find my phone but really Im waiting till it stop buzzing
I dont know what to say right now and im better off saying nothing
So Fall into me
Before my heart dies
U could get me right I just know it baby
Lean into me
And for the last time
Whisper in my ear how I own it baby

So Take me on my word I know its worthless as of late
And Just like you im struggling to find purpose in this state
Now Im lighting blunts in the venue I carry my pain on my back like a jersey im wearing my brand
U heard what I said but ill say it again I just pop on the stage and im laying my hand down

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna tr-

league of problem solvers (jabarionthebeat x haze x natemorgan)

gummy bears

animal

non-profit song

 enjoy it's my first song my bf mixed it for me <3

i'm not fine (prod. wvysel)

pluto (prod. pasca x pb carlo)

where's the sun now ft. lostangel (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

(prod. gxm)

fuck this shit

this mental shit has been weighing me down
so much on my mind 
now i gotta let it out
constantly waking up everyday
im starting to get stressed out
stressed out
im getting fucking stressed out

what i gotta do to get this off my mind
cause lately ive been feeling stressed out
my mind is a fucking mess
wake up everyday and that shit is already pacing
already thinking
like can i get a break?

nah really can i get a break?
i just wanna fucking break
just give me a moment

cause lately ive been crying 
and im fucking sick of it
i dont wanna cry
cause that shit wears me out
it fucking wears me out

i dont wanna sleep no more
cause i cant drown my feelings out
no i cant drown them out

im so fucking sick of this
someone let me out cause im suffering 
help me before i fucking drown

constantly waking up everyday
im starting to get stressed out
stressed out
im getting fucking stressed out


stressed out (gxm)

(prod. jerry the producer)

witch's tale

tired of feeling low
i'm tired of feeling low
i'm tired of feeling low 
              
i'm tired of feeling low

this room that i sleep in never sees sunlight
blacked out curtains
while i roll up this dope

running from the pain 
but never running from the drugs
i'm never running from the drugs

but if im being honest
these drugs help me think
these drugs help me think

can't touch the alcohol 
cause i'll collapse with a relapse
i'll never become what my mother was
i'll never become what my mother was
nah fuck that

the universe blessed me 
with the gift of my words
but cursed me with this pain
so i can let them out
so i can let them out
the universe blessed me 
with the gift of my words

tell me 
whats the purpose
if i cant see where i'm going
feeling like a deer in headlights
questioning my next move
a deer in headlights
questioning my next move

this room that i sleep in never sees sunlight
blacked out curtains
while i roll up this dope

running from the pain 
but never running from the drugs
i'm never running from the drugs

[Outro]

witch's tale

drugs (jerry the producer)

(prod. thersx)
this is another witch's tale

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

all i can remember 
was the first time 
that blade touch my arm
and i remember getting told
to go on instagram live
so i could prove to them
i was killing myself
so they watched me
take 9 pills

but my mind wont 
let me remember much more
i can't remember much more
i really wish these traumas
didn't make me forget 
who i am
"who i am.."

it left me questioning
is there something wrong with me
i feel like everything is falling apart
i can't do this alone
i don't wanna be alone

but everyone is leaving me 
like what the fuck did i do?
what the fuck did i do?

i'm just gonna move on
i'm just gonna live my life
cause i don't have time
to worry 
about the ones
who left me 
clearly i didn't need you

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

wtf did i do (thersx)

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wtf did i do (thersx)

witch's tale.