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lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

tracks that have been sitting in my files

dissonance

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.

lyrics:
tell me what it's like to taste your words
i bet they taste a lot like alcohol cause

every word you spit out burns
every word you spit out burns

and it's been a while since i've seen your face
and it's been a while since i've heard your voice
and i bet you sound like this ocean breeze
and when you're near i can't help but think of you and me

every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)

spotify

thought of you

i guess this the way that it goes
i’m study walking over eggshells 
leaving stains on the road 
i cut em off i push ‘em off 
i’m like the thorns of a rose 
they tried to push me in the dirt 
and now they watching me grow 
i started doing all this shit 
i’m not the same as before 
know all they wanted was my downfall 
i kept it all inside my head there ain’t no outcry
i always keep on all the times that someone did me wrong
‘cause i know when i do this shit they’ll wanna get along 

talk too much but that shit ain’t ever phased me 
but this the only way i know to keep it under my skin
i gave you way to many chances so now this is the end 
how could you try to come and play me when you say you're a friend 
but i know i’m all alone in the end
so every time there being nice i know its always pretend
so i can’t trust no one i'm sorry just the way that it is 
and i know when i’m gone they’ll throw my ashes into a ditch

this ain't what i want 
but everybody come around and try to do me wrong 
don't you try to say that you where ever there for me
'cause there was no one ever with me when i fell 
went to far down the freeway now i'm lost
every place i look is just another dead end
i'm so full of the sorrows to my gut
everyone is just an actor i don't wanna play pretend so i 
don't 
and i make my bad decisions so i 
cope
i don't wanna think about it again 
and all these people talking shit like do i know you at all?
and i gotta keep my distance 'cause i know you would

talk too much but that shit ain’t ever phased me 
but this the only way i know to keep it under my skin
i gave you way to many chances so now this is the end 
how could you try to come and play me when you say you're a friend 
but i know i’m all alone in the end
so every time there being nice i know its always pretend
so i can’t trust no one i'm sorry just the way that it is 
and i know when i’m gone they’ll throw my ashes into a ditch

skin

lyrics

ion wanna go out today
I'll stay in
why'd u only text back to say
ur with him
rather u leave me on read bc then
id get the memo
i need to move on but
im stuck in hell

left when I'm down so I'll take it to the top now
I still love u thru all of ur faults, u let me fall down
rather be mistreated by u than anybody else
cuz clearly I can't find someone who cares about more then themselves

u talk to me like ud rather fuckin die alone
I'm locked in here with ur hatred and my eyes closed
take it all out on my featherweight life form
calling me next time all u hear is a dial tone

fighting just to stay alive
don't think I can now
body made of diorite
mind made up lights out
I can try now
I can fight now
but I die out
and you lie down


featherweight

Stable conversation! Lyrics below! :) 

You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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Stable Conversation

yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Lyrics: 

I feel lost in war
I've lost my friends to this
I want them back
I wish we could go back

Seen too many places
It's been too much you should know
We're fighting for nothing at all
I'm left you to die

Stop all this fighting
I wish I could control it
The war is continuing
theirs no possible ending
I'm seeing bodies decay
Stuck in this field
Where bodies lay 
My friends right here
They died in front of my arms
And I'm screaming out for help
I wish I could help

If you could understand how I feel
They cried in front of my arms
They told me to live
But I couldn't just let it go

You died in my arms
I'm sorry for leaving

Put it all away just to stay with you
Fighting every night just to keep you safe
I don't understand anything that you say
I don't give a fuck about no one but you

war (nevrfall)

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

to grieve [prod eeryskies]

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𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗...

Had to try remastering this, it just sounded a little too sharp/shiny for me.  This is an old song anyways so I wanted to try to get it out while I was messing with it.

flowers (prod. Dead Spyro)

11 FOU.wav

now or never

discord is wraithwilldie
hmu for anything :)

flowers (prod. Dead Spyro)

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