prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

||you just gotta wait||

~track [7/10]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+vox from
@corefish
+ co writing credits 
@insertsonghere

art by me and @insertsonghere

prod me.
mix + master by me :3

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
I’ve been looking at the countdown
hoping it’ll be better by tomorrow
their words I’ll have to drown out
It will be better by tomorrow

{{tts}}
you are now listening to butterfly effect.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
you said that you got it, i want it, be honest
the answer, i found out, i think that, i lost it 
i'm spinning, i'm nauseous, there's no way, to stop
your airways, are toxic, quit breathing, quit talking
i can't wait for sudden changes
or ill fuck up my life throw it all away
just give me a time and place
a period of grace

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
It will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
If you want time to yourself
don't abuse it and turn into waste
cos lifes not a game
so why are we playing with me
as society plays with your brain
you talk all the same
run in a circle the rules are to blame 
you don't even know my name

[verse 2] ~ @corefish
I'm far gone enough just to suffer again
hold on to love but I cannot defend 
obvious things aren't the same as they could have been 
now I rinse this body clean 
I'm always afraid of what I couldn't sense
it's all in the plan and the pain heaven sent 
now I've been thinking bout you with cold feet just hold me 
pockets heavy and you told me
"just give me a week"

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
it will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait.

spotify !

rinse & repeat +corefish

(prod yoku n corefish) shoutout yoku

cover by alton @euclicide

>>>>>  https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/faster <<<<<<

animorphs headass

FASTER

prod. + written by: thms.
-------------------------
Cause ive been gunned down
Im left right where
The unknowns
They carry my weight 

and those sun stoned
(your) brown eyes emptying me
It’s a place we don’t want to be

So I'll reach 
And i'll find my peace
wont stop the lack of poise and

I'll walk my road
I wont stay for long
There's simply things we cant escape

Like how ive been
And your dismiss
An' emptiness

Is all there is
But I'll remiss 
And there's a cliff

So don’t fall
Its my turn

You don’t get 
to feel hopeless 
out of rope 

Yeah 
You got me strung 
And this is what you get

But why am I paying prices?
for what you did
I caused none of this 

This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  


So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
im wasting it

I bet you thought that this was nothing
all the roads that lead to you
But my convivence to you is something 

And the echoes of you two are so numbing
Could you could be forthcoming
Fallacies got your fever rushing

Oh for me
I'll believe
What you make me see


This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  
 
//do you enjoy what I think lately?
//pyromanic thoughts and endless loops
//inside daydreams
//oh but maybe, baby

//I threw a token in a wishing well
//yeah I was wishing well
//and baby
//I know you heard me

So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
god ive wasted it

prices

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production + vocals + mix & master by Maxine Faith Noelle (@mythvalley)

[Intro]
(Hey guys, Chex maniac 9- here to uh... 999 9 thou- and 99)
(To test out a new microphone I just got for my vlogs)
(Hopefully you'll be able to uhh- alot of the- woops- hear in more detail)
(Sorry that's another feature on the microphone..)
(-be able to hear alot of the new features um... uh.. and uh)

[Verse 1]
Tell me why I never fucking get it
It never gets through  My thick fucking skull
(yea... my- my skull. my thick fucking skull dude)
It gets a little bit harder
It gets a little bit harder

I dropped the ball again
No need for ending it
Is it even fucking worth anymore

[Chorus]
Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

[Verse 2]
Take a breath and recollect
Cause I'm not who you wanna talk to
Did something get you on the wrong side of the bed
Check your worth and count your money
I'm not ever gonna call you
Cause it gets a little bit harder
Cause it gets a little bit stuck up

Cause it gets a little bit stuck up
Cause it gets a little bit harder
Cause it gets a little bit stuck up
Cause it gets a little bit harder

[Chorus]
Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

(are you really that dense?)

Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

(It's not really just a bunch of- it's a hall of illusion- woah- okay.. woah- okay)

ten times too much

save the moment w/ jauntsen

[feat. @ririrealme] 
(GOAT FOR FEATURING ON THIS SONG, TALENTED BEYOND BELIEF)

[prod. maysbeatss]

[lyrics]

(RiRi)
could you please turn away?
oh, the sight of your face hurts
you're making things worse and worse

(Wyfy)
I know it’s my fault I’m hurt
Was at the bottom, now I’m worse and
i don't know if i'll ever escape

Everything’s just getting worse
You cannot show them you’re hurt
Laying outside on the dirt
Will I ever know my worth?
I know why 
I’m hurting
I wish you
Would learn me
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
I just wish somebody 
Could love me 
For me

(Is it so hard to love someone for who they are within?)
Don’t care bout my skin
Wish I could tear it off
Just leave this face I wear
At this point fuck it all
No, now this shit aint fair

Got too many hoes in my phone
And they wont just leave me alone
Don’t give a fuck about lust
All I want is some love 

(RiRi)
until my leaves fall
until they cut me down
until the past 2 years 
drove me into the ground
gnawing at my fucking skin
i couldn't get a break
her words are eating at my mind
like its a piece of cake

no you'll....
lurk for the fall
had enough, oh i pray for them all

(Wyfy)
Everything’s just getting worse
You cannot show them you’re hurt
Laying outside on the dirt
Will I ever know my worth?
I know why 
I’m hurting
I wish you
Would learn me
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
I just wish somebody 
Could love me 
For me
Wish I could tear it off
Just leave this face I wear
At this point fuck it all
No, now this shit aint fair

skin (feat. RiRi)

Out now on streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/simonm/settle

"you will never get what you want"
Originally recorded in 2021

settle

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

I spent too long inside my mind 
I took to much I’m paralyzed 
The life I want was all a lie 
Ik exactly what I want 
I didn’t  mean to cut you off.
I couldn’t keep a promise you hear it in my tone 
my heart is in my poem but baby girl you know
just how I felt 
My minds loose  
Confused 
What’s wrong with me ?
So I’ll throw my head against the wall 
don’t wanna have to run from you
you know I do 
but you would tell me breathe 
you taught me how to breathe  
I don’t know what it means 
the past is obsolete 
and I won’t let it , hold me closer
let it  pull me under 
All the things I wish I could undo
I fold another time , Ik it’s do or die  
you see it in my eyes
 you know I’m paralyzed.
You know I hurt you , I didn’t mean to haunt you
you said it wasn’t all my fault , 
but why always say my problems aren’t the cause of drama , 
when my time is all I misuse
And so I’ll breath , 
as long as I just breath
Ik this isn’t me 
I felt it I’m too weak 
too weak
I start to realize 
it’s all a suicide 
spent 3 months in the back of my mind 
just tryna make it feel right 
I start to haunt  you 
you know I didn’t want too 
the past will always cut through 
the pain will always relapse  
but I don’t think you see it
no I don’t think you know my life
A lie
and I don’t know 
if this is what I want
or who I have to be
this isn’t what I see 
but baby don’t you lie
don’t lie 
don’t lie 
don’t lie

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jso3yWBgbZbCTpA5x65ln?si=0f2810c4021e4943

Orpheus

[@nokerbforever] (prod kerb)
we get in the whip and i go 160
i don't wanna die, i just don't know what i'm thinking
i'm tryna erase all the past shit that lives in me
asking u to try but no u just never listen
smokin riding low
backseat where i cope
rollin up some more
now i'm bleeding ever slow
can't see thru the smoke
to much just to go
no you'd never know
now you barely even call

and yeah she's heartless
stab me with the knife in my back then she wiped it spotless
used me like a puppet yeah she does some kind of stalking
and now i start to question why u always act obnoxious
yeah, act like u know nothing
so done, fucked up
now u wanna see me go
to much, i'm numb
this to much for me to cope
roll up some more
now i can't see thru the smoke
you'd never know
no you never even called

[@arasmoon] (prod aras moon)
been thinking of ways that
i can end it all lately
to weak for the horrors
i wish someone could sedate me
the curse of remembrance is a burden to bare
and when i tell em my lore ill prolly end up escaping
and its so hard to believe that i would be saving myself
cause some how they abandon me when i need a hero the most
(hey)
my life has been a huge outro
(watch em)
exit it seems so natural
(okay hey)
just saw the man of my dreams he'll turn into a nightmare

how can i stop all this suffering
can i retain my humanity
melancholy hearts
watch it all fall apart
this weight that i'm bearing
will never remove the fool
in my cards
it took a toll
it took a toll
it took a toll

[@808aesir] (prod aesir)
and when i look at u
i see it
i see it
i see it

well if this is how it ends
then i dont wanna talk about it
i want to remember everything just like this
and its hard
when youre feeling like you need it
i was picking up the pieces of my
chrome heart

(2x)
i cant do this on my own
when im losing my control
this is everything i know
this is everything i know

and when i look at you
i see colors changing
i needed something new
but you were fine remaining
and when i look at you
i see colors changing
and when i look at you

[@dwardo-isreal] (prod aesir)
so baby please
dont become a tragedy
and if i cover my face
please don't get mad at me
i got a lot of shit going on
lot of shit going wrong
and you could be the one to take it all away

so take it all away
im needin you to stay
and never go away
and never go away

cause ur gonna see a body floating down the river
if you wanna be my chrome heart killer

[@ar15wthebeam] (prod spawn)
can anybody tell me what's been going on in my head
i been tryna work it out it doesnt really make sense
talk to god, help me now, do we all feel pain?
talk to you, in my mind, say you always felt the same
all this liqour in my liver, maybe i'm the one to blame
i just wonder what you say when you leave my room
if it doesnt make sense it'll make sense soon
yeah but really i been wondering what's going on with you

can you make me feel it
think i lost my feeling
i just never knew i painted you a mural on the wall
you give me oxycotton pills i know u wanna see me fall
well played shawty you just got me feeling so strange
and when i talk to you it feel like we aint on the same page

you know what they say what goes up always comes down
play my heart, like a drum, i can hear it so loud
all these voices in my head feel like im singing to a crowd

run your fingers through my skin it feels like bugs crawlin
i cant help it im a runner babe im so sorry
tie the noose and ima rock it like a wing collar

[@spawnvii]
surrounded by the spirits of the ones i hold close
never look beside me, never go ghost
running from my past, shouldn't old news be old?
crestfallen in the woods
my blood rots to mold

(my stomach churns inside a cave)
rocks falling through the seams, the footing's to steep for me now
what did you expect? there's only so much that i get
cause you said yourself, im only just a kid

(now im left to die here, drowned out by ghosts)

look back

consumed by earth

your body's consumed by earth

look back

skin (feat. RiRi)

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