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I'm fine

lil=sad 😢

Shoutsout to Weirddough
https://soundcloud.com/weirddough
https://www.instagram.com/iamtriads

Twitter

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@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

girl fuck who youve become
i still hate on who u were
u would always do me wrong
i was always drippin blood
baby u could never see, how u laid the blade on me
tryna fight the shit i feel, but some scars just never heal

yeah u did me wrong
so i made some songs
tried to numb the pain u gave me but the numbness never lasted long
yeah u did me wrong
w some other boys
and i tried to get me high like all the time but didnt work that long

im sorry, i never wanted u to hurt
like boy, im sorry
its behind us now lets skrrt and write our story
cause i love you and u love me please dont worry
please dont worry

shes like 4 am, wide awake and writing love notes
thats just who i am, i cant sleep girl i just want u
yr my only friend, u just get me like i get u
u fucked up back then, its okay girl know i love you 

make me whole again, i got blood all on my nightstand
im fucked up like damn, im so lost please take my hand and
let our love expand, fuck what anyone think
they dont know what we have, they dont know where we been

numb the pain (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by haruhi
with lil happy lil sad

lie to me (with lil happy lil sad)

SORRY IT TOOK A NIGGA SO LONG BUT HERE ITS IS
1-800-JUGG
TYPE SHIT

SASUKE TOOK MY BITCH

6 Dogs - Faygo Dreams (BASS BOOSTED)

@lilhappylilsad @poppytears @kuroimetsuyu
yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPqGaMUym5U

i wake up every morning
with a feelin that im drowning
in my visions i make money
in the present i have nothing

thats the reason im still grinding
im addicted to the rhyming
i make music when im dying
so the musics never stopping

wanna die when shes cutting
i cant stand when shes bloody
im in love with the body
that my girl treat so badly

wanna die when shes cutting
i cant stand when shes bloody
im in love with the body
that my girl treat so badly

when shes cutting w/ poppy tears (prod. kuroime)

KABUSHI

trap house jumpin like (dot) wav

Engineer/co prod: https://soundcloud.com/nettibeats

Download: https://4everunknown.bandcamp.com/album/midnight-rendezvous

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
We can't make this last
I gave you all I had
Now I'm pleading please baby give me one more chance
Made a lot of mistakes but they in the past now
I swear that I'm a different man
Yeah I'm always down to ride never backdown
I'll take you to my traphouse how does that sound
In the backround
She never comes around now
Girl I know I fucked up you left me out to drown now
But it's my fault
I should've known you wasn't down to ride
Cause whenever I hit you on your phone you never reply
But as soon as you hit my line I said I was down to slide
You was faking shit from the start you ain't about this life
I can't fuck with you bitches cause y'all ain't acting right
I'm all alone
Poppin hella pillys getting riches I'm all on my own
Bitch I'm on a mission to the digits til my money long
Yeah til my hundreds strong

(Hook/Bridge)
Baby I'm just tryna love you
Put nothing above you
I wish that I could trust you
I wish that I could trust you

Baby I'm just tryna love you
I wish that I could trust you
Put nothing above you
But I ain't got time for all those games so it's fuck you

(Verse 2)
Get it my way we ain't settling
Watch all the homies you messing with
If you want war then we pull up cause you know we strapped like we veterans
All that talk up on twitter but you ain't bout shit
Had to distance myself because you on opp shit
You on opp shit
Pull up we drop shit
You can get popped quick
Yeah you can get dropped quick
Hop out the foreign with mopsticks
Coming straight from the bottom no option
Thats why we rob shit
You so defensive like you rodman
Having conversations with my conscious woah
Toss all that built up emotion inside a louie bag
And fuck a friend when I need it y'all ain't have my back
So I only keep the day ones and the shooters with me
I'm in the mazda blowing dope until my mind is clouded
Can't do no shows I get too nervous when the room is crowded
I'd be dead without this music so I'm glad I found it
Are you coming through
Cause we making moves
So come and join me on this midnight rendezvous

Rendezvous (Prod. Kyotospeak)

artwork by helica!
https://soundcloud.com/helicaworld
https://soundcloud.com/distancedecay

CELLOPHANE - Helica, Psymun, & Distance Decay

Prod. by @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if theres a god what would he think about the wrongs Ive done,
And would he question the temptations when I called my plug,
Or when the times got rough,
Why the fuck did I go through all those long nights struggling over one time puffin a blunt,
It fucked me up,
I recollect the pain that seemed to manifest whenever shit would never feel okay but its straight,
You shouldn't worry bout it,
Nobody's worried bout it,
Doctors tryna throw some pill bottles in my cabinet

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

(Verse 2)
I have a tendency to ask my friends if they enemies,
Cuz I met alot of people who pretend to be chill with me,
Then eventually depression would have let to them dippin,
But when they see Im comin up they tellin me we should kick it,
I copped a whip its offical,
I drive to dip from the system,
I can't fit in with the people around forget it continue to put my thoughts into verses,
Who woulda thought that the person they hated on for no reasons the one that harnessed a purpose

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

flowers. (prod. killedmyself)

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

1/2 of @prsonprson

EMAIL: XAM.MGMT@GMAIL.COM