produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
ran out of options way before i knew it
i can't even exaggerate what i've been through
i don't know what the fuck u want me to do
maybe it's bout time i put my brain to use

meanwhile while ur healing i'm not 
never see me again it's ur loss
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

graduated and they're still not proud of me
it's always been so hard for u to see
maybe if i finish college i can get a move on
i don't need u pointing out the things that i do wrong
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

not what i wanted 2 b (dead yami)

prod @lilmiddleschool, some guitar by me ^-^

thx middle for having me on this :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6aVlqFSzLjX7OsEpS3Rg6y?si=e4651b8aec014c1c

coffin + middeko

for fun :)
prod by silo
vocals by me

(lyrics)
i got bad habits but so do you
pick your poison baby whatchu wanna do
it dont matter what u pick as long as i am with u
hit my line when to come on through

my love for u, this aint nothin new
i woke up to a paradise, and you were the view
it was just a dream, you're still far from me
told her that we'll be fine, cus i know that we

been thru a lot, yeah i know
time is ticking but its movin way too slow
i dont cry cus mama she aint raise no hoe
honestly, i still do on the low

bad habits (silo)

stream the requiem tape - https://soundcloud.com/ikarus4k/sets/theregaliatape

on my plate [yunme]

leave it all behind w/ ami

trustt - vitamins

out now on all platforms!
spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0nvPGEU4DkHMuyTXwSPdW5?si=08bccb4a4e78425e
💔🙄
lyrics:
☟
intro verse:
i just woke up
i wish that i would be by urself
i wish that i could never said goodbye
nothing in my life could be the same now
i mean in my dreams i been thinking how
hook:
yea yea yea
i been waking up with a migrane in my head
yea yea yea
i been sleeping badly cause of voices in my head
imma pop this pill of xanax to help me clear my head
i really dont wanna end up in the ditch being dead
fuck that girl
imma end up in the grave 
yea yea yea fuck that girl
imma send her to her place
i say fuck that girl
yea yea yea fuck that girl
imma be coming home so soon after all
verse/interlude:
baby im coming home
after all
i don't wanna love anymore
baby im coming home
after all
i don't wanna love anymore
imma pop this pill till i die
i don't wanna be by ur side
nothing in my life could be the same now
i mean in my dreams i been thinking how
hook:
yea yea yea
i been waking up with a migrane in my head
yea yea yea
i been sleeping badly cause of voices in my head
imma pop this pill of xanax to help me clear my head
i really dont wanna end up in the ditch being dead
fuck that girl
imma end up in the grave 
yea yea yea fuck that girl
imma send her to her place
i say fuck that girl
yea yea yea fuck that girl
imma be coming home so soon after all

Woke Up! (prod. wixxy)

A Poem For Your Nightstand (Interlude)

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me from this place
i dont wanna be there anyway
you said you hated all he is
then u were with him for that night
i just wanna hold you close and tight
hope u dont leave me all alone
i just wanna hug u one time
maybe ill make u my life
and lets just know u did
and its been like this
i been all inside
i felt more than fine
hes been holding u
oh the timing fuck
more i do
has got me more in love with you

i thought i found a reason i could hide
who was right?
she took it all from me
and now i will lose my mind

now hes taking off your clothes
in his room, ur all alone
oh he used you?
who would have thought
when he bruised you in the heart
howd u forget, i warned you
lies sent, i trust you
welp right, i shoulda known better
without you,
ill drown in this weather
n i been feeling like you wouldnt care
she took it all from me n
she knew that i would be here
n i been hurting inside for the last time
cause i dont wanna be here oh no

Should Have Known (mackk)

This track was created with the help of artificial intelligence using Suno. All rights belong to the uploader.

Потерянный мир

prod. yungspoiler
lyrics: 
it’s not god d*mn true 
I don’t love you 
and I been picking the mess 
for rest of the crew 
and now I’m sick in the head 
my regrets about you 
because your too innocent 
to respect what I do
I can’t keep my cool
girl I don’t know how to 
and I know that you're stressed 
and depressed 
I’m a fool 
i ain’t tryna impress
I feel less into to you
and I just need to egress
it’s the best I can do 
-
you never been the type to ever keep me a promise 
now I think about it, f*ck do we have in common?
always made me feel like I was nun but a problem 
we were falling off like we were leaves in the autumn 
-
2 floors down I dealt my pain 
my demons taunt me with my name 
my mind was dark my thoughts were blank but I know well I’m not insane

coffin + middeko

moony