darkness

Music I find that I think is good v4

visualiser: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fic0E9bKon4
pic: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/85369312

red heart [flip]

visualiser: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRLXfl_zdks

hololive Fukkireta Chorus flip

love like you ( lyn lapid cover )

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
--------
watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

episode 9,017
an epiphany
i don't know what the hell you mean
everything feels like it's played out on a screen
throwing stones in broken homes in hopes that it'll set me free
illustrations in my
head will be my demise
i'm sick & tired of trying something new
there's a stranger that lives
underneath all of my skin
he let's himself in again
if only you knew

watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

i will take us home

lyrics
--------
i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics
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lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

収束するUFO ver.EMA
video：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjz1YmuHDa8
original：https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm3449...
E MA：https://twitter.com/eumza1
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkE97czy6qsA2e_4EHOK9Bw

収束するUFO ver. EMA

しんでくだちい
Wish you would die
VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Modb5Pi-Uzo
MUSIC, MOVIE, / ¿?shimon （@shimon_____）twitter.com/shimon_____
www.youtube.com/channel/UCN2vYj_GQp3xaPkaLbmprHw

¿? - しんでくだちい

DUSTCELL「堕落生活」
"Corrupted Way of Living"
Original Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGJ2an8_ujU
DUSTCELL (@DUST_CELL) https://twitter.com/dust_cell
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJSzxbt4Acel9JdeLiY7tJQ
Lyrics, Music & Arrangement : Misumi
MV : トキチアキ　https://twitter.com/IKAIHCIKIHS
Off Vocal:https://firestorage.jp/download/c38e6...

Lyrics:
足場もない部屋
掃除もできないわ
堆く積もった請求書　愛も金もねぇよ
締め切ってるカーテン
捨てられない garbage
記憶なし　お前誰　また酒でやらかし
こんな最低最悪な暮らしの底で何度手を汚した
誤魔化しながら罪を重ねていった
頭まじふらふら
機能不全を起こしてる
当たり前ができない
壁に穴が空いてく
許されない僕の青

プラスチック　ケーブル
放置された段ボール
腹に何も入れたくないよ
何もせずに全クリ
したいけれど無理無理
馴染めないよ全てに

秒速すぎていくは週末
能動的に世を歩きたいよ
洗濯機かけたまま眠ってさよなら
四畳半の生活 
嫌われてもいいよ
気持ち溶かすの難しいよ
自分の信号機で歩く
偽文書新調して隠す
最低最高最悪最善
行ったり来たり　繰り返して
何十何百何千何万何億回
孤独を知る

丁寧に暮らしたい一方で
泥濘に埋もれたい
君のこと愛している一方で
等しいくらい憎んでる
気持ち悪いんだ人の心
擦り切れちまってしどろもどろ
だりだりだりーな　明日の仕事
忘れるために開けるハイボール

ふらふらくらくら過ぎていくは
生産性なき休息
あーそっかそっか！
金のために生きているんだ
あーそっかそっか！
時間を売って生きているんだ

よれたシーツ　ジャージ
埃積もる冷蔵庫
あるがままで生きていたいよ
仕事　恋愛　生活
何もかもが駄目駄目
馴染めないよ全てに

秒速すぎていくは週末
能動的に世を歩きたいよ
洗濯機かけたまま眠ってさよなら
四畳半の生活 
嫌われてもいいよ
気持ち溶かすの難しいよ
自分の信号機で歩く
偽文書新調して隠す
最低最高最悪最善
行ったり来たり繰り返して
何十何百何千何万何億回
孤独を知る

DUSTCELL - 堕落生活

prod @lilmiddleschool, some guitar by me ^-^

thx middle for having me on this :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6aVlqFSzLjX7OsEpS3Rg6y?si=e4651b8aec014c1c

coffin + middeko

サーカスナイト 青葉市子

Always Forever

不完全なB_具象化ver.

when the party's over billie eilish [slowed down]

ハイヒールから団地へ…
日に日に声が低くなっている気がします

団地マニア

なんとかならんかな

80s
参考はこちら…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_4CSbtUiG8

picture
ストップ!! ひばりくん!

さらっと、どかっと、いきたいところ

❌I DONT OWN ANYTHING HERE❌
I have only adit the audio

coffin + middeko

moony