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jaydes ~ trampoline prod @xangang

prod. sleepwater, tnvr, i'm geist
@tnvr555 @imgeist

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back
room to run round, seeing black
black
black
black
hearts in the ground seein bad

rotting my brain out need u stay now
lost in the ground
its just a test

// i'm geist
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that

the fucks that
did u find it in the trash?
cause i don’t seem to have any must have lost it in the past
and u tried to show me that it wasn’t that bad
then you watched it all bleed saw my heart turn black

the fucks that
i’m 200 on the dash
cause I’m running out of time i either save us or i crash
and i gave my all for u to stab me in the back
but u said that you would love me when my heart turns black

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back

i'm geist & sleepwater - heart 404

Cashcache's long awaited 3rd production album, without futher ado, i present to you, I Love Cashcache 3! 

All Rights Reserved, All songs are property of Cashcache and the artist whom contributed

Art By Scott Taylor

Released 12/01/2021

Sign Ourselves!

jaydes ~ Acne! Prod Cashcache

It seems that the snow has begun to fall...


Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/northern-lights

Follow My Twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Featuring Production From:

Micco.
OC
Nvki
Yokai Dreams :)

Mistletoe Lyrics:

gotta clear my conscience
talk a lotta nonsense 'round this time of year
wish my friends were here
don't know if i want this
you're the only gift that i could ever ask for
but i've got too much fear
swear that i'm sincere

so could you kiss me underneath the mistletoe
maybe those lips will end this cold
just hold me, tell me it'll be alright like you used to
kiss me underneath the mistletoe
lipstick as red as my cheeks will glow
december nights feel more like home when i'm with you

Mistletoe (micco)

It seems that the snow has begun to fall...

Stream: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaid…ms/northern-lights

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Featuring Production From:

Micco.
OC
Nvki
Yokai Dreams :)

Afterthought lyrics:

brick walls seem to separate u and i
reach above and rudely block my view of the sky
can never seem to find a way to halt these changing times
a destiny bestowed upon me by a starry night
loose sleeves bruised knees
and a blind eye
u would not believe the things that have graced my sight
do things routine til we finally die
is that the way that u truly wanna live your life?
live your life
i don't wanna cry
but i just might

because after all
i live within an afterthought
just an image that u soon forgot
as the curtain falls
i feel myself begin to drop
but i would give u all i got

Afterthought (OC)

i’m done 
i fell too hard 
just take my heart 
and keep it safe 
i send my best regards 

pull me close baby tell me that you need me 
shut my eyes going 90 on the freeway 
see you smile god i think i’m in a deep sleep  
crash my car now i’m standing at the gateway 

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 
i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt. 

fucking crash my car god it’s been a bad night 
pull me close baby say it’s alright 
cause i don’t wanna drown again 
but i’m standing at the edge

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt.

regards

jaydes - howl prod. yuke imysm

Nerves

prod me :)

lyrics:

2 minutes every night
i be starin in the fright
there's a little red light on your front porch
guess you brought him home but i'm not sure
3 digits in my sight
i just hit the red line
i might fuck around and crash through your front door
guess i'll get home 'fore i see more

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

i just ran another red light

i̴ ̶g̴u̴e̴s̵s̸ ̸t̷h̶i̵s̶ ̸i̵s̸ ̸h̷o̶w̶ ̷i̸t̵ ̸e̸n̷d̷s̵ ̵r̵i̸g̶h̸t̴?̵

all these ashes on my clothes
really make me smell like home
all the texts light up your phone
must be clouding up your zone

i guess this is what you meant right?

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

alone

Calm Among Chaos

Lonely

fuck me 
fuck that 
i’m tortured now 
baby don’t hate me i’ll fall back down 
i’m saying don’t save me go find yourself 
one day i’ll lose it and drop myself 

rain drops falling too fast now i’m drowning in the snow 
flashback to the nightmare now i’m down bad and i’m cold 
breakdown in the bathroom, it’s shitty i know 
right back to zoloft and prozac oh no 

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

trapped in my head again how will i make it out
i can’t feel my heart, so please just show me how
i don’t believe in god but fuck i’ll pray right now 
but through war and death, i’ll always lose myself 

fuck my life, maybe i know too much. 
laid to rest, god i’m finding new cuts. 
adderall xr just to get my mood up. 
why the fuck do i have the worlds worst luck

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

fucking stab me in the back and then you’ll tell me that you love me baby
so when you pull me out the wreck, then you don’t even have to blame yourself

prozac

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane
god i love it how i'd throw it all away 
god i love it how i feel it every day
take my heart, restart and i'll be fine
she don't got no heart, she can keep mine
i don't need ur love, but u need mine
i don't need ur love, but i fiend for it
no love, no trust, no pain
but i can't get away

tell me could you stay
for a little more
know u fuckin hate it
but i hate it just a little more
hate when you're away
don't go very far
it's a lot to take at once
so i'll break apart
sick of all the change
man i'm sick like all the fuckin time
say i never wanna see you again
that's a fuckin lie
so please just take ur time next time that u cross my mind
take like all the time u can take

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane

Fangs

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can try to breathe just a little bit deeper 
every now and then
but the air seems to cut my throat
so i'll go
in the hopes
that i can find a way to mend it
broken never bend

search for something that i can't find
trip another landmine
blurring the line between
"i love you" and "you make me wanna cry"
such a damn shame
end up down the damn drain
open up the damn gates
hurry it up
before i do the unexpected

goin up
i think ur goin down
turn around
i won't ever turn around
it's only when it seems i'm winnin that they come around
never gave a fuck about me til i started making sound
only dark
not a spark
bitch i'm heartless
rip apart
i might tear off my limbs
i dont want my life to stay the way that it is
i'll fuck the world with every inch.

Every Inch.

FIND ME (Intro)

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

it was for the best

Spotify, Apple Music..

it was for the best w/ guccihighwaters (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

While I know the moments placed
Never know if it's the space
Kicked me down and left with haste
Picked up new like its a race

Can I get more weed, garçon?
Maybe some dom perignon
Waste my time in space, Elon
No one ever knows what’s wrong

That’s my greatest fear
I run with no one there
Lost without you here
Said you’d love me, insincere

There’s no one who cares
I’m beyond repair
I miss your stare
Endless despair

Need some food or I'll probably die soon
Sadness showers raining down like a typhoon
McCree ult hitting, coming in at high noon
I run the shit, yeah, they call me zoo tycoon

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Flower petals fall to floor
Seeking who I am some more
No one knows, I don't for sure
Painted me as wall decor, I’m sore

Broken beyond repair
Choking, smoking with no one there
You’re gone now, where you’d sit, and now I stare
Forgot when two together one heart shared

Seeping sorrow and depression
Baby girl was my obsession
Let that teach you all a lesson
Do not follow your heart guessin’

Listen to your mind
It will do you well in time
Do not stop hitting the grind
Rise above and make the climb

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

music video

hope (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

Lost Souls - @officialjaredanthony

https://www.instagram.com/kafetti_au/

Never see you again
Show a little mercy
oh you gotta earn it
hurt for it goddamn
take me back to how it was
when I knew just who to trust
Turning the lights off in the late night
Now I can't find my way back home
And you don't mind
How could you do that, to us
Just forget about it
See you watching from the other side
Undercover you could save my life
But you'd never make the sacrifice 
Leaning on me
Waiting for a move
want a reaction from me
I'm not in the mood
Show a little mercy
oh you gotta earn it
hurt for it goddamn
take me back to how it was
when I knew just who to trust
Turning the lights off in the late night
Now I can't find my way back home
And you don't mind
How could you do that, to us
I've been busy but you're on my mind
Want me back
I can't find the time
Got the smoke I've been burning out
What went around, ain't coming back around
This time
I was never more than bait for the heart of your next choice
In the crossfire
I can't let it go, i'm outta reasons to stay
I don't want an apology
I watched you change 
into the enemy

How it was

Ghost Yourself is the debut album from indie pop/hip hop duo Minor Lift

Produced by Sean Dolich at Mosshaus Studio
Mastered by Brendan Erazo

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

Colder Than Me

Colder Than Me (Throwaway)

"nowhere"
drew harvey, PRESSURE @ilovepressure
© 2020 w/o

listen: http://hyperurl.co/dh-nowhere

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instagram.com/itsdrewharvey
twitter.com/itsdrewharvey
www.drewharveymusic.com

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@ilovepressure
instagram.com/pressureg0d

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@pretty-gory
instagram.com/prettygoryy

credits:
performed by: drew harvey, PRESSURE
written by: drew harvey, PRESSURE
produced: PRESSURE
engineered: PRESSURE
artwork by: prettygory(ig @prettygoryy)

Single music release by collaborating artists Drew Harvey and PRESSURE.

#drewharvey #pressure #without #wo #baseballboys #sad #emo #banger

STREAM

nowhere (prod. PRESSURE)

Shoutout Powfu for letting me release this song we did <3
Stay safe out there Minivans, I love you and enjoy this song I am very proud of this one!!!
@powfu
@kmkzofficial

Lyrics:

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

ayy
Look at where I’m walking
I got plenty other options
but I don’t pay attention
They just want a taste, because I’m popping
it’s too hard, my eyesight blind now
Is this real? don’t know how to find out 
new heart, it’s only gon’ be mine now
I want love but I don’t know how
Taking off like Lighting McQueen
I just want them to like me for me
it feels wrong but it’s how it should be
yeah it’s how it should be 
Don’t answer my phone, when I’m holding it
Bury my alone, I’m so over it

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

yung van-

I once was a boy who would hold out his hand
Now you changed directions and I changed my plans
I let you walk over the roses I laid 
Outside of your bedroom that evening, that day
The day that you told me that we couldn’t be
See there was a boy that you liked over me
You told me you care but your actions don’t
Your words are like poison no antidote
There’s no objections, I have a question
Why’d you bring me over here, what’s the lesson?
How can I learn if it’s you who keeps texting
You tell me you care and that I was the best and
I don’t wanna hear it anymore
Getting tired of this rain and pour
Of this rain and pour
But I want you to know

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

you missed your chance

powfu x yung van - you missed your chance (Prod. KMKZ)

Youtube

Powfu x yung van - you missed your chance (Prod. KMKZ)

Planning on putting out more like this soon, hope y'all enjoy!

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Produced by the god KyG: https://www.youtube.com/c/KyGKnikker

Lyrics:

(She wanna rip my heart out) x2

She wanna rip my heart out
(But that's alright)
She make me a target
(Set me alight)
She wanna tear my lungs out
(But that's alright)
In love with a knife tip
(Stab it through my eye)

Her skin is sweet in its taste
Blood drips out of my veins
Scars all over her waist
Ashes cover my face

She slashed my tires
Lemme drive
Took my lighter
Flames in my eyes
I can't stay with you one more night
Said she had a bad day wants to kick it at mine

Make me crave
All the death in your eyes
Can't make me stay
But I still just might
I can't wait for you
One more night
You take my pain
Make me feel like you're right

She wanna rip my heart out
(But that's alright)
She make me a target
(Set me alight)
She wanna tear my lungs out
(But that's alright)
In love with a knife tip
(Stab it through my eye)

in love with a knife tip (Prod. KyG)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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