produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

fuck u,
~im stuck with u until i finally succeed.*

lyrics
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but today, has to be the worst day, that i lived
wanna stay in bed, and cry, start again
most of all these people, i know, i want dead
some of the time, i need, to get checked

like, work is a fucking living nightmare
cannot find another dream or passion, life aint just unfair
all of you are monsters inside of a hallow shell
my only relif is when i call her

slaving my life away!

"wait"
but slaves work hard by the way
ey, no, i need a break

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh

Why, do you keep cracking jokes about the things i do, and 
Why, are just such an asshole, to innocents, and
Why, cant you just comply, make my life betterr. then ill work better..

pass that fuckin knife
try me again, its the end of you and i
dont wanna start an argument,  i really couldnt lie
its up to you bitch, yeah, i couldnt care twice
why the fuck did you hire me if you couldnt treat me right

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh
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_bye for now/

laugh (prod. hero)

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

@vislyn 
@autumndropsdead

Lyrics:

over and over again you’re trying to seem like
you don’t care at all
and i hate it
texting me wanting me back
looking for me to react
don’t want you to go but you’ll leave me when it snows


it’s like you broke into my mind and took the life right out my eyes (out of my eyes)
and the only thing that’ll heal my pain is with a little bit more time
now that i hate you
hope you resent me
burned all the letters that you went and set me
cause you said you loved me
look where that got me
now i just hate where i’m at i feel envy


am i lacking passion?
i wanna get past this
stars dim-lit, just to fit into the fashion
was i overreacting
by taking no action
anxiety controls me;
i’m watching opportunities passin


over and over again you’re trying to seem like
you don’t care at all
and i hate it
texting me wanting me back
looking for me to react
don’t want you to go but you’ll leave me when it snows


but i don’t need that kind of host
my blood; it flows ever so slow
every high just led to another notion
it’s no wonder, they’ll never notice
(i need you to know this)

envy (with vislyn & autumndropsdead)

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

prod me :)

lyrics:

2 minutes every night
i be starin in the fright
there's a little red light on your front porch
guess you brought him home but i'm not sure
3 digits in my sight
i just hit the red line
i might fuck around and crash through your front door
guess i'll get home 'fore i see more

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

i just ran another red light

i̴ ̶g̴u̴e̴s̵s̸ ̸t̷h̶i̵s̶ ̸i̵s̸ ̸h̷o̶w̶ ̷i̸t̵ ̸e̸n̷d̷s̵ ̵r̵i̸g̶h̸t̴?̵

all these ashes on my clothes
really make me smell like home
all the texts light up your phone
must be clouding up your zone

i guess this is what you meant right?

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

alone

paranoid ;darkout; (prod. Jolst)

I Don't Wanna Be That Guy (prod. kiranaito)

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