produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

fuck u,
~im stuck with u until i finally succeed.*

lyrics
--------
but today, has to be the worst day, that i lived
wanna stay in bed, and cry, start again
most of all these people, i know, i want dead
some of the time, i need, to get checked

like, work is a fucking living nightmare
cannot find another dream or passion, life aint just unfair
all of you are monsters inside of a hallow shell
my only relif is when i call her

slaving my life away!

"wait"
but slaves work hard by the way
ey, no, i need a break

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh

Why, do you keep cracking jokes about the things i do, and 
Why, are just such an asshole, to innocents, and
Why, cant you just comply, make my life betterr. then ill work better..

pass that fuckin knife
try me again, its the end of you and i
dont wanna start an argument,  i really couldnt lie
its up to you bitch, yeah, i couldnt care twice
why the fuck did you hire me if you couldnt treat me right

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh
------_
-
--
_bye for now/

laugh (prod. hero)

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

ameliorate this world (metlast)

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

prod me :)

lyrics:

2 minutes every night
i be starin in the fright
there's a little red light on your front porch
guess you brought him home but i'm not sure
3 digits in my sight
i just hit the red line
i might fuck around and crash through your front door
guess i'll get home 'fore i see more

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

i just ran another red light

i̴ ̶g̴u̴e̴s̵s̸ ̸t̷h̶i̵s̶ ̸i̵s̸ ̸h̷o̶w̶ ̷i̸t̵ ̸e̸n̷d̷s̵ ̵r̵i̸g̶h̸t̴?̵

all these ashes on my clothes
really make me smell like home
all the texts light up your phone
must be clouding up your zone

i guess this is what you meant right?

yeah i'd rather not know
which way the wind blows
yeah i'd rather not know
what you do when you're alone
what you do when you're alone

alone

paranoid ;darkout; (prod. Jolst)

prod by the legend skyp

LYRICS¬

If i tried explaining this shit you wouldn’t get it
and ive had enough of you callin me pathetic
I dont wanna talk about it no
I dont wanna talk about it no
press me like i owe you something 
but im not fucking stupid know i owe you nothing oooh
Play me for my weakness bae thats low
But Im not surprised in the least you know

She was obsessive, wouldn’t confess it
all of the games, she keeping me guessing 
Fucked with my mind, shit got me stressing
mixing the codeine to deal with depression and
think i need sedative medicine
Might just OD for the hell of iiiit

But to you thats an occasion to celebrate
like what the fuck is that about
Am not even leaving the house
Im scared of the actions you take and im fearing the words that come outta ya mouth

everything just seems so played out
and it took me forever to try break out

It wont be long till im not special to you
and you can call me ‘Liar’ but ive seen the truth
to be honest i cant ever fucking trust you 
Cos i know that i could never compare to hiim

If i tried explaining this shit you wouldn’t get it
and ive had enough of you callin me pathetic
I dont wanna talk about it no
I dont wanna talk about it no
press me like i owe you something
but im not fucking stupid know i owe you nothing oooh
Play me for my weakness bae thats low
But Im not surprised in the least you know

Yeah
Feeling mindless
Fucked up alone i suffer in the silence
I can feel my brain collapse behind my eyelids
I cant do this anymore, were always fighting
A please wasnt enough to change your mind i guess
that you pray for the day that i take my final breath
And i can take the fall if its my final test
I just dont wanna be alone if this is not the end

plz (skyp)

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

non profit

mess

follow chronyc

mess (chronyc)

Always Talkin'

Blood & Ink - Lxcx

Bastard Wes365

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

dm or email me for fts, mixes, whatever :)

Email: yokaidreams30@gmail.com

alone

Yokai Dreams