they tell me don't give up
but I don't give a fuck
I did it for my health 
not for the gucking wealth

I'll end it all if I have to 
maybe I shouldn't have you
why the fuck did I ask you
help me up from the grasp of 

deathhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate it when u 
FUCK ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME
DONT SAY YOU WANT ME THEN TELL ME IM CRAZY
HOW YOU DISLIKE ME THEN CALL ME UR BABY
FUCK U BRO HONESTLY I DONT NEED SAVING

UR DUMB AS FUCK IF U THOUGHT U COULD SAVE ME
EVERYTIME U SPEAK MY HEART STARTS ITS RACING
UP AND DOWN THE HALLS MY LEGS ARE CONSTANTLY PACING
WHY IS IT WITH EVERYONE THEYRE CONSTANTLY FAKING

LOVE FROM THE BACK OF THEIR MIND LIKE ITS SECOND
NATURE WHEN YOU NEVER SHOWED UR INTENTIONS
MAYBE ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT GET MY VENGEANCE
BITCH ILL PULL UP ON YOU TEACH YOU A LESSON

DONT FUCK WITH ME UNLESS YOU GOT A DEARHWISH
DONT FUCK WITH ME CUZ THIS SHIT MAKE YA HEAD SPIN
CRACKS IN THE SPINE N U THOUGHT U COULD FIX IT
MAYBE THATS TRU BUT DO U WANNA TEST IT???



deathh (whtlen)

Artist/slimmy 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy

Production/hero




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hit the recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think  you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it as I’m bleeding from the fuckin throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup 
Ima fuck you till you tell me to give up 
Ima hunt you never knew that it was love 

But you knew that it was love 
But she knew that I could trust you 
Knew that I could trust you 
Baby could I trust you 

I’m drowning in a deeper hole 
Grab the pills and hit the poll
I ain’t tryin to fight no more 
I’m drowning too deep into you’re skin 
I’m drowning too deep in my sins 
I Hate myself why do I live 
I hate myself why do I care 
She hates me so why should she care 
I’m so caught up with you’re hair 
Who says that I need to share 
Who says that I need to share 
She said that I need to care 
I left you in the dark in da despair 
I let her scream from her heart like she cares 
Never pulled out the gun so I left 

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it but I’m bleeding from the throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise of the whisky and the bowl

Painting My Picture // Prod. Hero

no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

prod me

lyrics:

i can't say how long i've searched for you
but know that i'm entombed in you again
fresh blood stains cover up my shoes
i'm left without a clue where to begin

tear me down to pieces darling
it's only flesh
i only want the best for us but never can impress
what is it that i am fighting for?
across the shore, i think they want us dead
guess there's no making amends

i'm scared to die
the blade has been pointed
they're aiming to cut off our heads
there will be no rejoicing
not even a noise no
not even a change in the wind
i'm mortified, the mortars cry
i'm deafened by constant barrage
the only survivor
the rage of the fires
that he wished that he had forgot

a change in the wind

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane
god i love it how i'd throw it all away 
god i love it how i feel it every day
take my heart, restart and i'll be fine
she don't got no heart, she can keep mine
i don't need ur love, but u need mine
i don't need ur love, but i fiend for it
no love, no trust, no pain
but i can't get away

tell me could you stay
for a little more
know u fuckin hate it
but i hate it just a little more
hate when you're away
don't go very far
it's a lot to take at once
so i'll break apart
sick of all the change
man i'm sick like all the fuckin time
say i never wanna see you again
that's a fuckin lie
so please just take ur time next time that u cross my mind
take like all the time u can take

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane

Fangs

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

02

just imagine..

lyrics

with a tenderness in my throat

she takes the advantage in a nice tone

she takes off the writings on the wall

she knows my memorys taking its toll

/

in summer of 1917  this choice was proven costly

never forgave but once layed down a poppy, in memry of u 

u were standing with  crying over this severed tomb

a mourning of 51 years, unexpected doom

/

it was u and it was me and it as us x 3

and now its u and now its dust

/

those that fell, all crumbled to nothing 

jus a distant thought and an empty sort of loving 

in this town not many make an impact

held back by the past it just keeps running

/

running and running 

is something funny

take u somewhere fancy where branches die and birds cant fly

to a place thats shaded and never been sunny

i hope that i can make this day just lovely

/

with a tenderness in my throat

she takes the advantage in a nice tone

she takes off the writings on the wall

she knows my memorys taking its toll

/

in the winter of, well many years later 

there was a change of course

a meet ur maker sort of moment for everyone that was there witness it

many lives lost but as many had begun with theirs

/

it was u and it was me and it as us x 3

and now its u and now its dust

/

rubble and bone had been the history for so long

a seemingly ordinary day had made hearts warm

snow falls down, in this grey and white town

but no abyss will the eyes be drawn (to)

/

no pain or suffering 

may b lost but 0 buffering

take u somewhere where the flowers hit potential, somewhere special

where only u and me can create these memories

ik intention wise tho that u were never a friend to me

someplace where things always reach their potential

someplace where things always reach their potential (stillvanishing)

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

Dummy!

BLISS (Ft. Surprise)

prod @metlast
mixed/mastered by me :)

lyrics:
i try to make it all go away
i don't want you to be feelin this way
i don't want my words to go to waste
want you to know that i mean every single word that i say
when i tell you i'm here for you, i swear that i meant that
and you don't have to hide how you feel, i can see that
it's written on your face and it's making you seem sad
if you need a safe space, i swear i can be that

i can be that
if you need that
can you see that i don't want you to be sad?
we can talk about it, i'll give you feedback
or i can just shut the fuck up and listen
and try not to fix them
whatever you want, i can be what you're missing
cracks in my soul, only you can eclipse them
hearts in my eyes for you and no can fix them

(it's so sad,
i don't want you to have to feel like this
it's so sad,
and i'm just wanting to help you)

i try to make it all go away
i don't want you to be feelin this way
i don't want my words to go to waste
want you to know that i mean every single word that i say
when i tell you i'm here for you, i swear that i meant that
and you don't have to hide how you feel, i can see that
it's written on your face and it's making you seem sad
if you need a safe space, i swear i can be that

(i can be that,
if you need that
can you see that i don't want you to be sad?
we can talk about it, i'll give you feedback
or i can just shut the fuck up and listen)

safe space❤️‍🔥

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Fangs

Yokai Dreams