prod. @nate2timezz

lyrics:

sometimes things dont amount to much
even when the things that led you there
gave you such a rush..
and baby im sorry that it didnt work out
and theres really no point n screamin n shoutin
but damn you look good  only wearin a towel
oh god give me the strength not to look back now.,.

i cant move on with you
breathin down my neck...
i guess its time that i 
leave you in the past
i need to go on
to whatever happens next
you said you loved me once but
i think this is for the best

i think its for the best...
even after all those long nights with you
layin on my chest
its  all runnin' through my head
nothins ever felt as lonely as this bed
oh...as lonely as this bed...

chorus repeats

this is for the best [+nate2timez]

they tell me don't give up
but I don't give a fuck
I did it for my health 
not for the gucking wealth

I'll end it all if I have to 
maybe I shouldn't have you
why the fuck did I ask you
help me up from the grasp of 

deathhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate it when u 
FUCK ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME
DONT SAY YOU WANT ME THEN TELL ME IM CRAZY
HOW YOU DISLIKE ME THEN CALL ME UR BABY
FUCK U BRO HONESTLY I DONT NEED SAVING

UR DUMB AS FUCK IF U THOUGHT U COULD SAVE ME
EVERYTIME U SPEAK MY HEART STARTS ITS RACING
UP AND DOWN THE HALLS MY LEGS ARE CONSTANTLY PACING
WHY IS IT WITH EVERYONE THEYRE CONSTANTLY FAKING

LOVE FROM THE BACK OF THEIR MIND LIKE ITS SECOND
NATURE WHEN YOU NEVER SHOWED UR INTENTIONS
MAYBE ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT GET MY VENGEANCE
BITCH ILL PULL UP ON YOU TEACH YOU A LESSON

DONT FUCK WITH ME UNLESS YOU GOT A DEARHWISH
DONT FUCK WITH ME CUZ THIS SHIT MAKE YA HEAD SPIN
CRACKS IN THE SPINE N U THOUGHT U COULD FIX IT
MAYBE THATS TRU BUT DO U WANNA TEST IT???



deathh (whtlen)

cherry

9TAILS - arctic eyes (cover)

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane
god i love it how i'd throw it all away 
god i love it how i feel it every day
take my heart, restart and i'll be fine
she don't got no heart, she can keep mine
i don't need ur love, but u need mine
i don't need ur love, but i fiend for it
no love, no trust, no pain
but i can't get away

tell me could you stay
for a little more
know u fuckin hate it
but i hate it just a little more
hate when you're away
don't go very far
it's a lot to take at once
so i'll break apart
sick of all the change
man i'm sick like all the fuckin time
say i never wanna see you again
that's a fuckin lie
so please just take ur time next time that u cross my mind
take like all the time u can take

i can feel the energy is fake
never get to see u in the day
all the words i never got to say
stab sharp to my tongue feel the pain
make my tone real sharp when i sing
i can tell u never feel the same
i can tell u never feel a thing
she a cold ass bitch, feel her fangs
god i love it how she make me feel insane

Fangs

prod me :)

lyrics:

i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
just so i can feel that you will always be there
it's gotten heavy, burned a hole in my pocket
but i can't let it go, it doesn't feel fair
and i've been sheltering a burden and feelings of uncertainty
every time i say that i love her it starts hurting me
aching in my chest, must feel guilty from the perjury
but i can't take it back, so i laugh and let it murder me

it's her world, i just live in it
i'm really trying not to give in
don't have the time to decide
should i wait? should i hide?
think i died when she kissed him
it's her song, i'm just singing it
pretty words unreceived and
i think it's meaningless to try
so i tell myself a lie
that it's fine, we're just distant

beneath the surface
i'm slowly turning into
what i said that i would never be
you closed the curtains
i'm left deserted and i'm
broke to know that's how we end our scene

Beneath The Surface

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

fun lil thang i did w @t33thkicker
hope ya enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

ask me somethin
i don’t know what
i don’t think u try
it aint half a street
i don’t move ur feet
i can’t tell u why
this half a man
has seen half the shit
that’ll make u cry
i don’t fuck around
cuz the last i did
i got no reply

i don’t need u im past it
3:30 clock im dashin
eyes on the screen
tryna see what im listening to
i forgot where my cash is
i do not know u we tight knit
nobody got me no vice grip
i got way too many vices
despite this im fightin myselfff

in the back of the party i off myself like its ego death
i don’t speak a word i just shut my mouth and i pass that test
is it hard enough to make every sunrise feel like the end
cuz i feel so stiff when i spend those nights on that cardboard bed

so i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

porcelain [mags]

Destined

Power lines

Cauchemar

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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