g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

little song that I did so you guys can have something to listen to before I can release smth longer, I still hope that all of you will enjoy it ^^ (I also been inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog - give them a listen!!)

produced/mixed/mastered by me

insta:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

we both know what’s better
for us and we can never
fix us cause we will never
come to get to know each other

and I’m completely honest
truth hurts but we’ve been trying
was it really all for nothing
was it really all for nothing

and I don’t wanna solve it
let’s leave it and forget it
I won’t be even trying
to reconnect as friends
 
Let’s seperate our paths
And heal these fucking cuts
We both had bunch of knives
stabbed in our backs

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

truth hurts

Lyrics:
like i said, call me shinji mikami
im the resident evil, inside the shell of my body
im just tryna get a benz and live it up like a hobby
im tryna get my fuckin fame so i can die in the lobby

but it dont matter if i never really got a say
cause we all die before we live but do it anyway
its all the same it never change its just like every day
and if you left i hope youd tell me ‘fore you move away

blade skills with my words, like a samurai sword
i split and slice vernacular and leave your body a corpse
ill pick the bones up out your flesh and leave it rotting of course
youll think im crazy cause my face aint never show no remorse 

huh, like why is homie always stare at me?
coming for your throat when you dare to fuckin glare at me
im not paranoid im prolly just way off that lean, or was it just the weed i hit and panicked searching for a bean

come down, come down, come down, come down
tell me when im coming down
come down, come down, come down, come down

everybodys out to get me i just better lay low
if you really need me you could hit me on the pay phone
i aint really fuck with no one even if you say so
you dont really know me or the things inside my brain tho

step one like, why you gotta do that
step two, lost my racks i gotta get em back
step three, sell my soul and then i get the bag
step four, i get shot at and thrown in the back

everything really soon gonna be okay
thats what i like to tell my brain
when i come down soon but i feel insane

comedown

comedown (Universe 1)

lyrics:
You stay by my side
Ghost of my monster
I thought I knew
The darkest depths
It's getting worse
And it feels like

I was just pretending

Because now I see how deep it goes
And you love when I'm alone
You creep through me like a virus
Whatever's gone seems to stay

I was just pretending

Pretending

WOO !
HALLOWEEN !

STREAM: https://share.amuse.io/xuUfs3S7_jTF

prod. nate2timez x blocktane

w/ frvr&alwys !
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

lyrics:

yokai)

i don't mind
that you've been wasting all of my time
could u tell me more of those
pretty little lies
u don't even have to try
look me right into my eyes

i thought you said that you'll be right back
she's the worst
but god i kinda like that
back of the hearse
baby could u give my life back?
fight back
better or worse
she'll leave me dead in the dirt
but i don't mind that

frvr)

shawty in a black dress, lookin psycho
smile on her face, blood up to her ankles
while she cuts off my head
I know you fantasize my death

I’m addicted to this feeling
only your love gives me meaning
baby your touch leaves me bleeding 
but it’s all im needing

flashes in this the sky, no emotions in my eyes 
slashes left on top my chest, I think I like the bite
I woke up here drenched in sweat, i have this nightmare every night
oh it happens every night

yokai)

i thought you said that you'll be right back
she's the worst
but god i kinda like that
back of the hearse
baby could u give my life back?
fight back
better or worse
she'll leave me dead in the dirt
but i don't mind that

SHES THE WORST! w/ frvr&alwys (nate2timez x blocktane)

untitled

honestly i hate this song, but thanks for listening

prod me

ooh oh 
oh let go of my hand 
ill cry alone because i feel like I'm less of a man
the older i get
 the more i realize how much of a failure i am 
i still feel like a kid
 talk all you want but i still feel like shit
im still finding my way to be happier 
oh i wish i was
ohhh oh 
dear mom and dad
oh im so sorry i gave into my thoughts again
oh god i feel stupid 
i contradict everything
in fucking useless 
hmm 
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)

twenty

better man

better man (feat. kennedyxoxo)

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

lights out w/ throb

mix/master by JOJO

https://soundcloud.com/joseph-centineo
https://soundcloud.com/dannygoo

so are you gonna say sorry?
you never stay here through one morning
i'm always lying here it's so lonely
like why it feel like you don't really want me now

& cause of you i never like to get my hopes up
it isn't like me not to spill it like a full cup
every single word
i gotta learn to keep my mouth shut 
i ruin everything
i knew it was a long shot 
wasn't gonna work out

i'll mess it up i spill it all on the floor
& how i felt it had me reckless so i crash & i burn
it's like i never seem to get it right i'm losing my touch
i wanna pick up all the pieces put em back where they go

with all the red that's on your hands i know you're guilty as fuck
i learned to separate your words from what i feel in my gut
i tore up every single picture of us
& all that's left is just a memory now


i can tell you're lying yea i caught that
it's kinda like the way you said that you would come back
never got a call
it's still alot for you to unpack
you keep it all inside your bag i should've known then
you don't wanna open up

Crash & Burn w/ Danny Goo(prod. Sleye)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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SHES THE WORST! w/ frvr&alwys (nate2timez x blocktane)

Yokai Dreams