websitezero january '25

i would try
i would hide all my feelings away
id put it inside
cut up wrists while i cry
do what i like
do what i need to every night
someone's right there outside
someone's alone, so am i 

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

i dont wanna feel this way
trust me i dont know what to say
its hard when i dont trust myself okay
i cant keep a promise i made a mistake
its okay
im the only one to blame

trust issues ion trust myself
cant find a person that takes care of themselves
locked in their house, or theyre crazy oh well
babied for life i dont get it, just waste awayy
if they're normal they're usually taken anyway
its making me sick to my stomach
dont try
it with anyone
dont lie
about, anything
okay
just get it right
im a liar in the shadows
no capable of anything
or showing love to anyone
or being what i said i was

ill hide
for the rest of my life
and blame
you for taking everything i had
my passion and my drive to love
my head is gone because of us
anxiety and the mistrust

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

Lady La (prod. loneliness)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

i’m in a bed of roses
your sign is what i’ve chosen
i’m really decomposing
because my heart is filled with passion
stay numb that’s what everybody saying
i’m here trying to break out of these cages
my mind become complacent
but i’m done now i know where i’m staying

slow down
baby, i’m out
yeah i’m hurt now
god it’s too loud

they say i’m passionate a lot
not sure what to do when i am caught
because the fact is, i am not
i just sit here with my thoughts
yeah, i’m so scared of what you really think
it could be over in single blink
as i look back and then i do sink
cuz the choices that i made they haunt me
every little thing turns to torture
please don’t try to push me any further
you can say i’m horrible i do concur
treat me how i’m supposed to be like the dirt
kicking my feet i have a lot to learn
fading in and out my heart it burns
caught up in the passion i think i earned
that i am the worst i deserve the birds

drugged up
i’m stuck
my love
enough

passion isn’t something that you just look in the face
i keep on staring at your lips and i just want a taste
i know there’s something wrong with me i know it’s in my brain
i really think i like you, but i’m not sure what to say

passion

You don’t pull my strings cause I swapped em out for keys 
You might be able to play accordingly 
I think I only did it for the dopamine 
Don’t overthink it don’t be mean 

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence 

I’ll sit back by the stream of flowing where we stacked the stones taller 
Think we even dropped a dollar so it could 
Find its own way like we wanted 
Now I’m only feeling haunted by the river gone solid so we trade 
Everything for ocean fodder 
Hoodies for the buttoned collar 
Made us something that we’re not I dream for better days 
We don’t have to share a word your thoughts is what I’ve always heard 
We’ve always been depraved

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence

play accordingly (michael harrison)

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

prod. heyzbee & dexter yu

where are you, it’s dark as hell 
missing something, i dunno well 
when you come by, i know that smell 
the warmth it brought, came with a yell

sun burned me so many times
turned to the moon for a different light
it hurt the way that i viewed guys 
still understand what he provides
stole every tear that i ever shed
always got the feeling of utter dread
at one point i thought you were dead
so much that has gone unsaid 

overthinking everything 
how am i supposed to be
what’s it mean to be a man 
when i just wanna be seen 
i’m not sure i am me 
or who i’m supposed to crown queen 
i put my head inside the sand 
and find someone like a king 

got a pill problem honestly i probably got it from you 
got a lot of problems honestly, i got a lot of issues 
every time i speak got a problem i wish i could undo 
i been screaming into a mic every since my debut 

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no 

why'd i feel so anonymous everywhere | go
the elephant in every room so l stay on my lone
why is there no help?
when i'm obviously asking do l talk in riddles
cus nobody understanding.
sas a standing
i can barely sit straight seayingnside to side
debating whether im jus insane
is this hell that i reside
do i confide in the little things
where are you now where are you now

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no

Kronos (feat. vails)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

under your breath
you mumbled and said
that we just started
god i want you bad
under my breath
i mumbled and said
that i’m so damn jealous
i think i’ve gone mad

not even together
yet i want you for winter
and maybe for summer
i guess i mean forever
but that’s moving too quickly
i want to call you baby
then chill outside the city
watch the stars call them pretty

under your breath
you mumbled and you said
that we just started
god i want you bad
under my breath
i mumbled and i said
that i’m so damn jealous
i think i’ve gone mad

i’m scared to ask you out not sure why but i am
i get nervous just thinking bout it not sure if i can
i get so obsessive so upset and i’m in my head
i’m not sure what we are but i don’t wanna be friends
i suck when i flirt
honestly i’m just hurt
last time i was in the dirt
it’s my fault i’m disturbed
and i don’t wanna compare
but do you blame me i’m scared
i wanna complement your hair
but at this point i wouldn’t dare

under your breath
you mumbled and you said
that we just started
god i want you bad
under my breath
i mumbled and said
that i’m so damn jealous
i think i’ve gone mad

we keep on talking, barely flirting, tell me it’s working
my past is haunting, keeps on taunting, telling me something
but i keep fighting, never dying, honestly it’s draining
im tired of hiding, feeling i’ve been, having now i’m trying

mumbled

Hook:
I got 12 ounces poured up in my sippy cup 
Drunk as fuck and I’m about to fuck the city up 
Fill me up another one could never be enough 
Take that nicotine to my face gimme another puff 
x2

Verse:
I got pain in my heart I got frozen limbs 
I ashamed I’m apart of all poison shit 
Drank too much again and it’s a fuckin Wednesday 
It’s no one’s but mine and I been dealing w these headaches 

I try to think but all I think about is nicotine 
It’s killing me so slowly but steadily 
But I don’t wanna give it up even though I know I should 
No I don’t think I ever could I don’t think I ever would

Hook:
I got 12 ounces poured up in my sippy cup 
Drunk as fuck and I’m about to fuck the city up 
Fill me up another one could never be enough 
Take that nicotine to my face gimme another puff 
x2

Verse:
If I’m bringing a child into this crazy world
I wish they would understand that I was never perfect 
I’m really hoping that I’m gonna be enough for her 
Cause she is gonna be my world even on my worst days 

The days where I walk into a gas station 
And I see a flare and think about that past fragrance 
Peach mango floating to the sky 
Can’t I believe it made it by I got these tears up in my eyes 

Hook:
I got 12 ounces poured up in my sippy cup 
Drunk as fuck and I’m about to fuck the city up 
Fill me up another one could never be enough 
Take that nicotine to my face gimme another puff 
x2

Sippy Cup (prod. 03reiko)

prod @whos-that-clown
LYRICS
Blospar bible listen to the way i talk
Full set of chainmail clanging when i walk
Full set of diamonds we gon glitter up my glock
Say the fortune in the vault well i pull up break the lock
Adam the way i smash her,
I'm the poet your the actor
The main pertaining factor
Im the goat and thats a fact sir
Radiating more than a nuclear reactor
N Im Spitting Straight monologue i aint need a chapter

Lemme blast off i aint need a script
Point a to point b bitch, i aint never miss
Blospar steady making hits
Ima keep spinning around the track, while you hit the pits
Get a grip, and if we talking pistols i got crystals on that shit
Ima buy a volvo just to say that i'm silently rich
Choppa like a mule the way the mfker kick
Fast and furious, but this aint no lime green eclipse
Hood ass mfker tryna tell me this a blick
Full auto shotty, blast you right into the crypt
Titanic is your fate, get you sunken like the ship
Full set of Beyblades round the chorus we gon let it rip


full set [prod. the sound clown]

(song written by Devin's world and performed by Scorpio)

Lyrics:
Verse:
Walked out the door this morning 
Don’t know where you’re going 
I wish I could come with you 
But you don’t know it 

It’s hard when I just sit here 
Alone in your bed 
Just get up try to follow 
That’s what my mind said 

I just want to come along with you 
I just want to adventure 
I just want to support you 
And to be in the picture

Prechorus:
You got me baby 
Way more than you know 
Just get home safely no I can’t let you go 
Please don’t walk out on me 
Don’t walk out on me please 
Can you just stay with me

Hook:
You’ve gone MIA where have you been all day
You’ve gone MIA I just want you to stay 
I don’t know where you’re going 
I don’t know where you’ve been 
All I know is, all I know is please stop going MIA 

Verse:

Oh baby my mind is going crazy you got it running round 
Oh baby my mind is going nuts you got it upside down 
My parents visit us and you are nowhere to be found 
Don’t know what to say to them so I sit them on the couch 
Say hey mama where you think that she is she says son I don’t know 
you keep fuckin with my head and I am losing hope

Pre chorus:
You got me baby 
Way more than you know 
Just get home safely no I can’t let you go 
Please don’t walk out on me 
Don’t walk out on me please 
Can you just stay with me

Hook:
You’ve gone MIA where have you been all day
You’ve gone MIA I just want you to stay 
I don’t know where you’re going 
I don’t know where you’ve been 
All I know is, all I know is please stop going MIA 

Grey

Deep End

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

I'm the burden (feat. ihaterxmance)

[lyrics]
Did they tell you that it’s terminal 
This has been as hard on me
As it’s been on you 

Don’t you think about anyone
But yourself 

And I know it’s been awhile
But you gotta let go

I’ve done some work on myself 

I think you need a little too 
But what’s the use in tryin
When you ain’t gon put it to use 

But I’ve been working hard
For the both of us
But it feels like
You’re putting too many
Road blocks up into my way 

It’s been effecting my brain
In these ways
I just can’t explain it to you though 

All of these games that we play 
I promise I’m honest with you though 

Think of all the times we shared
I’m seeing all these smiles
That I just don’t remember 
I know that they all came from him 

So what you gotta say for that 
I wish that I could have you back 

Did they tell you that it’s terminal 
This has been as hard on me
As it’s been on you 

Don’t you think about anyone
But yourself 

And I know it’s been awhile
But you gotta let go

Did they tell you that it’s terminal 
This has been as hard on me
As it’s been on you 

Don’t you think about anyone
But yourself 

And I know it’s been awhile
But you gotta let go

terminal prod typhelicia

Set Me Free

I don’t wanna just be ur friend. Straight. Prolly better this way.

Grey

03reiko

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