just smt to vibe to when im sad :)

written and recorded by me <3
mix and mastered by meeee <33
cover art by me <3333

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2FMUkqmgFPVkYazk6XzS6B?si=07973501737d4b71

lyrics:

what's the point of 
growin' up
21 still 
fuckin' up
still fuckin' up

throwing rocks
at your window
daddy's hands 
on his pistol
and i still miss you
and i still miss you

i get carried away 
think of you in reckless ways
in reckless ways

you can tear my heart apart 
just to pull it back
you left me anxious and scarred
but im ok w/ that 
even tho im smoking 
to erase all that 
you can break me 
have me back 
off the drugs the streets 
all black

nowhere to call my home
callin' the plug on the phone
i dont think i can anymore
screaming so your closing the door

what's the point of 
growin' up
21 still 
fuckin' up
still fuckin' up

throwing rocks
at your window
daddy's hands 
on his pistol
and i still miss you
and i still miss you

growin' up (prod. splashgvng)

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Cute Without The 'E'

track 2 of the EP, Hope y'all enjoy :)

track 3 is now out as well https://soundcloud.com/noah2kay/tell-me-why-prod-grayskies

lyrics:

i remember tryna call you
but you said you couldn’t hear me
causing i crying in the bathroom all night long
while your listening to all my favorite song
But i don’t rlly even bad anymore
i feel just blue
and i hear all of the secrets lurking inside of you

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore,
i wouldn’t get too close
i wouldn’t get too close

but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

(but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her)

remember when i got ice cream
and i was trying not to cry because i dropped it
i just didnt wanna make you think that i was
everything you didn't want but now i got that
sometimes i just wanna be alone all day but it sucks
when i been thinking you been out all night 
and i see that ur book bags packed
and i know you're not coming back around

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore
i wouldn’t get too close, 
i wouldn’t get too close,

I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind 
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

Spotify <3

dive in head first (prod. by grayskies)

songs: advice by alex g, no more sorry by my bloody valentine, inside out by duster, anniversary of an uninteresting event by deftones, limerence by yves tumor, call me by gigi masin, melon yellow by slowdive, see you when i die by boyo, poison tree by grouper, and towards dawn by rolo tomassi

every day is the same・。・mix

lyrics:
lies and mistrust
broken promise

try and forget
the words you said

i cant let go
of you oh no 

why cant you see
it’s meant to be

you're haunting me
and i cant sleep
you're in my head
and in my dreams

ghost girl im sorry
for leaving your body
wasted and rotting
your ghost is always haunting

Shame :(

its late at night
and im drunk again
got a blurry sight
while im losing friends
imma die alone 
im bleeding on the pavement
doing drugs cus i lost hope
i'll never be her favorite 

yea i know
im never enough
thats why im always on drugs
but i like it like that 
and i know
that i should give a fuck
but i dont
nah i dont

@caspywaspy
i should give a fuck 
everytime that im stoned
everytime that im high
everytime that i'm broke
but i can't let go
of this pain that i hold
so i'll keep on digging
this big ass hole 
cause my walls caved in
and my floor it broke 
i need sum help
but i keep it on the low 
will i ever 
be better
well i don't know
will i last forever
shit i hope so 

just break what's left of me~
i beg u please just leave~
i don't want you to see 
the way i made myself bleed

i know w/casperrr (morin x splashgvng)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

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Passenger Prince [p. king theta]

Solitude
I grew up inside my room
Does she know that feeling too?
Let me in your skin
I'll put you in my shoes
Whispers in the wind
You're cruel
Raindrops fall
I'm your thrall
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive
Forever in debt to you
Oh, you saved my life
(I can't let it happen twice)
Our hearts no longer two
After we met that night
I can see you smiling about it
Im smiling 'cuz I'm fucking a bad bitch
And later I'ma pour up shots inside of my attic
She says she feels so much happier off the acid
Oh, baby that's not good for you
Let me take you to the mall and buy you Jimmy Choo's
I wish I could have some friends that I could talk to
Because I really trust my gut more than I trust you
The only heart I need is the one on my shoes
The one on my shoes
Sell my mind for profit and take it out of pocket
I hate it when you talk like that
Oh, when you talk like that
Take my hand inside yours
And love me like I'm all yours
I hate it when you break me down
Oh, when you break me down
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive

Somewhere in the Woods

In Your Skin

In Your Skin w/ notahero /p. saint mike

**SOUNDCLOUD TOOK DOWN THIS SONG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS BECAUSE OF A BUG, AND REUPLOADED WITHOUT ANY LIKES**

prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics - 

when i walked back home
on that frostbit night
and the wind hit cold
while my chest felt tight

i was so distraught
fixating on your lies
i wrote this song
to get my thoughts aligned

amazed how I
couldn’t see the
truth behind
all your reasons

wait for a sign 
I can breathe
I’ll be alright 
if you keep me

hello?
could you please me help me dear
i know
I’m not the most sincere

below
my failing self esteem
come home
I need you next to me

(peaky blinders scene in the break)

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

as real as it gets

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

prod me<3

lyrics:

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

i'm glad you're in my life
took my by surprise
and opened up my eyes
to what love should be like
i'm glad you're in my life
glad you're by my side
glad to see you here tonight
tonight

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

til the sun dies

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

It's been a long day
I got so much on my mind
So many things I could say
But none of it seems like
It ever really mattered
As long as I see you after
She makes me feel better
She would swallow me if I let her
We can do this night
After night
After night yeah
Watching all the stars in the sky
Shining bright like
She makes all the pain go away
Tell the doctor
I just want to vent to her
I'm afraid that she's an imposter

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

Babygirl
You got me fucked up
Fucked up
Got me thinking about what's love
What's love
Like what's love got to do with this
Cupid and his foolishness
Self sabotaging tendencies
It tends to get ahead of me
Does it stretch beyond horizons
Can I put it in autopilot
Is it really unconditional
Does it seep into your subliminal

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

herloveisadrugfromthefuture

i hope we can both get better :(

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growin' up (prod. splashgvng)

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