fuck im never enough 
i wish that i was 
id break myself to turn this to dust
and i kinda thought 
you hurt when you love 
but who would i be if i still was
and im giving up
cause i couldnt trust
and everyone tells me what youve done
wasnt it fun
isnt it my fault
how can i fail if theres nothing to try for


where to go cant face no place like home 
gotta find my house dont feel like home 
so i run away til i break my bones
gotta find a place might sell my soul 

and i never wanna relapse 
but i cut my arm cause i feel that 
and i help myself without feedback
and i never wanna love but i need that

and i never wanna relapse 
but i cut my arm cause i feel that 
and i help myself without feedback
and i never wanna love but i need that


fuck im never enough 
i wish that i was 
id break myself to turn this to dust
and i kinda thought 
you hurt when you love 
but who would i be if i still was
and im giving up
cause i couldnt trust
and everyone tells me what youve done
wasnt it fun
isnt it my fault
how can i fail if theres nothing to try for

nothing to try 4 (prod. kt3lly)

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I dont wanna live in the moment
If im honest
Hide that im falling 
But you notice
Cry cause i want it
But you’re flawless
How can you promise that you dont love him

How can you promise that you dont love him
How is he perfect if you dont trust him
I wasnt worth it if were being honest
Too far gone only looking for a promise

And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

homesick (prod. unlucky)

prodded by some hiraeth guy

idk if u can feel me the real me
yeah u changed i see it clearly its easy
and its obvious you hate me
dont leave
fucking love im sick of breaking
break me

i dont know if you can hear me 
so tell me
do you love  him while you hate me
politley
is he everything you wanted but not me
im so sick of always trying to feel things

and the wall still comes down

break me

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 
i promise everybodys doing better than me 
stuck here cutting losses so you can watch me bleed 
fuck that im burning money 
give a shit what it means 
my bad i pray to god you bring some comfort to me

you're safe here don't worry
i'll come back as quick as i can
rush, i'm in a hurry
can't see anything on my end
my end
haven't been the same since the last time
my peripheral is gone, there's twitching in my left eye
i think i go insane, hear the war cries
strike it down, i can't be seen neither dead and neither alive
why all of the sudden now you believe in me
"i had no potential" is what you'd think of me
now ur switching sides and wanna be on my team
i'll be the better man and just cut you off and leave

i swear youre only doing it out of spite
you got a question
ima bite
i cant believe im still alive
your bullshit is the reason ima die

you can keep on picking me up 
and putting me down slowly
youre too close 
for someone who dont know me
im too far motherfucker dont bro me
bro me bro me bro bro

something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here

here w/heylog

yeah
who u trying to act for
ripped all my hair at the back door
two bodys laying down on the ground floor
theres no reason for you to be an asshole
who u trying to act for
ripped all my hair at the back door
two bodys laying down on the ground floor
theres no reason for you to be an asshole

im at the worst of it now
dont tell me you where around
dont tell em you gave me anything
im sat with the worst of it
im tired of it hurting me
but its awfully perfect
ur the angel of death to me
and im honestly worthless

setting fire to everything
i feel like a furnace 
and now youre getting mad at me
i feel i deserve it
see the wings on your spine
both serenading my eyes
now ur not here in this life
ive got a reason to die 

please dont look back
im stillwaiting
hiding behind 
my only saviour

please dont look back
im stillwaiting
hiding behind 
my only saviour


load of bs shouting distroted


im tired of it hurting me
but its awfully perfect
ur the angel of death to me
and im honestly worthless

setting fire to everything
i feel like a furnace 
and now youre getting mad at me
i feel i deserve it

songs shit

angel

There’s something in your eyes or maybe it’s the water
Hold close to me I have to reside
Right here right by ur side
Stay here part of my life

Don’t set me back now 
Leave me all alone
I’ll keep wearing designer so I can hide the mold
Surface to my body
Im not getting cold
U can talk all you want ur music is getting old
They keep wanting more from me
Then you wonder why I feel like I’ve been letting you down
You stayed away from me
No friend would be dragging me around 

Take me to the edge of the world 
As long as I’m with my girl I
Question much but I don’t question your words like
Got a grip around me I keep holding tight
I cant keep up with demand and I can’t sell right
I’ve given everything to you
And I won’t ever stop
If I was bleeding out, I’d know it’s not enough 
Hold my
So hold my hand till we turn to dust
I’m never close enough to you until we both combust 

Heart and soul it’s still not enough 
I’d give you every single limb until I’m truly worthless
You’re perfect 
Say goodnight before you sleep and it’ll hurt less

Take another picture I’ll use my Polaroid 
Rip me from the image you’re playing seek and destroy 
You’ll never capture anything if you keep holding me down 
I keep running I’ll keep running buried under the ground

You were never a friend to me
No regret you would have said it all again
Such a cunt you’re a tragedy 
Never thought you would be so awful yet

polaroid

produced by kmkz 
yes it’s based on stardew valley 
-

living in a dirt town 
hard to pick my head up 
moved from the city 
i think im having no luck 
15 parsnip seeds 
a axe and a hoe 
and a watering can 
can i even do this? 
i don't think that i can 
but its a start to a new life 
so i guess i have to try 

i walked into town on the first of spring 
68 people i had to greet 
ridgeside village 
was an extension of the town 
far to the east 
cable cars, 500g 
and a pink cake that my mom gave me 
so many people that i have to meet ...

then i saw your face 
and your ash blond hair 
"there's no way that boy lives here" 
i walked up to you
and said how do you do? 
He said "my names sam,
you're new here, arent you?"

met the blacksmith, carpenter, 
and some dude who sells seeds
He was like "i can give you 5 peppers for free"
i said thanks dude, he was like no problem 
Can i come back tomorrow? 
He’s like, "we're closed on wednesdays" 
I'm like "oh dude no way" 
(fuck you pierre)

why you closed on wednesday? 
thats like the middle of the week 
but ur open every single other day? 
why not sunday or saturday, like the weekend? 
"i don't have a choice, just know that ur my friend"
So i’ll give you a 10% discount on everything that you'd like 
i can drop the price from 80 
down to 65" 
I said i only just moved here, 
so that would be nice, 
but I'll catch you another day,
i gotta go talk to this guy. 

So i walked out the store 
Then walked down to the doctors clinic 
He said "my names harvey, 
im the doctor and physician
I can give you stamina capsules, 
muscle remedies or any toxins
Just let me know what you'd like
I hope you don't get sick tonight"

That's nice, that's nice 
As i walk out of the clinic, 
a girl walks up to me 
 "are you finished? 
It's nice to meet you, I'm Abigail
I live at the general store
Pretty sure you just met my father, 
he sells seeds that you're looking for" 

“It's nice to meet you abagail, 
but i have to go
It's already 3pm 
and i have a lot of seeds to hoe and sow” (?) 
As i walk back to the farm,
I catch his eye in the town square
But i don't think he notices, 
or even sees me there

Pelican Town (kmkz)

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

this songs basically a song that is just being a song just bc ofc

prod by me bc i made the beat just my opinion

@xam @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3GFPyhogjxzNMpyTmdDysE
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/fade-away-single/1464611384
YouTube (Music Video): https://youtu.be/eg7luQ1PYhQ

[Verse 1]
I woke up in the morning from the wrong side of bed
And I wish that I had stayed asleep and I wish that I was dead
But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I’m feeling in my chest
I’m depressed and stressed out I need some rest

I don’t wanna be alive right now It’s a waste of time and
I got demons deep inside my mind and I am sick and tired
And I can’t hear my own thoughts
I know that it’s my own fault
Fading away from the family photos
Oh no, I’m a no one

[Chorus]
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

[Verse 2]
So I hide my pain with a smile
I couldn’t be happy even If I tried
You think that I’m fine, It’s a disguise
Reality is that I’m crying inside
I don’t wanna do this anymore

I’m laying on the bathroom floor
It’s freezing and my back is sore
I’m waiting for the reaper to come
creeping through the bathroom door
I don’t wanna do this anymore
No, I don’t wanna do this anymore

[Chorus] x2
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

Pelican Town (kmkz)

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