prod. bloom

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4xIEngSyd8mQeatf8D0taB?si=f242a58bb77a43a0

lyrics

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

can you just stay a bit
can't help but question it

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

i dont understand the reason you care
but i've fallen for you effortlessly baby
oh its 3 in the morning im calling your phone
too long ive been on my own
i love you girl did i mention
so tell me now

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

all for you

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

GO PRESAVE FILTERFREAK ITS SO GOOD ----> https://linktr.ee/c.zephyr_

A smol cover of this unreleased song by zephyr (@heyzeph) that I made the day I found the song lol. I found it from max ruben's ig story, I've been listening to the snippet way too many times ohmygod. My cover doesnt have the same chords; it's reimagined ;w;

FILTERFREAK

FILTERFREAK Snippet (Mirin Cover)

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

star of the show w/ zeph

ryen
prod GOM
https://songwhip.com/ashsocozy/ctrl44

ctrl44

ctrl+44 [w/ryen] (p.GOM)

[verse]
@1toge
You got me tongue tied, losin my mind right now
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go and leave
Cause this pain
It won’t go away
I only talk to you
Te amo to the moon

[verse]
@1kise 
I said there ain’t nobody else but you
I think that I’m ready to make my move
I know you feel the same way about me too
I guess there’s only one thing left to do
Oh my
I don’t wanna waste no time
I just wanna spend all of my time with you

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d have no clue
 Oh baby, what would I do?








  
[verse]
@yokulol
I want some more
Live in my head some more
Been all my life 
without you
I didn’t know what I was missin’
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
And all I want from you
Tell me I was right
Is all I want from you
And I don’t know what’s best for me
To the moon and back for you
Cause you’re my only option

[verse]
@flaued
Oh, late at night, all I do is think and dream about you
Cause you’re the one
You’re the one who makes me feel like a fool
A fool for you
Oh, just give my heart a chance

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d  have no clue
Oh baby, what would I do?






@riensu
If you asked me I wouldn’t know where to start
And I can’t stand the thought of us being apart
(don’t you let me go)
Wish this’d last forever
So don’t you let me go
Baby you’re my one and only
And I don’t mind that you’re my one and only love
I’ll go to moon and back for you
Cause you’re my one and only
I’m forever yours

"tothemoon" w/ yoku, kise, wil, riensu & manni ✰ (prod. kana)

Was messing around with that new fl synth kepler and made this, it makes no fucking sense but its a groove xd

Choppy (exp)

first of the year
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/iggy5/promise-2

so if i try too hard for her
then i might get over you

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
i just cant put u back together
i been tryna make it up to you
i dont wonder why (no lie)
you couldnt hide (no lie)
knowing what you made me do

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

star of the show w/ zeph

2poder