Su Fin hasta ahora, llegara el día especial 

Ì-Ø-U-R-ì-N

idk why i made this 😭😭

(like ion kno what the problem is bru yall got everything yall need but yall still beggin for a new nigga like cmon bro) 

i'll b lonely all my life
the way i act's not alright
mom says i'll never find one
i laugh knowing that she's right
rlly wanna tie a noose
i wish these girls spoke the truth
dont try to act brand new when ur ran thru n loose

ur not a femcel ur a stupid whore
ur not a femcel ur a stupid whore
ur just like the rest a fucking liar
ur just like the rest a fucking liar

u look good u go outside u have friends u have money and u still complain ab life not being enough like what bro😭
yal niggas always b tweetin bout needin a nigga but like why do u need that 

no we're nothing alike plz just stop tweeting nd die
be urself go outside like y are u faking ur life
u seem like such a chore plz just stop being a whore
i gave up so long ago yea i dont care anymore

fakecel heaven would look like hell prod Bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

deadcouple x bloodsekai .. suicide prom

@bloodsekai

Hello. This is an arrangement of instrumentals, "beats" if you insist on that word usage, I have arranged and composed. Thank you for listening with your ears.

You may have heard a few of them, since I have already handed them out to a few of my peers on this platform.

bloodsekai .. Instrumentals I will never use, all composed by Bloodsekai. How marvelous.

@bloodsekai

prod me w/ @1zakuro

logging off
i feel so sad
lie in bed
i can't go back
i just cope
why am i so mad?
can't fit in
i'm always last
logging off
i feel so sad
lie in bed
i can't go back
i just cope
why am i so mad?
can't fit in
i'm always last

im so shut in
i thought u knew that
and once its in my head
i cant go back
i cant login
or ill get attached
because
i hate egirls that are online
waste all my money and my time
think im just betteroffline

logging off
i feel so sad
lie in bed
i can't go back
i just cope
why am i so mad?
can't fit in
i'm always last
logging off
i feel so sad
lie in bed
i can't go back
i just cope
why am i so mad?
can't fit in
i'm always last

i hate egirls that are online
waste all my money and my time
think im just better offline

bloodsekai x zakuro .. im better offline

@bloodsekai

happy birthday plob, happy birthday
have a good plob, have a good day
happy birthday plob, happy birthday
have a good plob, have a good day

it might be 9 o clock
i might be late to say
my brains so fucking rot
i made a song today
i hope u had good cake
i hope u feel okay
cuz when u turn this age
u gotta celebrate

bloodsekai - happy plob day

@bloodsekai

not about me but u can guess who if u know (negatively inspired)

im a guy online
im 23 years old
i make fun of kids
they should do waht they're told
i got bullied in school
for my racist jokes
now ima schizo freak
who says gem and coal

get out of my space
im mad all the way
get out of my space
im bully entertained

internet it needs me
but i jsut wanna die
just wanna die
damn my hairs so greasy
makes my shower wanna cry
shower wanna cry
she was only 16
but god i'd sell a kidney
n everyone is laughing
dont they know im a menace to society

i cant make friends
im too upset
stare at my screen
type slurs then send

im a guy online
23 years old
i make fun of kids
they should do waht they're told
i got bullied in school
for my racist jokes
now ima schizo freak
who says gem and coal

get out of my space
im mad all the way
get out of my space
im bully entertained

bloodsekai .. bully entertained

@bloodsekai @razor2mywrist

hiding in ur closet
pls dont find me
in so much trouble
cops behind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me
face so cute
youre hypnotizing
in japanese now
anata wa kawaii
ya im psycho
dont remind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me

ur an angel in the sky
look into your eyes
your face is so pretty
bitch im fucking mesmerized
got a chain hanging from my neck
to my knees
bad bitch in my dms always begging
she say please

ohohohohoh shes so fucking hot
ohohohohoh her love cant be bought
ohohohohoh just hold that thought
cuz she dont love me anymore

hiding in ur closet
pls dont find me
in so much trouble
cops behind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me
face so cute
youre hypnotizing
in japanese now
anata wa kawaii
ya im psycho
dont remind me
ya im psycho
dont remind me

bloodsekai x razor2mywrist .. yeah i'm psycho

prod. zakuro
february 22
i got nothing left to lose
my phone hasnt rung all night
i just dk what to do
its thursday at 12 oclock
i think i just drank a lot
the whole worlds turning on me
i just wish that they could see
u were my shooting star until it all went dark
my visions foggy and my head is killing me
sometimes things get too hard its all been falling apart
why cant u see that im the one you need
YOULL NEVER FEEL ANOTHER TOUCH
AND YOULL NEVER LOVE THE WAY I LOVE
SOON THEYLL ALL SEE YOUR STORY ON TV
BABY ILL MAKE YOU A SUPERSTAR

Tribute Song

three covers & one original song all unheard before, dropping all of these in a mix before i drop an ep eventually which will also be all new songs.. thankuuu for staying & listening 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Pjkb5qgslkcjIV9rOzFmz?si=d2348ce68fce4173

1st - feels right (nice try cover)

2nd - sorry for taking so long, i got lost lol (original)

3rd - together forever in love (go sailor cover) 

4th - side effects (xo_willow cover)

-

just give me some time
to make things right
i never have trouble sleeping at night 
but sometimes i feel like
my mind can't make sense of anything
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say
and two months down the road
well who even knows
if i'll be okay or happy
or ready to move on 
if i can find some peace today
well  i can find it from now on
u can call me tonight
u can call me tomorrow
it will always feel right
and in the morning together
over breakfast 
we'll both be okay
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say

-

i'm not ur god & i'm not ur dog
there's a middle ground that does exist
and just because that i don't love you
that doesn't make me artemis

i'm not pessimistic
i just have high hopes
when i win the lottery
i'll buy us um idk..
i don't think that far ahead
cuz i don't have goals
i know i'm pretty stupid
i just deal with what life throws

do i have to go to school
when the teachers hate my guts?
i hide inside the bathroom stalls
it's hard to breathe my neck is cut

can someone get me medic?????
i think i'm bouta throw up too
i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
i don't want bad blood
between the group of us
i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun

i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
it's not my fault
i didn't mean to

im sosryry im sorry im osryryry im sorryryy SIMMM SORRRYYR

-

what do they know
when they say im too young
as i get older 
until my life is done
i'll be the 1 
who had love that wasn't true
they all have nothing
& now i have u
together forever in love
together forever in love

together forever in looooooveeeeee

i'll be the reason
for starting ur day
u'll be my true love
in everyway <3
i'll always need u
i promise that now
thru good n bad
as long as this life will allow

together forever in love
together forever in love
together forever inlove

my life is for living
i'll spend mine giving u
all that i can
my heart and my hand

my life with u shines brighter than gold
memories of heaven for when i get old
never again will i want to run away
i didn't think that i could ever feel this way

together forever in loveeee (x5)

-

side effects include
a rapid changing mood
a lousy attitude
and recurring dreams of u

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

lack of sleep & eating
eradict heart beating
losing & retreating
n it seems to keep repeating

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

there's always so much more left to say

@bloodsekai

bites on my neck
i'm coming home with bruises
parents wanna yell
i wanna be secluded
razor on the shelf
it's looking pretty useless
i'm already hurt enough
i'm just another nuisance
the silence in my room is way too loud
my thoughts come in and break me up and down
i'm just another nuisance
with her hands behind her back
all the confidence i lack
broke ur definition of "wack"
take me back to yesterday

bloodsekai .. just another nuisance demo

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

this songs abt adachi and shimamura 
lyrics:

we should hang out after school
cause i think your really cool
im always getting ridiculed
god im such a fucking fool

i love your long flowing hair
and ur pretty face
i dont know how to describe what im feeling
ive never felt this way

yeah were a little close
we could be closer
me and you together alone
i am so nervous
your the only one that calls my phone
i am a loser
i dont know why but i think i really love her

we could be closer (prod bloodsekai)

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

always stay closed when someone's near me
hide everything, like a diary
my turn to die, it's coming to me
all of these drugs are consuming me
looking forward to talk again
i miss when i had my friends
i need help, come grab my hand
glad to say this is my end

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

escape mechanism </3

@bloodsekai

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset  :(((((

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

bloodsekai .. but only if i wanted to!!!!!

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

Ì-Ø-U-R-ì-N

IØURIN