I heard you say goodbye so I say goodbye to you

I thought it is the same beat to 9tails the island, lol. t's hot <3

everything by me
thank you for listening
so much.

when the grass is dry
and never green
i contemplate what's happening
and who i was just other week
wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
letting water rise
and stumble down his cheeks
it gets a whole lot worse
when it's just a dream
for every promise i
just couldn't keep
i'll amputate your heart
so it won't bleed
i know it's not very often when we speak
i hope you know when we do
it's so comforting
oh, if i made up these feelings
then how am i still here?
and if the world is still turning
that's all i have to fear
i think that i've been in slumber
since last summer, but what made it end?
i've grown tired of conversations
it's like i'm brainless
(my thoughts go over their heads)
(their heads)
i hate that i get why you leave me dormant
i'm tired of feeling normal
it's horrible

amputee

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]
holding onto you is what i need i don't wanna spend time listening everytime we fight and you're always crying oh why feel your touch i want you tonight i don't know where you are quit hiding from me 

don't know where you're going i keep calling your phone pick up the call before i lose tone oh i apologize

i don't know whats going on i feel so dead inside all i see is black and white no longer I'm alive 

holding onto you is what i need i don't wanna spend time listening everytime we fight and you're always crying oh why feel your touch i want you tonight i don't know where you are quit hiding from me

i can't escape from all of this pain just take me away far away from this place x2 you treated me so bad i didn't take you back i know that I'm a mess but baby can you wait for me 

goodbye (nevrfall)

since ur last message - one take (used x iof)

Mixed/Mastered By Me https://soundcloud.com/sadboykana & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/lindenblossom & https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(kana)
Why do i keep trying?
Questioning my life now
God i feel so tired
Always being let down
And you were just a liar
Girl you got me fucked up
Walking down the wire
You're wastin my time love
Quit textin my phone up
I swear that i'm so done
I swear i'm not in love
Left me feelin so numb
Pictures on my walls i
Burnt it all to ashes
Made sure that i left them
How you left me
I'm damaged

(akiradoves)
i feel so dead when i'm holding my hand 
the tears on your chest babe i don't understand 
tell me why you lie tell me why you're cold 
and i don't wanna wait anymore
so tell me why you're gone
somewhere around my heart hurts
sometimes i feel useful 
but most the times i feel like i am nothing

(auby)
you make me forget the things that i said
i don't wanna hurt you but you make me upset
i need to focus on myself instead
don't know if you want this
it's all in my head

suffering w/ kana & auby (linden & nevrfall)

lyrics¬

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we,
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

im sober now
dont cut me out
i fell in love
too fast, for my own good
but you're the one that loved me too
i cant imagine a life without you
cos we stick together like feathers and glue
and i would be finished if i lost you, too

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

inevitability ill get replaced
missing the times i wake up to your face 
reminiscing on places we visit apart but together 
in juxtaposition oh
why does it have to be this way?
i hate its not us spending everyday, together
what ever happened, to, forever? 

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

misunderstood (marco)

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

Lyrics:

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

[bridge]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another ma--

[skrwd]

I see all the shit you say
I heard about him
He seems great
Bet he lays with you all day and knows exactly what to say
Pay attention to the signs
Know his hands don’t fit like mine
Might be gone inside your mind but you’re still alive in mine
I regret how I moved
Sometimes i wanna redo
No matter how hard you try
There’s just no stopping the truth
Might have a girl in the room 
But I still wish she was you
So anytime that you want
You can come thru
I been workin OT
Posted up in OC
Shawty want Chanel 
She can get it, girl you know me
Even after all this time I feel you in the late night

[getbetter]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

hold me close for just a single night
time goes by as the stars change overnight
and i dont wanna be on the receiving side
i already gave too much of my life

so dont hold me down
while i try to seek out shelter
cause this life that im living it aint the same as it was
and im tryna find some shelter from the storm i know is comin

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

@imgeist
@prodjpjp

pretty little light
how my worlds dim now
oh, had me hypnotized
with your gold eyes love
i don’t want to fight
but it all went down
got out of your sight
guess it’s over now

lost deep in the night
how you move so sound
oh, you know i stay quiet
when the rooms too loud
i can’t tell who’s right
but it’s over now
so when i said goodbye
felt my heart drop out

you know that i love you
even when it’s all blue
i know that we hurt each other more and then it falls through
holding on to love that i can’t let die
but it seems like i’m too late, well at least i tried

the silence speaks in volumes
i hold on to thorns too
cause sometimes they grow these pretty roses that look like you…
and if i told the truth now my hearts so cold
i don’t want to show any other soul

it's over now

MORE PLATFORMS

i'm geist - it's over now [jpjp]

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

Lost Tapes 9ine (Prod.sy6nry)

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goodbye (nevrfall)

AkiraDoves

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