@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

original by clairo 
piano by david ross lawn

bags (clairo cover)

hold the applause
produced by @prodbybrody
featuring @sewerperson
mixed by nine to 5 and sewerperson

lyrics:
both:
so won't you hold the applause
cause its all that i got
i know its not a lot, but it feeds me the strength that i would need to move on

nine to 5:
I did all the things that i said i would
Try to push me to the side but you never could no
I’m breaking through the walls it’s competitive
Now im taking to the bottle like a sedative woah

After all of this time and i still get it wrong
I won’t tell you what you wanted hear no more
Yeah you played me a game tryna get up the score
But i aint finished yet i’m still coming for more

So won’t you hold the applause
Cuz its all that i got
You tore it apart
It was doomed from the start
Fallin for your mirage 

Falling from nothing
But oh its so exciting
To go
To these places i aint been before
You took hold my body sunk it into the floor

going insane, my body is sore
i feel a lot different than i did before
seasons have changed, i'm closing these doors
i'm burning these bridges can't take anymore
so take all i am, i'll do what i can
but nothing will satisfy you in the end
but i understand, it's all gone as planned
you fucked up my head but i'll take what i can

sewerperson:
Seventeen nights in the grip of cold hands
Baby i try do u right while u just doing what u can
Wails heard thru the night from somewhere deep inside the branch
Toss out a flare we can light up the world
Ash floats thru the air as this fire unfurls
Tell me how this shit compare to a night better spent
Watch The banshee touch down on to the charring grasslands

Won’t you hold the applause
Cause its all that I got
I know its not a lot but it feeds me the strength I would need to move on
With her taste on my tongue
And my hand on my heart
I cant be what u need but I swear on my life I will be what u want
With the grace of a wisp
She comes right around and attaches to my hip
She whispers are u scared and I said maybe just a bit
U know I cant lie when u look at me like this
When u look me in my eyes
I know u could see into my soul into my mind
U know I know I could never get away with lying
That’s why its the truth that without u id rather die

listen on spotify!

hold the applause ft. sewerperson (prod. brody)

broken ft. navyxower (dash)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (prod. cxrter x tahtx)

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics: 

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

I get too attached way to fast
Just leave it up to me to cure your heart

Baby look at my face 
I’m not okay 
Take the liquor down straight 
I’m mia 
There’s nothing i’d say 
That’d make you stay 
Baby i hate 
The way you take 

You don’t even feel 
A little bit sad 
Is something i did 
A weight on your back 
You don’t even feel 
A little bit bad 
After leaving me 
Alone again like that 

Dumb 
Was making a fool me fun 
I’ll give what I have till it’s done 
I’ll tell you this once 
Love you won 

The longer I feel blue 
I feel myself with you 
I feel completed 
I feel my body bleeding

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

spotify

you and i w/ skele (nevrfall)

were you drunk? w/ hamilton (p. tennis player)

lyrics

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

one night
in my eyes
is 2 days
without u
i try
and tears dry
and finally
ive found u

i just start to rust
i just start to rot
tell me what u love
gimme what u got
i promise we’ll be fine
u promise me were not
i cant check the time
cuz w u the time stops

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

Trees + Rot

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

Assistance w/ Halfie and Mackk :)

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

scars won’t heal on the outside 
But thats okay…
As long as your trying to fix what’s deep with in 

how long has your mind not been right?
It’s not okay…
Make up leaks down cheek bones,
 blood line running thin

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

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you and i w/ skele (nevrfall)

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