deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

curse.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Tower of chains

24hrs (prod.m00nlanding)

Lyrics

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

Fallin' I'm fallin'
Why do my demons keep callin'?
No matter what key I try or I turn
Everytime I try start I keep stallin'

I can't move on
I'm fuckin' stuck in this rerun
I don't like pills but I need one
I lost my heart now I need one

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

nightfall. | Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

Bad times or a bad mind?
Say I'm done for the last time
But I know I'm not cause that's life
I ain't sleep at all like last night

My life kinda goes like
Up and down then it swerves right
Into the water, I fell off the side
I lost my control when I thought about my

Attempts to get a grip
I'm on thin ice and I'm bouta slip
Did I really slip or did I get tripped?
There ain't shit I can take that could fix this

I'm a lost cause till my last breath
There was no one when I called help
That's what I get with my dumb self
Thinking anyone would even really care

Say you do but you're not there
I'ma lose life cause it's not fair
Know that I'm weird and not the rest
But the least you could do is not stare

Say I don't care but I really do
If you had my mind then what would you do?
Other than stress about all the times
You noticed that people were through with you

It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show
It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

spotify.

bad mind. | Produced by rizi x chakuro

show some love!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

take my soul w/ unknxwn. (yapuzi)

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Archive: unknxwn.