Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Lyrics

Write these songs like I got some to say but
When in person ain't got none to say cause
I'm a stupid, broken, anxious
Shell of a man, I don't think that I can

Reach every goal that I had in the plan
I took a turn on the path that I had
So close yet so damn far
How can I feel love with a broken heart?

Coming this far kinda blows my mind
Still sometimes I just wanna hole in mine
Carrying weight with a broken spine
I get so full of hope in a hopeless time

Cause thats all I got to rely on
Where was god when I needed the light on?
I was stuck in lightless place
When he took who I loved to a lifeless space

That was fucking forever ago
But the feeling I felt it won't ever just go
And sometimes I don't think that it's better to cope
I do better at this when I'm hurting the most

I bled for this, I shed for this
Went to heaven and jumped into hell for this
I'm bred for this, was fed for this
Burned every bridge just to care for this

But you won't understand don't even care if you can
I'm so full of myself, I be foolin' myself tryna act like it's cool when I'm crying for help
When I know that it's not but I won't ever admit that
I still feel like I'm lost but I'ma still just pretend that

Everything is a okay, even when I hate everyday
Every waking moment is a moment closer to the day
I'll really find out if all this agony was worth the wait
Or if it didn't even matter at fucking all

I get this urge I should just splatter this fucking wall
With every piece of me that hold these secrets deep beneath
The surface that you see in me these curtains here conceal a beast
That I don't wanna show nobody

spotify.

stupid. | Produced by raspo

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

You ain't that girl, I don't care about you bitch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
Fuck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent

I lost all my hope
Say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped

Been so many years and my heart still broke, wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke, 3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't care what you think cause I know what I need, If I ain't have this music would of died at 18

Don't give a fuck about blowing up, sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

i need to change but i'm stalling.

i'm not the same person I was before
I went from choking on my words to choking back fireball
I think I'm better underneath the floor
I went from struggling to breathe to not needing air at all

why am I suicidal
I been doing good but everything is to die for
“oh but ur so delightful”
but I'm hiding under a mask wit tears in my eyeballs

if you leave at the first chance
believe me girl I understand
one more time baby take my hand
please let me have at least more dance

sorry if I've been sour
decaying more by the hour
please bury me in the garden
let me rot away with the flowers

let me fade away without a second thought
I still decay as I choose to rot
I should be grateful for what I got
but I'm so worried about everything that I'm not 

swear to God I can't think for myself I need ur opinion
sorry that I've been distant
I don't know how to fix it

swear to God that I'll never be good enough I'm never consistent
I appreciate your persistence
but truthfully you're wasting your time

if you leave at the first chance
believe me girl I understand
one more time baby take my hand
please let me have at least more dance

sorry if I've been sour
decaying more by the hour
please bury me in the garden
let me rot away with the flowers



i miss autumn

let me roat away with the flowers

let me rot away with the flowers (yunnygoldz)

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

vanished. (2021)

i need a way
need a way
from the sorrows
take out the waste
oh my days
i feel so hollow

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal
wash away the pain
i have these methods
that i cannot get into
i dont wanna drown in the rain 
but im alone i might just need too

i know all about you
what is life?
its starting to feel just like a game
and i would never doubt you
in the end we'll both go our ways

how hard do i try? 
no matter i will die
and i try finding peace
but turns out its a lie
and im stuck on this path
im fucked in the end
it was a laugh 
but right now im so dead

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal

dust [wixxy]

Freddy K

Designer dreams (prod.roach)

countin up dimes

Produced by Miler

Lyrics

Pain inside, I'm not alright, I'd rather die than to be alive
Every time I see the light, I get thrown back to darker side
What's wrong with this mind of mine? Heaven's gone, I'll never find
I want love but never mind, cause it always leaves me less than fine

I'm never getting better, since I lost her can't forget her
Let my thoughts out on my twitter, then delete 'em when I'm not as bitter
She don't care, I know that, if she did wouldn't of wrote that
Or maybe I'm just so fucked that I fuck everything I have up

On the edge, please don't lie
I might fucking go psycho
Voice in my head, God oh my
Telling me things that I don't like no

Try to ignore what I think I'll do
But one day I might just be through
Either on me or all on you
I think I need help, don't what to do

If you think I'm just making songs for the fun
Come and meet me, I'll show you what I'm on
Don't believe me, I'ma show you that you wrong
Then you'll just be another part of my song

To the ones that wanna be friends
Don't try cause It always just ends
To the girls that wanna try and love me
I'm telling you now don't trust me

Gave my heart to one girl
She made me feel fucking stupid
Told everyone she was my world
Ran to her love, she fucking juked it

But I will always have love for her
She the one only that helped me through it
Girl you got me lovesick
Now I'm all alone just fucking puking

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Archive: unknxwn.