the akashic

b a d  v i b e  2

loud feelings

B I G  V I B E  6

First installment - https://on.soundcloud.com/ZoSV79H4LoRPmdMy7

T⃠h⃠e⃠m⃠

Being better

Untitled Playlist

alright ft. saitxero

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

vocals by @supachefm & @lilskeleskrrt
mix & master by @polearm

goner, loser w/ skele

Na Na Na

Act like you've been suprised, girl its wintertime,
that time of year when we fight almost every night,
scream through your lungs that you hate me in every way,
why do I love you and give you my everything

And I gave you everything, I watcher her just walk away..
let me hear something that you've made up, figured my best bets at night getting drunk..

You cannot change me like the drugs do, I wish that I could hurt you again
you dont believe what I say, you're not the one who's hurting.

everyone walked away, was it my mistakes? staring across to the stars as their glistening,
know that im destined for better keep wishing, did this for you I just hope that you're wishing

and I gave you everything, I watched her just walk away (x2)

Drugs

produced by (nevrfall) the best

kill some time w me
#imalwaystrappedinmyheadsoitsalwaysaboutme

wait4me ik u hated me, dont go
hard to say i've engraved my fate oh
rip out out my day think its time to sleep
u think i like the way that your sick of me oh

why u sick of me, uh figure it out
listen why u mean to me, just in my house
i got bees on me they fly around
their at peace w me; buzzing sounds
are you killing trees w me, knock that pine down
do you wannna sleep w me, till the world dies down?

wait 4me ik u hated me, dont go
hard to say i've engraved my fate oh
rip out out my day think its time to sleep
u think i like the way that your sick of me oh

wait4me

she was the one </3

@reallilghost

prod. melone

i wanna die (prod. melone)

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
for me
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
for me
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
but u can't even tell

where do i go from here
i'll kick it with my tears
i don't recognize a thing
the water made them sting
where should i even go
i've never felt this alone
should i take my life
cause god it's on my mind

where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
well too bad u can't tell

veins

live

SPOTIFY

heylog - live

video for disappear https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UVq5v6jLk4

produced by @sinxi
lyrics

i am still her eyes lay heavy
ill keep you till you say I'm not ready
I was always ready, i was always ready
how is this real, your aim so steady
still buried where you left me
in frame is where ill never be
she claimed that she missed me
i don't really think that she missed me
she claims i sing you should hear me
i don't really think that you miss me

disappear

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

continue

fly away

ripped out my lungs so i could breathe

right before we die

Relapse (Prod. VasardBeats)

theywantmetofall


couple messages, im trippin over voice lines
everybody wanna say shit that aint right
girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this
swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

and now i fell in love i said i never really wanted
everybody say im fuckin up
put the chain around my throat i swear im shutting up
oblivious to why the fuck im holding on

you hold my past against me without a reason to
im only human can you peak into my point of view 
i think of all the shit she said each time im holding you
i said wasnt gonna end it now im going to

girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this

swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

voicelines [prod. kvbii]

lyrics:

Who knows
Where we’ll be
On tin boats
Come morning
We sit All alone
In suffering
He lets go
To Make room for new dreams

When home 
Is just a feeling
These warm roads
Become healing
Who knows
Where we’ll be
Though books close
His still needs an ending

from golden (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

The forest brings me to life
The sprites will force me to eat
Ucalyptus and pine 
Make up the fumes that I breathe
Slowly I adapt to their kind
And feed my blood to these seeds
Cause every spawned tree of life
Is sewn up tight from our leaves
Our heartbeats Match up
But mine beats  Venom
Oh It beats toxins
Ive turned to what I once ran from
Shame lives in shadow
Im the example
Are worst faults
Only The dark knows
Old grand pianos
Scatter the castle
As sad songs
Swim thru the stone walls
The Heads on the mantle
Hit her sentimental
The last trimmed face
To do her so wrong

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

velvet skin (eric godlow)

lyrics:

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

I met a man in town
He said u only frown 
In breaks of wearing a smile
And all this walking around
Has had him up to his brow
In thought forms all so vile
He knows He stands alone in his way
And worst of all he thinks it of fate
He wears the friendliest face
On top a frame made of hate
In hopes of sunnier days
He thinks of clouds hung grey
And blames faith
He cries and says

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

mane stripped lion (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

In bc with eg im writing this down with og in me
No dcs on my feet but Im gon flip this bitch like dgk
Like a burnt soufflet
Hippy flipping in this bitch just Like a fucking pancake
Andele 
Andele
I got some shit I gotta make
And I don’t love I fornicate
Most this scene just born to hate
U aint making no moves u born to wait
Im walking this road I was born to pave
I swear I must be born to 
I swear I must be born to guide the way
Slapped back in
Let me get into it
I was slumped blacked out
Now im hyper lucid 
Hail fires down on online and on land
I was built like a brick shit house
To withstand
Bout anything anything
Go head and try anything
Magazines the casualties remain just my enemies
I look out in rage and this landscape is red to me
I paint the ground around the bodies with their memories

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

cloud cutter (eric godlow)

ruiner

lyrics:

Everything feels so unreal
Maybe you’re bound to my soul
It’s almost like I've been here
Before, why can't I keep control?

My thoughts are yours forever
Think we belong together

If only you
Could crawl under my skin
Would you adore all of my sins?

Numb all over my face
My mind feels like a maze
I buried your faith
With me into this grave

My thoughts are yours forever
Think we belong together

If only you
Could crawl under my skin
Would you adore all of my sins?

crawl

beyond (with @SARM?)

Tear My Skin Off

Sxdtune, Lxst Boy - love lie

produced by Boyfifty, Pizzle, & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
second time around 
and nothings changing
see right through your face
you’re ghosting, im breaking
picking fights
will leave you on the pavement 
girl you ain’t quirky
wow, you’re just brain dead 
this ain’t the first instance 
where you been sneaking out
window cracked open
just hoping i wouldn’t find out
wouldn’t it be worth it
to end it with me and see him? 
(answer me)
i guess you like it
when dudes fight for your attention 
non-confrontation
you hit me with a side eye
no provocation 
but now i’m just the side guy
play me like nintendo 
cause only for tonight im
getting stepped on till i pop 
like i’m shy guy
woah
yeah that last line kinda hit hard
you’re the only reason 
i got good at making sad songs
when the time flies 
you’ll realize you miss me
think about that
when you roll down his street

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if im still alive
(wait a minute)

(soku)
tell me why you think
that you could get back with me
been having long thoughts in drives
as you roll down his street?
i swear that time could never change the way
i perceive your image
i swear that i just really hate the way
you tell me you miss me
i got a couple bags
off a song that i wrote
but you ain't getting nothing
cause you left me here all alone
you liked the secret meetings
at his place while we dated
but baby that just wasn't secret
cause you know that i hated
yeah
every second
of your little endeavors
but now you messed up so bad
that i won't bother with letters
won't get a Christmas card or nothing
girl you messed up so bad
i hope the time you took away from me
will get you right back
i hope that one day
your console runs out of battery
and you can stop playing games
with guys that don't have control
i hope that one day
that you just run out of flattery
and you can find a better path
and offer Jesus your soul

(lxst boy)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 
oh back in time

back in time 
thoughts of you make me nauseous 
dropping you 
fixed a magic hole in my pocket
call me ten times
i’m ignoring your nonsense 
there’s hate in my heart but it’s a part of the process

ghost girl, pt. 2 (it’s too late to save us) w/ soku (boyfifty x pizzle x lxst boy)

stay with me w/vislyn (prod. TNVR)

Hope u guys like this one. My fave song so far this year, enjoy <3

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
all i seem to do is make you mad
i promise that, that wasn’t what i had in mind
give me one more chance to take it back
but you said that you’re leaving me far behind

and i did what you wanted
i cut all my hair and i changed all my ways
you lied to my face when you said you would stay
and all that i’m left with is a world that’s so grey
and i don’t react
when you say all that
just to get under my skin
and i don’t fight back
there’s no need for that
so i keep it all stored within

and i trusted you with all of my life
and you said some things to ruin my night
talking down like you’re double my height
and i could count the times that you fake cried
and i can’t hold it back no more
manipulating, liar, an excuse for a damn whore
i’ve reached rock bottom, way further than before
you’ve lit me on fire and made me your new torch

guess you got what you wanted
we were over in a flash
but i am always haunted
by the ghost of our past
i can’t believe i lost it
it went right through my hands
your sweater, i ain’t washed it
can’t let go of what we had

HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT LOVE U 333+

within (jpjp)

prod me, mixed and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
hold on
hold on baby
i'm reachin' my 10 & 2
don't got a lot
baby i'm feelin
so low on you
hold on
hold on
still learn to balance
my ebb and flow
don't got a lot
lately been feelin
my headaches grow

baby got me breathin'
deep n' slow
i can never read my peak of flow
constantly go berate me
go and break me
can't you sense
were changin' now
baby why you keep my reachin' short
schemin' all the things
i got you thwart
baby let me free
grindin' on my teeth

hold on
hold on baby
i'm reachin' my 10 & 2
don't got a lot
baby i'm feelin
so low on you
hold on
hold on
still learn to balance
my ebb and flow
don't got a lot
lately been feelin
my headaches grow
hold on
hold on baby
i'm reachin' my 10 & 2
don't got a lot
baby i'm feelin
so low on you
hold on
hold on
still learn to balance
my ebb and flow
don't got a lot
lately been feelin
my headaches grow

leftquiet:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=6IkvORnnRCuGE6EpCHRzvQ
https://www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet

hold on

out now on all platforms!
thank u for listening <3

26/07/2024

ze66y - tell me (ft. shiloh dynasty)

Skam ft dcs -3am

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

Produced by Low Hope.

YOUTUBE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPJ1JIkYCOE

LYRICS:
its been a long week of the same things
sleep when i get home so i dont feel a thing
im not doing well but im sure that u dont care
my lungs r getting sore from breathing in all this frigid air
heart cold, eyes colder
feel low, ill feel lower
and my soul, feels older
i wish things, moved slower
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u)
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)
teardrops turn into ice on my sweater (its cold and i miss u)
im getting really sick of this weather (its cold and i miss u) 
tell me what is love, like will i ever be enough (its cold and i miss u)
drag me through the mud, ill wait here until you're done (its cold and i miss u)

it's cold and i miss you

skele - it's cold and i miss you

Don't Look At Me (Prod. Whethan)

lyrics:

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see 
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out
so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shot gun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

shotgun sheela (eric godlow)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jolst for the fye beet

lyrics:
i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore. x2

i get so pissed and i hate it, i know im not me jus say it.
my posture sucks and im breaking my back just to stand, but i won't say shit.
everybody use my energy like im a fuckin phone
they like "kais is fuckin stupid god i bet he'll never know" 
yeah i notice, its hard to know shit 
i don't really talk to them because im too damn focused.

too damn focused on dreams that i have you should know this,
if i ever give this up because some bullshit in my head i'll regret till i die, i'll regret it till im dead.
shit don't make sense
how am i supposed to get this off my chest?
i been tryin my best
they're not impressed
how am i supposed to feel when i can't rest?

i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore.

within (jpjp)

B Murph