🗡️ʘ‿O|×‿×🔪

can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

you don’t know a thing about about me
i don’t either though
i’m off way  too many xannies i been talkin slow
i feel dead
wont you please just let me rest
i’m stressed
fuck
i can be whatever you want
on whatever i just popped
call me baby
call me crazy
we’ll just wait and see

wont you set me free
i’m lost
i hate that i cannot stop
give me pills bitch i’m gun pop
on god
i got problems baby
wont you come and save me
i’m so sick of fucking waiting
for you 
i just can’t wait all night boo
ill give you my number
for you to come through
for you to come over
find shit to do
yeah
i think i died im sorry

Spotify <3

idiedsrry w/ ifeelsosmall [prod. saint mike]

Baby I’m the fiddler on the roof
Can you hear me in your dreams
watch me, can you stalk me
Baby if I asked would haunt me

Calm down
On the come down
Baby I’m fallin in love with you
Don’t care where we go 
Even if I die I’m stuck with you
Ghost girl a demon fasho
None of these girls got shit on you
None of these girls got shit on you
My love
It’s true


Baby I’m the fiddler on the roof
Can you hear me in your dreams
watch me, can you stalk me
Baby if I asked would haunt me

Haunt Me

beat. prod by Nicholas Allen

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I've been bleeding
You were my flower
Until you left me
Now I'm colder than December
I've been screaming
I'll find someone better
Wait, no I won't
My heart is permanently shattered
I've been hiding in an over-sized sweater
I'm afraid of the world
I like the indoors better
I'm deader than I was last September
My head hurts
Sadboisonly member
I wish I never met her
When loyal is severed
I'll see you again never
That goodbye is forever
Can't keep myself together

Tea and music makes me sad
She's watching me behind my back
I thought I heard some voices in my head
Don't be scared. It's nothing bad
She and her friends think they're so damn cool
I cannot stand them
That's kinda why I hate school
Now I have no friends
Just listen to my words, even though nobody listens
I guess I'm dumb, so I'll just leave then

I've been bleeding
You were my flower
Until you left me
Now I'm colder than December
I've been screaming
I'll find someone better
Wait, no I won't
My heart is permanently shattered
I've been hiding in an over-sized sweater
I'm afraid of the world
I like the indoors better
I'm deader than I was last September
My head hurts. 
Sadboisonly member
I wish I never met her

colderthandecember pt. 1 w/ heylog

Thanks @undergroundunderdogs for the article: https://undergroundunderdogs.com/articles/unknxwn-is-the-voice-in-your-head-with-i-didnt-care/

Lyrics

dont act like you care cause proboly dont
dont say youll be there cause i know that you wont
repetitive relationships, put my trust into others and i always end up alone
I need a bullet to go thru my dome
You can tell by my tone that somethin' is wrong
I'm tired of lookin' at this fuckin' room
I'm tired of waking up feeling the blues
My hearts black as tar that ive put in my lungs
The songs that i make, when i make are not fun
I shine but I die while i burn like the sun
When faced with a problem my choice is to run

I say that I'd rather die & some people take that shit as a joke
They laugh & they smile so fucking hard
I bet they would laugh if i took a rope
Then tied that bitch into a fuckin noose
Then stood the fuck up on a fuckin' chair
Jump & then struggle fightin' for air
Suicide note reads: "I didn't care."
My life would be perfect if i was dead
Or maybe i havent taken my meds
And all of the thoughts are just rushing back, and i just forgot how to deal with that

Yeah
maybe thats it, thats why im feelin like this, thats why I feel like if i died right now i proboly wouldnt be missed
Positivity on E
no one could clean up the mess that is me
i push away everyone that i meet
why have a purpose you cant even see?

My heads fucked up
Fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs
New place, new plug

spotify.

i didn't care. | Produced by Biv

sadeyes: https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

lyrics:
i don’t wanna breath, no
i don’t wanna take that breath, no
i don’t wanna see, no
i don’t wanna wake up yet, no
i don’t wanna live, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed, no
i don’t wanna leave, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed

you’re not what i need
that’s what you said to me
love just isn’t us
i know it’s hard to breath
you’re so far away
so baby can’t you see
fate just doesn’t work
‘cause you’re not here with me

i do not feel well
no, i do not feel well
i never think about the rise
i only think of how i fell
i do not feel well
no, i do not feel well
i think i really hate my life
no, i just really hate myself

if you think that i’m the one
then you don’t know that i’m a coward
i been playing with a gun
i think i might just cock it backwards
every night i wanna die and i just hate this fucking pattern
i’ve been stuck inside my bed
and i don’t think i have the power
to make it out
to ask for help
i’m by myself
i feel vacant now
my family says i’ll be okay 
but i just don’t know how
every day is like nightmare
there’s no getting out

there’s no getting out
there’s no getting out
i’m not well
i’m not well

i don’t wanna breath, no
i don’t wanna take that breath, no
i don’t wanna see, no
i don’t wanna wake up yet, no
i don’t wanna live, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed, no
i don’t wanna leave, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed

‘cause i’m not well
i’m not well
‘cause i’m not well
‘cause i’m not well

Listen on Spotify <3

i'm not well w/ sadeyes (prod. reaper)

lyrics:

i feel like i'm dying
i'm tired of crying
the pain inside's violent
but my screams are silent
i know that you hate me
why's everyone play me
i'm so used to failing
rejection don't phase me

hit a blunt in the back of the bus
'cause it's freezing as fuck
and i'm in love with drugs
i hate that i'm never enough
so you fell out of love
and that shit really sucks

it's sunny outside of my window
i lie in my sins though
and make sure the blinds closed
i hate that i always feel alone
have no place to call home
i'm better off solo

spotify </3

my screams are silent (prod. tothegood)

i'm gonna miss high school and all of the experiences i've had through out it. honestly, i don't feel ready for life, but i guess it doesn't matter because you can't stop time from passing. every second you're alive you're aging.

lyrics:
high school sucks
it really does
i can’t go to school if i’m not on the drugs
high school sucks
it really does
and when it’s done i guess it’s time to grow up

football bleachers where i had my first kiss
with a girl i’m probably never gonna see ever again, shit
i guess that’s life and it’s time to move on
but honestly i wish i could replay it like a song ‘cause
i never told my crush that she was the one
the funny thing is i don’t think she ever was
i wish i could just say that it was lust
but really i don’t think i’m ever meant to be loved

and that’s why
it’s alright
that she’s in his arms at night
‘cause that’s life
and that’s fine
it’s all good. it just makes me wanna die

high school sucks
it really does
i can’t go to school if i’m not on the drugs
high school sucks
it really does
and when it’s done i guess it’s time to grow up

my life sucks
it really does
i can’t go a day without being on drugs
high school sucked
but it was fun
and honestly i’m just afraid of growing up

honestly i’m just afraid of growing up
honestly i’m fucking scared of growing up
i cannot believe my childhood is gone
i cannot believe my childhood is done

no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go you make me feel real
no, don’t go ‘cause i need you still

spotify

high school sucks [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics: 

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo


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boo 'fuckin' hoo (prod. blade901 x 5head)

was i close to being what you wanted?
this whole time, i felt like a fuckin option
was i close to being your dream?
or were there some pieces not perfect in me?

i said,

was i close to being what you wanted?
or was the me inside your head distorted
was i close to being your dream?
hope losing my love, MAKES YOU FUCKIN SCREAM

id rather give myself to the devil 
than sell myself to a bitch
id rather suck on lips of venom
than give you another kiss

lighter to my tongue, burn ur taste away
got my heart stung, let that shit decay

was i close to being what you wanted?
this whole time, i felt like a fuckin option
was i close to being your dream?
or were there some pieces not perfect in me?

i said,

was i close to being what you wanted?
or was the me inside your head distorted
was i close to being your dream?
hope losing my love, MAKES YOU FUCKIN SCREAM

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lighter to my tongue (prod. nothingtodo)

icecaps [prod. nxcturnal]

Lyrics

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

Bad times or a bad mind?
Say I'm done for the last time
But I know I'm not cause that's life
I ain't sleep at all like last night

My life kinda goes like
Up and down then it swerves right
Into the water, I fell off the side
I lost my control when I thought about my

Attempts to get a grip
I'm on thin ice and I'm bouta slip
Did I really slip or did I get tripped?
There ain't shit I can take that could fix this

I'm a lost cause till my last breath
There was no one when I called help
That's what I get with my dumb self
Thinking anyone would even really care

Say you do but you're not there
I'ma lose life cause it's not fair
Know that I'm weird and not the rest
But the least you could do is not stare

Say I don't care but I really do
If you had my mind then what would you do?
Other than stress about all the times
You noticed that people were through with you

It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show
It hurts, I know, you're not alone
Don't get so worked up, life ain't real, it's all show

Why you left I really never might get
I don't really even know what the fuck I did
All alone inside my room every night I sit
I can't play this game anymore, I quit

bad mind. | Produced by rizi x chakuro

popped off
yeah i did it
i been making smoking weed and making music for a living
goddamn
i split designer on my fit bitch
i been tryna cope by spending thousands on my wrist it’s
lit
and lately i been on my mischief shit
cuz i been really tryna make it big
i wish i wasn’t such a misfit kid
i’m always bleeding so my wrist stay slit

these drugs may have cost my soul but it’s worth it to me boo 
so i’m over it
cocaine in the bathroom stall like it’s 1982 took two lines n dipped

she hates what i have become
and i hate that i am so damn numb 
i pack my bong and fill up my lungs 
lately i been feelin so gone
i wish that i would just die
‘cause i’m already dying inside
i hate this world i hate my damn life
might just end it all tonight
don’t waste your time on me 
i wish that you could see
we just aren’t meant to be
i guess that you should leave

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nineteen82 [prod. number48]

feels like love but i know it isn’t
i’m so damn numb who’m i kidding
i hate life i wish that i didn’t
i’m poppin percs just to fix it
but i know that i’ll never fit in
an outlier to the human race
i’m a lost soul and i’m drifting
i wish that i could just be erased
i hate the me that i have become
i’m just a fiend and i need more drugs
off a thirty i’m so fucked up
i’m running out i best hit the plug
i took a journey with no way back ay
i got money i’m chasing so ima make that ay
she jus pass me a swisher so ima face that ay
if you ain’t talkin benjis then just get outta my face
please let me lie here
i wanna die here
i’m so sick of this life
i wanna give into my fears

pain in my head guess i’m broken
i’m already dead they don’t notice

its2much [prod. zach sutton]

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

No matter where I go, I'm always caught in my own mind
Lately I been so low, I just wanna go and get high
She left my heart in the cold, I don't think I'll ever know why
All of my days just go by, no matter the hurt I won't cry

Can't let 'em see me down, that's all they want I know now
Can't get a bottle to drown, I'm really on my own now
I gotta find my way out, I don't got time for the fake now
I just want something real, I hope it's not too late now

Don't ever try to come back, you took my love for granted
Most of these hoe's I can't stand, nowadays I just pass it
Fuck tryna flex on the gram, you really care bout a caption
Burn everything down, turnin' yo life into ashes

Everything past tense, nothing I had ever lasted
All except me, I'm all that I need, I'm real to myself and that's it
Don't want her she plastic, fake love, that's the bad shit
Polluting my heart, my mind, my soul, don't waste my time, it's gettin' old

plastic!

yuh
oh whoa
i don’t really know what
to do
i jus wanna go back
to you
i hate that you’re really gone
can’t take being alone

yuh
i know
you aint really wanna hold me close
you just couldn’t wait to let me go
oh
so let me go
i’m turning to the tabs and the shrooms
i can see the energy in this room
i’ll leave from this vicinity to the moon
but the tears keep falling for you

what’s next
i ain’t really wanna another ex
can we just talk you saw my texts
please don’t leave me here on read 
i’m begging
for you to come save me
the simulations breaking
everybody here is faking
nobody gives a damn
i need you
you don’t need me
everything in life is fleeting
you say you’ll always be there
but i know one day you’ll leave me 
popped off
i jus wanna pull up in a
droptop
so i gotta keep on grinding no i
cant stop
everyday is a reminder
that my soul is gone
im so fucking lost

im falling for you
ion even care if you knew 
gotta cut the past off
start new
baby just back off
were through
baby just say u aint have time for me
but u do with your friends i know ur not busy
now u wonder why i always act all pissy
i know ur doing shit and i know u dont miss me
i dont see us
falling in love
you took whats mine
now i am stuck

letmeGO ft. heylog [thatboineco]

✖️Unfamiliar to people🛸
~ʘ‿O🔪/ ×‿×"~  /    🧬-🎲-☄️
...⚠️...

high school sucks [prod. sketchmyname]

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