scars

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
lets kill the time
gettin’ high.. it’ll lead to my demise

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
& my hearts as cold as ice
baby, look me in my eyes
& tell me everything’s alright

but i know that you hate me
i’m crazy.. but soon i’ll push up daisies
feel like Lil Pump in 2018
yeah, i’ll just say the same thing

runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
let’s touch the sky.. my bitch, she bi..
but she still tell me i’m that guy

i’m cryin’ rivers ‘cause i miss her
in my hearts a fuckin’ a blizzard
she burnt our pictures
i’m drinkin’ liquor; tryin’ hard jus to forget her

it’s so tragic, i’m batshit
just put me in a casket
my heart, you can fuckin’ have it
she said i’m melodramatic..

..

you got me thinkin’ pretty hard
but we both know i’m not that smart
remember when i crashed that car
my soul almost went to the dark..

just look at the stars
forget who you are
rlly never thought things could be this hard

you’re raisin’ the bar
i’m smokin’ on tar
gettin’ fucked up but i ain’t at no bar..

i think i might barf
new Fendi scarf
you told me i’d lose
i still shot for the stars..

i shot for the stars
you make it so hard
baby, you know that i’m fallin’ apart

you won’t ever remember me
the thought of you’s heavenly
until it’s unsettling & i’ll get to trembling

the weather’s so awful
& i feel so hollow 😔
i’m just prayin’ to God that i’m gone by tmrw

i watched her drown in her sorrow
bitch, i’ll drown in this bottle
you can beat me to death
i got love you could borrow..

kill the time

2020-12-19 02:10:56

prod. @iced2gether

sick in the head 
sick sick in the head i'm x2
going crazy 
think i lost it 
yeah i'm off the leash 
imma be this way 
until i rest in peace

fuck a therapy 
i'm broken
there's no remedy 
got the devil in my brain 
he's always tearing me apart
they don't wanna see me win 
i already knew it from the start
making my own way 
yeah i'm shining in the dark

bitch i'm
sick in my head 
sirens on me 
i'm not slowing down
easter pink 
in my cup 
yeah i'm floating now
he talking slick
but he a bum 
that i don't care about 
he gonna run his mouth
we gonna air him out

sick in the head 
sick sick in the head i'm x2
going crazy 
think i lost it 
yeah i'm off the leash 
imma be this way 
until i rest in peace

bitch i feel like i'm future 
cause i'm fucking going beast mode
she gonna eat me like a calorie 
she got a deep throat
nodding off the k 
while i'm breathing in kush smoke
only smoking good dope 
always keep my eyes low

offtheleash (prod. iceboi)

lyrics

you not telling me sum
so whyd u think id trust
i wash off the blood
oh the walls covered in rust
bb whats ur rush
im geeked off what the fuck
youre lying to my face
but hes dead in the trunk
u shuld run
i gave you a head start
its gonna get ugly 
id suggest you stop the front
i step to the back
oh this shit so sad
but you had chose to spew all of the bullshit out your head

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

oh ur so uptight 
i had lost my way almost every time
gimme one more day to be all youd like
sneaking in my brain and now ive lost my sight
sit inside the studio i burn my eyes
zoning out in place, under LED lights 
i can see ur face in the candle light
u seem to be there every time i die
oh
your too slow
to stop whats fate
oh
let go
i hate the taste
if given a choice i would not change a thing
id let it come and see what my fate brings
inside your head its a dial tone ring
just take a breath and calm down fore we sink

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

lowest tier scum [single]

lowest tier scum

lowest tier scum (sorrowbringer x dash)

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
no problem solving
im feeling better dead
lil shawty toxic
like why tha fuck you talking
all that I'm hearing is thoughts inside my head
and i can't seem to make it stop
and i can't seem to ever pause
and i can't see a way out of these damn feelings
and these dark thoughts
constantly haunting my mind 
pretty soon ill run out of time
i wish that it was all a lie
but i'll keep poppin pills til i die

ooh
everyday im busy running from tha truth
i don't know whats next but i been drowning 'cause of you
youre still in my head n i don't know what i should do
only when im dead will i able to move on
im feeling like ima loaded gun
a loose cannon
like what tha fuck
you left me abandoned
im overcome
by all these feelings
i wish that i didn't feel things
ugh
why i always gotta fuck it up
sorry shawty think im outta luck
swear to god i’m feeling so damn stuck


problems

$tefanos - milf hoe (twovrt)

leveling 528HZ

lovespelledbackwards: https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter/

eillah: https://soundcloud.com/halliehey/


lyrics: 
now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

so much has changed since you’ve been gone
i’m lost
please tell me where i went wrong

can’t eat, can’t sleep, nothing left to do
staring at my phone for this call to come through
from you

now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

why’d it have to end that way
nowadays i miss your face
now you’re gone and i’m feeling great
that’s a lie, i’m not okay

i’m not unbreakable
you wanna mend my heart but you can’t save my soul
i know my time is near
i feel alone. i miss when you were here

now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

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end like that w/ lovespelledbackwards & eillah [prod. misery]

sadeyes: https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

lyrics:
i don’t wanna breath, no
i don’t wanna take that breath, no
i don’t wanna see, no
i don’t wanna wake up yet, no
i don’t wanna live, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed, no
i don’t wanna leave, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed

you’re not what i need
that’s what you said to me
love just isn’t us
i know it’s hard to breath
you’re so far away
so baby can’t you see
fate just doesn’t work
‘cause you’re not here with me

i do not feel well
no, i do not feel well
i never think about the rise
i only think of how i fell
i do not feel well
no, i do not feel well
i think i really hate my life
no, i just really hate myself

if you think that i’m the one
then you don’t know that i’m a coward
i been playing with a gun
i think i might just cock it backwards
every night i wanna die and i just hate this fucking pattern
i’ve been stuck inside my bed
and i don’t think i have the power
to make it out
to ask for help
i’m by myself
i feel vacant now
my family says i’ll be okay 
but i just don’t know how
every day is like nightmare
there’s no getting out

there’s no getting out
there’s no getting out
i’m not well
i’m not well

i don’t wanna breath, no
i don’t wanna take that breath, no
i don’t wanna see, no
i don’t wanna wake up yet, no
i don’t wanna live, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed, no
i don’t wanna leave, no
i don’t wanna leave my bed

‘cause i’m not well
i’m not well
‘cause i’m not well
‘cause i’m not well

Listen on Spotify <3

i'm not well w/ sadeyes (prod. reaper)

stuck in emotions

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

i don't belong 
i don't fit in 
don't know where 
i went wrong again
i'll wear my flaws up on my skin
cause nothing matters in the end x2

nothing really matters at all 
i'm still in a constant cycle 
moving in a downward spiral 
all this pain
but i still smile 

and act like i'm alright 
on the inside i still wanna die

you can't help me 
your wasting your time 

don't worry 
i'll be fine 

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

problems

benedixhion