Official Music Video

nipanike (prod. nori)

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

i swear i died i last night 
why tha fuck would you revive me
i do not feel alive
everyday im fuckin dying
so please don’t try
don’t try me bitch
i’m in too deep
don’t give a shit

i be lurkin in tha night
got me feelin creepy
shawty sayin she in love
i’m like “fuck your feelings”
higher than tha ceiling
how’m i fuckin breathing
still
i took way too many fucking pills
i swear i died last night

i swear i died i last night 
why tha fuck would you revive me
i do not feel alive
everyday im fuckin dying
so please don’t try
don’t try me bitch
i’m in too deep
don’t give a shit
i’m poppin percies in tha whip
said fuck it bitch im crashing it
had a mercedes crashed that shit
i’m going crazy
crash my whip
i feel amazing
love that bliss
i’m feelin wavy
drugs to fix
my broken brain
i’ll take that risk
i’m going crazy
crash my whip

in2deep [prod aki]

ikeepfalling4u

whatevrr

get so fucked up
that i can’t think
shut tha fuck up
or you can leave
off too many drugs
baby i’ve turned to a fiend
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
except my pills
i’m just being real
pedal on tha gas
but i got no steering wheel 
i be in my feels so
i’m racing to tha end
was life’s 
oh oh
ooh what’s that?
never seen that pill before
i’m like well goddamn
i’ma need like 30 moret 
‘cause i can’t stand
living life it’s such a bore
so i live reckless
i might fuck your whore
might as well
shawty said she loved me
had me stuck under her spell
then i realized
nothing that she said was even real
she was playing games
fuck it i jus need more pills
fuck it
fuck it
i jus need more pills
bitch im going insane
i can’t fucking stand it
all the pain in my brain

reckless

0 (nxietymeds x flesh)

hiatus

hiatus (noah808 x ryan kelly)

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
no problem solving
im feeling better dead
lil shawty toxic
like why tha fuck you talking
all that I'm hearing is thoughts inside my head
and i can't seem to make it stop
and i can't seem to ever pause
and i can't see a way out of these damn feelings
and these dark thoughts
constantly haunting my mind 
pretty soon ill run out of time
i wish that it was all a lie
but i'll keep poppin pills til i die

ooh
everyday im busy running from tha truth
i don't know whats next but i been drowning 'cause of you
youre still in my head n i don't know what i should do
only when im dead will i able to move on
im feeling like ima loaded gun
a loose cannon
like what tha fuck
you left me abandoned
im overcome
by all these feelings
i wish that i didn't feel things
ugh
why i always gotta fuck it up
sorry shawty think im outta luck
swear to god i’m feeling so damn stuck


problems [prod. onceunveiled]

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

When I'm awake I'm dreaming
Your the one I'm seeing
In my head like all the time
Try to get you off my mind

Always overthinking
Always high for nothing
I love feeling nothing
Ketamine I'm frozen

You play me like a game
Fucking with my emotions
Acting like you care
But I know that you fronting

You lie right to my face
So now our trust is broken
Hope you miss me
Going missing you won't see me again

You won't see me again
Diving off the deep end
Everyday I'm drowning
In this life I'm locked in
There's no other option
Yeah this do or die
I'm aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly

Aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly
Far away from everyone
And everything

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Still aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

problems [prod. onceunveiled]

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