COUGHIN UP MY LUNGS IS THE WAY I DEAL WITH STRESS

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

White Picket Fences

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

i wana die with u (prod. xmichaelwarren x jean parker)

respite

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

i will lead u to ur doom!

Acoustic mashup of "not home. - srry" + "residential. - srry pt2"

[srry pt2]
She told me that I do the most
Faded with friends in the smoke
Rather not pick up the phone, prolly best I'm off on my own

[srry]
I'll do my best to keep it honest
I talk my shit, I talk my garbage
My family knows I'm fucking heartless
Smoke fills my lungs every night
It's the only thing that kills the time
Feel like life is looking better high
Something just ain't feeling right
Baby, tell me why I wanna die

[srry pt2]
She told me that I do the most
Faded with friends in the smoke
Rather not pick up the phone, prolly best I'm off on my own

residential. - srry/srry pt2 *acoustic*

I'm like since when 
Since when were you with him
Nothing 
Nothing feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in

I just miss your face
And all the things you’d say
You still on my brain
No you don’t know my pain
I still have trouble saying aloud 

That since when 
Since when you met him
Nothing
Nothing feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend  
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in
Met him
Met him 
Since you met him
Nothing 
Nothing 
Feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in

dive (prod. vaegud & sketchmyname)

Defiler ft. Softheart (prod. LOCAL ZERO)

it's not enough (ft. caspr + morgan bates)

(mostly) songs i wrote about a girl i no longer know

give.

betweentheveinsandi

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