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lyrics vvv

yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

FUCK OFFFFFFFFF! hope u have a good day and ty for streaming <3
Produced by: yungspoiler
Written by: B murph
Mixed/mastered by: B Murph
Performed by: B Murph

LYRICS: 
I slip and fall back in your arms 
But, It's not what I really want
So baby fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
"Am I not enough?" That's what they all say to me
Fuck off, why won't you just let me be 
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off

And we can try and try again but there’s nothing left, yeah 
The chemistry is dead and there’s nothing more that needs to be said
But your still holding on, to something out your reach
You got me begging on my knees, screaming out baby please

Fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
"Am I not enough?" That's what they all say to me
Fuck off, why won't you just let me be 
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
(Oh baby fuck off)
(Fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off)

fuck OFF!

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

glass

same year new me
prod. @cherryrizla the goat
everything else done by me
new songs biweekly starting now <3

lyrics:
wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wave past in the foreground
lights on, show’s dead in the background
head’s up on a swivel
turning away to carve out like a chisel

life aint what it seem and i don’t wanna talk now
sick of the way i don’t know how to talk,
complacency, kicks in like vacancy
just a matter of

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

wake up, it's time to go

wake up, it's time to go [cherryrizla]

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https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
https://soundcloud.com/88strait

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

and every time you run away i'm getting closer to the edge 
i don’t wanna talk to you i don’t need another friend
fake friends they been wasting all my time
got no patience in this basement out my mind
i been complacent, i can’t face it, shut my eyes 
too many thoughts inside this head of mine
i think too much shut me up
i don't know how but could you just fuck…

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

see, i’m dying
no need to help i hate my skin
fool me once then fool me twice
i don’t wanna play this
fuck me up i’ll take my life
living dead it’s shear bliss
take my hand and kiss my head i’ll die when we see snow
i don’t wanna hurt you but it’s hard when it gets cold
i’m still waiting for the day when you just stab me in the back and leave
just tell me that you hate me i can’t take it baby let me bleed

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

FROSTBITE

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SHIKI XO & 88STRAIT - FROSTBITE

【﻿ｂｕｃｋｌｅ　ｄｏｗｎ；ｓｅｖｅｒ　ｅｎｄｓ】

s/o @plslovejai for getting on this w me <3 ly man
prod by @blvnkface 🖤
released w/ @bitekivibes 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter 

thank you for listening. 
the immensity of how much this means to me, is beyond even myself.
thank you.
x

[autumn]
(never) 
(save my breath before your's)

i hate the sound of my name
i hear that shit way too much
i contemplate, then i drink
and now i live in the mud
what a gruesome fate
what a hideous face you've got there
i say with shattered thumbs
if the cat got my tongue, i teach the cat to become me
quit calling my bluff
i'm only playing the dummy
mask is fading slowly
at the end of the day, i'm forever roaming
so where do i begin?
i never thought i'd grow so sick
it's hard to catch the words that drip and 
melt from right under my skin

never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

lose yourself on purpose to gain a scar
drawn one step closer, just to fall apart
i've grown so accustomed to habits
at this point, they're all i have left
(it's all for you) (3x)
when'd it get so difficult to 
get a grip on my own head

[jai]
maybe my tongue's tied
i can't live in the moment
and i got a heart full of gold
but it's only me who can own it
so i'd rather die alone
than be the hamster stuck on your wheel
it's just myself these days
don't care enough to gain your appeal
and i'm tired
of never being what you think
usually i always try again
but this time ima quit
i watch the sky turn to grey
i miss the touch of her lips
there's nothing else i can say
i'm watching happiness slip away

it wasn't part of the plan
ooo
i can tell you my story, but there's two sides to every one
i dont know if this is for me
take a step before i run
on the edge, i'm boutta free fall
i hit you when i'm done

[autumn]
never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

i can't remember the last time i ain't feel distressed
buckle down, it's my time to sever ends
who said it'd be okay to visit up ahead
just to meet myself
at mirror's edge

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

good night
enjoy

lyrics:
tell me how to feel
tell me how to live
clearly i dont know
cuz now i rly cant forgive
put ur heart in a keepsake 
tellin him shit that we’d say
i smoke up for the relay
used to think that every
thing i’d say was backwards
shit i didnt matter
hard to cope at all
when i hear is all the chatter
my mind is fixed on my passion
i struggle with takin action

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

tell me how to cope
late december snow
blurry photographs
its chilly in the autumn cold
u know i miss u, farther
than we’ve been before
i know it got too hard
thats why im gone for good

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

easily, in fact [autrioly]

prod. me x @thislandis

lyrics:
quick smoke in the yard
i never thought you’d come back home
you’re drunk in the car
that we borrowed from your father 
just sleep it off
and turn your mattress yellow
love, just keep the faith
you’ll get your fix tomorrow

find me at my pity party
blacking out on cheap white wine
find me passed out in the backseat
find me running out of time
find me at my pity party
blacking out, blacking out
just find me something to wash all this down
wash all this down oh woah-oh-oh

and i don’t wanna talk too much
before this pill kicks in, so it won’t hurt
and i don’t wanna wait all night
for a phone to ring just cuz u sound like her
and you’re telling me that it’s too late
and love’s just photographs and tramadol 
but i don’t wanna go back home
just to black out in this hallway again

and again

pity party

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