I am very emotional rn and this is tipping me

worse than i imagined ft. kennedyxoxo

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

prod. drma x nihil2free

u lack 2 text back
u don't even call
don't even say you care
u don't at all

apparition (drma)

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

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If you love me baby can you hold my hand
I'm so tired of everything you've got
Waking up to agonizing pain
You're lost in that, that's what you said

I give you love, it's not enough
I'll see you home, but then you're gone
I don't understand
You say you're busy, but you're with your friend

I don't want nothing to do with you anymore
And now I hear you're coming close
Holding my chest and it hurts
I can't guess how you feel

You surprise me all the time
I don't understand why you can see you right there
I feel lost and confused on this moment

Ruin my life on my own
Bring me back, take me back to December
I remember when it's done
You told me you wanted to be warm

You know my chest is just a little
But I can't take you back to me
Erasing memories again
I'm stuck in this place forever again

You're wanting me back, never again
You're wishing me wrong, why didn't I care
You told me how I'm doing, so I'm doing just fine
I know you want me to die

Every time that I try
You confess in a song
I know you see me crying
I don't understand

But I could be a better person all the time will tell
Cause I can change for you if you want me to

memories (domesticsoul x vito)

dreaming of you ft lil booj

dreaming of u ft. lil booj

www.carlbymusic.com
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @pekarot_161

LYRICS
All the places that I used to go 
At sixteen have now been closed 
2010 just feels so far away
And the house that I grew up in
No longer belongs to me
But I still belong to these
Midwest streets on which I cut my teeth

Have you heard the news
The shopping mall’s been closed
Vacant signs and boarded windows
A sad sight to behold
Guess it’s a sign of the times
So this is what growing old feels like
Saying goodbye to everything we’ve come to know

I’m getting good at saying goodbye

This town I call my home
Is slowly being overgrown
Taken back by nature
We’re all in danger of being swallowed whole

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Overgrown (Prod. Horosha & Pekarot)

www.carlbymusic.com
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @pekarot_161

LYRICS
Blank stares are all I ever get
Promises bounce back like blank checks
I’ll have to take a rain check
Haven't felt myself at all since you left
At all since you left me
It all feels so heavy now
Like ten tons of concrete
Attached to my feet
Dragging me further down

So let the ocean take me
Far beneath the waves
‘Cause I’m not worth saving
Into a watery grave
Maybe one day I’ll emerge unscathed from all this
Despite the fact that I’m the one who caused it
I advise that you take caution
Time you spent on me is lost
And it weighs heavy on my conscience

Ten Tons (Prod. Horosha & Pekarot)

@whywewish
@glxsgxw
produced by: @irby314

artwork by @glxsgxw

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damn !! [w/whywewish & glxsgxw][+irby]

prod irby 
@irby314

please dont give up on me i swear i will try my hardest
I understand your worries i get why your cautious
ill hold your baby whilst you rest right beside me
and when i look into your eyes thats when im happy

when did it go wrong?
it seems only yesterday
that we were living our lives with no care in the world
i feel so fucking sick

how did it end up like this?
how did it all fall to bits?
summer gave into autumn
and it blew away my love with my kiss

forests come with mist
i walk through the leaves as they crunch and twist underneath me
my eyes can't resist
the tear falls down on to my cheek as i'm sat under the Oaktree

we use to dance and dance
until we cried laughed
that was our first year anniversary

and now i ponder if
i could take it back
i feel like i've changed
i've got some proof for that
i know we needed to
doesnt mean we wanted to
just guess it's better for
the both of us too move
i hope you think of me
because i think of you

just rest, rest beside me. (irby)

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Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Ten Tons (Prod. Horosha & Pekarot)

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