produced by me

northxan - gimme a minute prod jayysoul atmxs luckey

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@proddb808
@bonxxx
@pillowcaster
@k4rson

just say ur in love
im not high enough 
i gave u my trust
were not in love
im not enough 
what happened to us 
what happened to us 
i hate my self
i hate my self
baby can u tell
how i felt
missing what we had
know u want me back
i cant go out sad
i cant go out sad 
where u been at 
where u been at 
cant take it back 
i take it back 
how could i love u 
when u dont love me 
u know i trust u
promise u could trust me

myself

worked w goat artists on this tape! part 2 will be out soon <3 

vonte* - pilot (sleepy + luckey)

vonte* - say no names (sleepy + luckey + jayysoul)

@rewind214

what're u so afraid of ?
take my hand i'll keep u safe 
now ur all I think of 
cuz of u I lie awake 
ur love what I need now 
plz give me ur time of day 
say u won't go away 
i'll show u that i'll stay 
rest assured, it could be worse 
life takes its turns but i'm along for the ride
and u could be shotgun be mine 
girl if looks could kill I would dieee X_X

going in circles with the thought in my head 
these thoughts so hurtful I can't put em to rest 
i don't deserve u but i'm trying my best 
what could this turn to i'm not holding my breath
either the stars are aligned or my hopes too high .. 
so scared saying goodbye will it be the last time 
smoke u up talk all night 
ur in my arms it feel right 
i'll be urs u'll be mine u'll be minee 

girl i'll stay, wait right here 
spendin time away from u and it pass so slow :( 
i'll decay for u, in ur brain need to know need to know 

what're u so afraid of ?
take my hand i'll keep u safe 
now ur all I think of 
cuz of u I lie awake 
ur love what I need now 
plz give me ur time of day 
say u won't go away 
i'll show u that i'll stay 
rest assured, it could be worse 
life takes its turns but i'm along for the ride
and u could be shotgun be mine 
girl if looks could kill I would dieee X_X

oh girl i'd die, oh girl i'd die 
u know i'd die, u know i'd die 
oh girl i'd die, oh girl i'd die 
u know i'd die, u know i'd die 


if looks could kill (rewind)

call me w/ counter (16kibo)

uncle ben p. tgwog luckeyknows

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

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