sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)
mixed by krieg
art by krieg
photography by samy ayala

sleep2much

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

lyrics

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just spent a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

in a week maybe two
look at my face i gone blue
im smoking on hazy now
bitch im smoking u
what u gonna do
i put u in a mood
im just fucking rude
aint nun to do with u

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

its an all black fit with the silver chains on top of it
metal in my face i feel this jewelry pierce my fucking skin
i dont get what the hell the fucking problem is
i cant love myself despite when im hearing all these compliments

im just doing what i do
wanna see what i can do before im 22
maybe have a house with a pool and a view
i can just kick back smoking bongs on the roof
i can just kick back getting plays getting views
see my name not my face in the news
i dont need no girl on my waist or a boo
and i like being alone i dont need u too

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back


heart attack 110 (killedmyself)

hope yall enjoy
shoutout @seejayxo
prod. @splashgang

goner w/ seejayxo (splashgang)

thank u for 300 followers :)

stay disciplined <3 

lyrics 

sittin on top of a tree, hoping i make it out
just tryna get in good habits, then i turn it on and hit the ground
sipin my coffee
please dont make a sound
let me sip my coffee or im jus gon sit around

feel the breeze, brush the leaves, and look at ur hometown
feeling so small, its ok, yeah its allowed
but if u think about it for too long, tommorow will become the now

im on track to 200 songs this year if u round to hundreds
my notes on like a thousand, yet my motivation plumets
i cant tell u why i do this, i cant tell u nothin
but its like every fuckin night, even when im not productive

i still feel there’s hope but i cant tell u when its coming
i jus wanna know, like please give me a sign or something
but you cant rely on an outside source
so put in front your musts and remove all this fuckin “wanting”

like remove all this fuckin wanting 
just do it
like remove all this fuckin wanting 
ooo 
remove all this fuckin wanting 
remove all this fuckin wanting

slow process (drkmnd x no spirit)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

spotify & apple music!

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

whatever you say i do
know that you've been changing i'm changing too
but i can feel it against my throat
but i've been ok alone
first time was the best time, was the last time 
did you know that?
held open like it's so bad
try to slow down just can't

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

better yet i couldn't lie to you
there's not something else that i gotta do
i'm uncomfortable and i couldn't move
but i feel this bed isn't cold enough when it's just me
i found a way out the dark but it's harder to start
when i just couldn't trust me

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

feels a little late to be checking in
i've been checking out and i'm sick of it
and i've been sick of me and i've been sick of you
and every single thing that i couldn't do
straight out the darkness it reminds of 
of the footsteps, they're two sizes 
and you noticed and i broke down
left as soon as it's cold out

something else that we could counteract
disappear but i've been cool with that 
disappear yeah i've been cool with that

stuff to say you could have said before
i don't see a thing worth staying for 
i don't see a thing worth staying for 

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

Remnants

we said us forever 

cyzun vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope
https://soundcloud.com/ztope

prod. dianasty. - https://www.youtube.com/@dianasty.x

skele - https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics 

im feeling all blue
i don’t want too
but i have too
im healing from the past you 
i guess i should’ve knew
it was to good to be true 
now you’re attached to guy who doesn’t want you
you told me all your trauma 
told me all your problems 
made me sick i hated him i wanted to try and solve em
cause girl you deserve the world 
nothing less than that
just know id kill anyone who makes you feel the past

im feeling awful holding a bottle 
i hope your happier
sit through tomorrow 
get through the sorrow
do it again for sure
waking up in this empty house
teach myself how to do without 
sleeping right next to you
it’s been an afternoon
i know that your with someone better 
giving up so i don’t upset em
wonder if you still wear that sweater
funny how we said us forever 
and we can try it again 
just all over again 
all over again 
(funny how we said us forever)

we said us forever w/ skele (dianasty)

halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

we said us forever w/ skele (dianasty)

cyzun

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