yqualizers - dazzling (demo)*

I've been seeing more and more articles in the news about mental health issues in these trying times. If you have a moment, give this song a listen and really try to listen to the lyrics.  Thank you.
Wrote this song to help raise awareness of the anguish and suffering of anyone afflicted by any form of mental illness.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lqr22JOLKn0

Intro:  
Left: Afraid, broken, vulnerable, sadness, oppressed, hopeless, insecure, empty, nervous, abandoned, consumed, dejected, alone, emotional, suicidal, fragile, hurt, miserable, overwhelmed,

Right: Devastated, paranoid, crushed, exhausted, shattered, withdrawn, tearful, weak, suffering, isolated, helpless, distraught, anxious, brittle, defensive, suffocating, numb, pain, failure.

Verse 1
These voices in my head
   I hear them calling but there’s emptiness in there.
These voices in my head
   The echos bouncing in the darkness of my mind.
These voices in my head
   The chatter blurring thoughts that are barely there.

Chorus:	
I feel emptiness and fear, of being all alone.
I sit and wonder, anybody see the pain.
I’m scared and hopeless dare not share my shame.
Loneliness consumes me, eats away the ye-ears 

Verse 2
These voices in my head
   I dare not dream, I fear nightmares and pain.
These voices in my head
   Fill me with sorrow, I see no end in sight.
These voices in my head
   Make me insecure and bring me guilt and shame.

<Chorus>

Instrumental:

Verse 3
These voices in my head
   Suffer through the pain trying to hold out my hand.
These voices in my head
   The crushing darkness breaks my heart consumes my mind.
These voices in my head
   Does anybody notice, does anybody care.

<Chorus>

Verse 4
These voices in my head
   I ask why, there are no tears when I cry.
These voices in my head
   No one hears the silent screams in my mind.
These voices in my head
   You don’t understand when I tell you I’m fine.

<Chorus>

Outro: (with just guitar and synths)
These voices in my head
   I hear a soothing voice reaching for my hand.
These voices in my head
   I see a light, where darkness filled my soul.
These voices in my head
   Someone heard my cry, now I’am alone no more.
These voices in my head
   These voices slowly fading from my mind

Playing a Godin xtSA through a Roland GR-55. A Schecter P series bass straight into the input interface. Recorded through an AudioBox 22VSL using Presonus Studio One 4. Drums and synths played on and Impact LX49 using Studio One instruments.

These Voices In My Head

2019
Full album: www.youtube.com/watch?v=jrJpSfVhb…&feature=youtu.be

Vernulsya

The washing machines had a gutsful
It’s raining again on the lawn
There’s muck on the floor and there’s mud in your hair
Can I wipe can I clean any more?

O woman rise up from your ashes
so you don’t thrill to clean any more,
Spin around and at least you’ll get dizzy
and there’s plenty of food on the floor

O I don’t expect joy all the time,
And I never expected true bliss,
But when we fell down and made babies
I didn’t anticipate this!

There’s a strange sense of wild in my head now,
There’s a part of me drifting away
Watch a woman down there in the kitchen
as I unclip one side of me brain


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This is one of my older songs that I am still quite fond of..  I have had fun mixing it up with some random sounds from my laundry and goodness knows where else while I was in creative mode!  And yes, that picture IS the machine performing in the piece.. :-))
Written sung made and played by Emma.

Washing Machine Song...  (O I don't expect joy ALL the time!)

Out Of The Sky

Dancing Ice Crystals

GRIFFONNE est une de mes créatures imaginaires visuelles et sonores.
GRIFFONNE is one of my visual and sound imaginary creatures.

GRIFFONNE

A collaboration with Torbjørn Vagle and Jimmy Rivas.

I sent a demo of the song with the basic chord sequence to Torbjørn  and Jimmy in the hope they would consider joining me for another collaboration, Torbjørn to add his exceptional keyboards, Jimmy to write lyrics and provide his powerful and distinctive vocal, luckily for me they both agreed.

Torbjørn  and Jimmy’s contributions have lifted the song to a level way beyond my original demo, thanks very much for your outstanding work guys.

Triumph over adversity is the theme here, I think we can all relate.


Credits:-

Jimmy:- Lyrics, Vocals, vocal composition and arrangements. @j-rivas

Torbjørn:- Organ, Synths, keyboard composition and arrangements. https://soundcloud.com/tobbenv

Dairv:- Guitars, Bass, Drums, musical composition, final mix and mastering, cover photo.

An Invisible Enemy (Jimmy Rivas - Torbjørn  Vagle - Dairv Dubbleyew)

Creating "ear candy" with electronic music. Dave on piano and synthesizers.

DAVEHEFFNER.COM

High Voltage

Fine Print 154 BPM (Open For Download!)

Schnee (Snow) - Rock Flexible
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Ein Blick nach draußen, es fällt Schnee
Ich fühl’ mich kalt und so schwer
We’re frozen in time and frozen in place
Kann mich kaum erinnern, alles ist so leer.

Tag um Tag, alles fühlt sich gleich an.
In jeder Nacht kaum noch Schlaf.
… don’t know where to go, where to find you …
Seh’ dich mehr und mehr verblassen, Nacht für Nacht.
—
Hey, Hello, Komm,
Leave the shelter
Der Sturm ist fast vorüber schon
Die Schatten werden schneller kürzer
And the sun will always shine on us … 
—
Folge den Spuren im frischen Weiß
Bin ich wohl doch nicht ganz allein so früh hier
I know I know they told you many lies, again
Hatte keine Chance mehr, den Fehler zu finden.
… don’t know where to go, where to find you …
Seh’ Dich mehr und mehr verblassen, Tag für Tag.
—
Hey, Hello, Komm,
Leave the shelter
Der Sturm ist fast vorüber schon
Die Schatten werden schneller kürzer
And the sun will always shine on us … 
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All Instruments, vocals, recording mix and master by rock_flexible
Additional female vocals by Naicke (https://soundcloud.com/user-746049418)
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(c) 2021 - rock_flexible
Last Update: 
Schnee Master 1b - Rock Flexible, 08.01.2021
Schnee Master 1a - Rock Flexible, 03.01.2021 (revised de-esser and end-fade)

Schnee (Snow) - Rock Flexible

Taking it back' with a classical approach supporting the amazing vocal and lyrics from IPG1- Ian Greaves, https://soundcloud.com/ipg1

'Taking It Back' Featuring  IPG1 vocals

I’m a self taught hobbyist composer / guitarist with a wide range of musical influences.
There’s a wealth of talent here on SoundCloud, so thank you for taking time to visit my page.
Thanks also to all the talented artists here on the Cloud I’ve had the privilege of collaborating with.