this fire mike sorry I'm late to this one

prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

(this is heavily inspired by 9tails & and his song 505) 
here is the song <3
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/fiveofive-prod-excedi
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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//lyrics//
50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me feel so worthless 

focus overdosing pop a pill or 2 baby is it me or you you won't see me crying anywhere eternal fucked up you gon see me cry 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

why you like that x2 such a cold air for away from me 

50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

5PM that's when i slit my wrist we could of been something guess thats memory looking at old pictures of you i wanna go back i wanna go back

505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to ×2




i'm just a memory (nadiak)

sedatives (jewelryboy)

gargoyle prod. grey

baby i don't want to die in my hometown
i'm a dealer
i'm supplying my own doubt
never would i had thought
i would feel this all again
you would strike me as a passerby
every now and then
baby i don't want to die in my hometown
i guess it's only a matter of time..

vines grow fast inside my mind
don't leave me here
it's not safe inside my head
i've only come to keep you safe for some time
as we pass into the light
right?

Gargoyle

treacherous *mo beats*

https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

repeat the mantra I’ll be fine yeah everything is fine nothing can go wrong now 
breaking all the bottles that I’ve piled up inside 
all these efforts aren’t cherished feel like my demise
repeat the mantra I’ll be fine yeah everything is fine nothing can go wrong now 
got your friend in the other room cutting lines 
all these efforts aren’t cherished feel like my demise

I’ve been treated like somebody that I’m not 
Deal with problems unhealthily just leave new here to rot 
you think I don’t know what I’m doing to myself huh 
too aware of everything my head can’t take it all 
make another threat I don’t give a fuck 
not impressed i'm not the one to get star struck 
Ur taking space up in my head nah you can’t threaten 
here I am again just waiting for the last second
My memories are full of moments others can’t recall 
your eyelids open but you’re not accepting no you’re not 
n I Try so hard to take the blame we know it’s my fault 
hear it all again yeah u know it’s my fault my fault 

Yeah it’s my fault 
That I notice
these things
I follow the steps 
and I repeat again 

repeat the mantra I’ll be fine yeah everything is fine nothing can go wrong now 
breaking all the bottles that I’ve piled up inside 
all these efforts aren’t cherished feel like my demise
repeat the mantra I’ll be fine yeah everything is fine nothing can go wrong now 
got your friend in the other room cutting lines 
all these efforts aren’t cherished feel like my demise

repeat the mantra (frevel x jolst)

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E
Additional Production by perfectother

Lyrics:
[ FRAN$E ]
so feed me all your bullshit. little lies
i could tell that you were full of it i see it in your eyes, no surprise 
you were toxic. parasite 
latch on to me make me nauseous. till i die
so feed me all your bullshit. little lies
i could tell that would use me i could sense it in your eyes, no surprise 
you were toxic. parasite 
latch on to me make me nauseous. till i die

[ @perfectother ]
didn’t know you were the type, oh
you told me all those white lies with a smile like you was right 
you 
ride it out like a storm
you write me off like a typo
seen you on a line trying not to fall, something like a tight rope like it’s your show
so pretty outside, not pretty inside
you’re a pretty little liar, doing pretty little lines
said you’d give me all your time,
your intentions in disguise
saw the hickeys on your thighs, throw your pity in the fire

till it’s smoke..

i gave you all my fucking trust
you burned it down, i’m dust to dust
you traded in my love for lust
i know the art of giving up
thoughts that are haunting me, smoke going up but i’m fearless
i’m getting high till i’m up on the ceiling
giving so much of a fuck, i can’t feel it

i can’t feel a thing..
you come around like karma, like saturn’s rings
to punish me
i see what’s underneath
that mask of yours..

[ FRAN$E ]
so feed me all your bullshit. little lies
i could tell that you were full of it i see it in your eyes, no surprise 
you were toxic. parasite 
latch on to me make me nauseous. till i die
so feed me all your bullshit. little lies
i could tell that would use me i could sense it in your eyes, no surprise 
you were toxic. parasite 
latch on to me make me nauseous. till i die

Parasite

✞ spotify + apple ✞

Parasite ft. perfectother

this shit is non-profit as fuck.

lyrics:

who have i become?
i can’t look in the mirror. 
i tell them that i’m done
my vision becomes clearer
oh i’m not having fun
i’ll isolate this winter
the thorns stuck in my tongue
my voice falls and splinters

and i don’t know who i see when that reflection stares back
their eyes are sunken in so bad that they almost look pitch black
and they’ve lost all their care cause once their life was filled with gold
now they’re sure that deaths coming real soon, yeah their loved ones won’t grow old

i see
broken people
all around me
they hold on
for futile
reasons
and miracles

oh i’m so jaded oh i’m so numb
i can’t believe the person that i’ve become
i’m not the same person that i used to be
they’re buried in the ground and slowly decaying
i’m fading
i’m fading
these silent
conversations
don’t wonder how
cause you’ve seen the signs
yeah i’ve been breaking down 
almost every night

the apathy (prod. idealism)

The Rest Of My Life (Prod by oniichan)

Mixed/Mastered By me 
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/mixedmatches-1
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/mixedmatches-1

Lyrics

i know you would stay
if I had the time
wherever you go
you'll be in my mind
a memory where every day for you
we're meant to be
i said to you
you're my dream
you're my dream
then I let go

i know you would stay
if I had the time 
take me away 
babe please don’t complain 
just know things will change 
I hope you feel the same 
nobody can compare to you 
I only see myself with you 
my heart is getting weak 
my conscience is asleep 
I just think I’m in a dream 
I can’t see a thing 
your words don’t hurt babe
please try your best to see 
i don’t like the way you change 
you’re in my dream 
i don’t even know your name

you're my dream x4
then i let go

you're my dream w/ mixed matches

dont talk 2 me like u know me (prod. anigiri)

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