сделал круто, но припев (в начале) будто не в тон, то ли ты свёл плохо..

hope you'll don't be underrated, gl and never stop!

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thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

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lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Blue Eyes

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

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Baby I

SPACE_FREESTYLE_ 2

a surprise song <3
written, produced, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know

i know that i've fucked up
will I ever be forgiven
hitting up another pub
im really so emotion driven

said to me you don't want to see my face
you don't see me trying, i don't see you crying
didn't see you running, didn't see me fighting
i ain't even trying to get with you again

i could really mention, all the things you did in the past
but i don't see the point 
cause when i try to talk things out
they always end up on your side
and here's another fight
i'm the one to blame
all the time

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know
x2

Always Thought It Was My Fault

(prod. by discent & weirdove)

I WILL SPILL MY OWN BLOOD FOR YOU UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO DRAIN.

LYRICS:

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

Temptation on your lips,
The feeling isn’t mutual..
I swear I’m sick of you,
The thought is just uncomfortable!
You make my skin crawl; I can’t believe I loved you!
You don’t deserve my breath,
The least I can do is pity you..

FUCK! 
When I’m WINNING  I’m LOSING,
I’m SPIRALING DOWN it’s AMUSING,
The FEELINGS INSIDE are just OOZING,
SPILL ALL my BLOOD I FEEL WOOZY!

ALL of these DRUGS that I’m USING,
The WAY that I NUMB is ABUSING,
I can’t FIND MYSELF in these PROBLEMS,
But MAYBE I can MAKE A NEW ME!

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

BLOODSPORT (prod. by discent & weirdove)

[Lyrics]

You left me to die
Still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
You promised me this wasn't just a phase

Baby when I take that giant step to make the list, yeah
You know I might slap a couple thousand on my wrist, yeah
Heal my heart with spending you can only ever wish for
Not one for material, I do it for the diss
Give me four more years on the wave
And you'll be crawling back when I say
Hit a milli in the bank, that's a safe
Didn't need your help, go away

I've had too much patience 
Riding out this pain since
You played me a fool
Wasted years of needing you

I still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
I promise you this isn't just a phase

Blood Under Starlight

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

lyrics:

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone 

My one true friend used to be myself 
But now I can’t even stand to fuckin look at myself 
Take a bite of nostalgia put it back on the shelf 
Cheap vodka and weed those teenage smells 
But now a days nothin really helps 
I just wanna go back to when I loved myself 
Life is fuckin me but I don’t kiss and tell 
But the smile on my face say it’s good and well 

I think I wanna kill myself 
Wait, Is that okay to say out loud?  
I would scream and cry for help 
But my life is just a dream where my screams got no sound 

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone 

The silence is so deafening 
Self violence will be my reckoning 

Am i lost or am I gone ?
I’m just another sad song 
The moon awakes at my dawn 
The way I live feels wrong 

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone

Always Thought It Was My Fault

Deadfish

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