(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

one shot from the grave (sorrow bringer)

I feel aches in my bones 
What a day for you to be here tonight

I’m lost in the comfort within your arms

Don’t remind me of the summer that I broke your heart 

Just let me sing to the beat of your heart as we drift away 

Don’t stop while your here tonight 
Our pages won’t burn on a Friday night 

We can write our own path every single night 
If you stay with me 

Within all the chaos I’ve been talking 
Lyrics in my head autta put me in a coffin 

Cut me slash me put me in a trash bin 
least I’d no that you never ever miss me 

I feel aches in my bones 
What a day for you to be here tonight

I’m lost in the story of your eyes this Friday night 
This Friday night 

Take your time it’ll be alright 
Don’t forget to lock the ghosts inside 

Don’t stop while your here tonight 
Our pages won’t burn on a Friday night 

We can write our own path every single night 
If you stay with me 

I feel aches in my bones 
What a day for you to be here tonight

I’m lost in the comfort within your arms

Don’t remind me of the summer that I broke your heart 

Just let me sing to the beat of your heart as we drift away 

Within all the chaos I’ve been talking 
Lyrics in my head autta put me in a coffin 

Cut me slash me put me in a trash bin 
least I’d no that you never ever miss me 

I feel aches in my bones 
What a day for you to be here tonight

I’m lost in the story of your eyes this Friday night

Aches In My Bones [+ splashgvng]

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
it feels like im drowning
i wake up im bruised and battered
i finally stop spinning
and the ocean goes on forever and ever

what we have isn’t perfect, but fuck it we’re trying
i struggle with certainty, and the truth is im lying
my heart is a mess inside
but i know im fine enough

im seasick
took my heart, i didnt know that i needed it
fall apart, the very second we’re leavin and then
i wasn’t smart, couldn’t even bear to see the ship go
underrrr
the very second we had
sundereddd

and thats the last time i fall apart to save myself 
our story passed time, written like a book up on the shelf
and i swear im always
fucking up
nowhere to run

everything is 
uncomfortable
its never fun

and i wonder why
im staying up
to see the sun

maybe i should just go to bed

[cherry]
i’m stuck underwater 
and i just cannot find the space to breathe 
its hotter and hotter 
i sweat through my collar when ur with me 
took it all in i just sat back 
i don’t wanna fall don’t wanna backtrack u saw my heart and u cracked that
i saw ur heart and its matte black 
i saw ur heart 
u know its not perfect 
but fuck it were trying 
so lets get something working

stream everywhere!

II. seasick (ft. cherryrizla) [jolst x lavendertxwn]

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

i guess ill go fuck myself
told me i should i find someone else
im breaking from the pressure
what happened to forever

im tryin my best
im doin the most
got a blade in my chest
and im uppin the dose
keepin my eyes closed
i got like nowhere to go 
and u can see in my eyes
that ive been feelin alone

up all night and no ones around
i wanna scream so loud
but i aint makin a sound 
i got blood drippin down from my t shirt
sining so loud that my teeth hurt

dose (Prod. dercept x ako)

mix & mastr @ztope <3 

lyrics
woah, woah i cant take it, i beat up on myself
i said ill see u tommorow lov...
but y do i feel like i shoulda never met u 
ig i don see myself as no.1

uh, u see th pattern
th more that we keep talking th more i think ill regret woah
i fill my lungs with shit coz its so hard to fake it
I wish that i really really deserved ur time

i can bleed too
th other half is holding back but he dont mean too
cant be worried bout the work cut out 
should just be thankful, thankful

when he opens up lets u have a read
u see th hurt getting doubled if u leave
so please dont leave baby

tuffluv
i know that our loves tough
but we can make it out dont u see the gliding doves oh my 
u still wanna force force another fight

we can talk about it 
but we just skip what matters and dont talk about it
should just be thankful, thankful

thankful (caves x saint tommorow)

noheart's first song drop 11-4-22

shoutout Domana and onlygray for their efforts on this
mixed/mastered by getbetter
Cover art by getbetter

Lyrics:






Domana:

what’s up bitch
I see you stalking my shit
See the new music I drop?
Tell me how I’m doing
Cause the way that I’m feeling
It’s like I’m living on top
And I won’t go down below
The place you hide is to shallow 
You must wanna kill me
Cause you always go to the gallows 
So fuck this music I make
No seems to relate 
It’s like I’m spitting bars 
to my own face
And that’s kinda fucked
Don’t want attention 
Just need some love
Like 
Can I some appreciation 
But not the pause with hesitation 
Making music inside my room
Thinkin this gon make it

getbetter:

Hold up lemme talk my shit for just a couple minutes 
I don’t think you’ve ever been proud of me when I did it
Bitches keep on lyin I ain’t got time for that fool shit
I could tell the truth now but I don’t want make you upset 
I could do this rap or I could do punk watch me lane switch 
Hold you close like a switch blade yea I been feelin dejected 

Hold up let me check this

I been passin shit like I been studying for tests yea
Hold me close so I don’t gotta back down now
I been cool since ‘06 yea shout out my tech decks 
Worry bout your damn self, I’m runnin thru my tactics 
I can tell you wanna go so baby let’s bounce out
Whippin brand new coupe now i been high flyin 
Benjies in my waistband I can’t button up my pants now
Uppin wit the Glock 9
We lay your lil ass down
I been gettin money while you still act like a class clown

heartless ft. onlygray x Domana (noheart)

curated by @screwyounick
prod @nate2timezz
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

lyrics 

u fill me up wit tuffluv
then back down to earth 
all of ur games, ive had enough

nate too icy, froze the waves
don’t u worry i brought th skates
i’m on stuff i’m in a state
tough fr u i’m in her state 

uh uh uh 
i cannot wait
looking so far into the stars
up in th foreign grabin her waist
its up to u
up to u
up to u
know u feel the same
dont come running back 
and she on the run but i still wan a taste

look in th distance we on a mission jus me and you
burning so bright, don’t even try, it won’t defuse 
dont deny th friction we felt in june 
but i get th picture, i’m in the clouds
i get the view

im gnna say, im gnna say this once
gimme sumn back b4 th feelings gone
cards stack, then its racks jus for fun
ima go back to back to back to back on after this one 

check th stats, uh im doin great
nick sent it late but that’s ok
ill hit that bih and send it back in a day 
ya feeling lost, got no sauce
i know my fate
u comin last 
foot on the gas im winning the race 

yuh yuh yuh yuh
without ur hate ima be best off
its getting quite late, i needa rest up
in my head, im what’s sought im what’s next up
don need fake lov to block the sun

u been playing too long
i cant stay here and burn in the sun
baby 
maybe
jus giv me a call 
we can talk it out with rolled paper and alcohol

II. seasick (ft. cherryrizla) [jolst x lavendertxwn]

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