this the emo revival sound i've been looking for sheeeesh

(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

New track from me new EP "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
Featuring skrwd (link)
https://soundcloud.com/skrxwd

(Lyrics)
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room
Packed your bags told me we’re through
Heard our song all my thoughts are you
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room 
We called last night I want to save it 
But all you said is you hate me 
I don’t get why you’d say this
Cause now you’re gone and I’m breaking

-talking part-
You literally just packed your shit and left
I don’t know why you do this everytime
Especially don’t know why I keep taking you back, fuck

I guess that’s just what I deserve 
3 years down the drain you’re so absurd 
You act like you’re the ones that’s hurt
When I don’t know if your fucking him or her 
Maybe this time I’ll keep the door locked
Really show you that I don’t give a fuck
You know I’m a sucker for love 
And I fell for you so I guess that’s shit luck

Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room
Packed your bags told me we’re through
Heard our song all my thoughts are you
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room 
We called last night I want to save it 
But all you said is you hate me 
I don’t get why you’d say this
Cause now you’re gone and I’m breaking
You’re gone I’m breaking 
You say you hate me
Empty rooms shaking 
You’re gone I’m breaking

(Skrwd)
Still tripping on everything you said
Going in circles again
I don’t wanna waste my time 
But your on my mind and it makes no sense
Shoulda known you’d never have my back 
Left me like a needle in a haystack 
I hear your name in so upset
I’ll always be second best
(I’ll always be second best X2)

Mixed by yago & skrwd
Mastered by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Stream on Spotify!

Empty Room (feat. skrwd) [prod. King Theta]

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

Produced by @deadyami & @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Probably never make it
But I still try
When the grass seems greener on the other side
That's a big lie
Just like when they told me I'd get better with time

Still down bad despite what I said then
Can't relax outside of my deathbed
When I say I'm fine
That's a big lie
Just like I'll never leave your side
I guess I lacked the foresight
I turned my back
You attacked and gouged out both my eyes
Now it's no wonder why I was so blind

Probably burn out fast at this rate
Don't know how much more of this
I can take
It's all too much for me to face

(Horosha)
I feel the hours slipping by and they're only speeding up
I looked away for one second
Oh my god
It's been a month
But there's still so much I wanna do in this life so
I can't give up no
I won't give up no

Listen on Spotify!

Foresight (Prod. DEAD YAMI & Horosha)

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

prod wisssery
featuring horosha

lyrics:
another night alone got me feeling so guilty
shouldnt be here right now shouldve killed me
bullet to my head let the led fucking fill me
i dont really know who i am do you feel me x2

on the sidewalk where i lay
fall light as a feather in the winter weather
fall light as a feather
im not okay
tryna get myself together but my hearts in a tether 

horosha:
I can’t feel my hands 
I try my best to explain but the words just won’t come out 

I’m frozen in place.
Like the first frost of winter, anxiety takes it’s hold 

Cuz no one told us how to cope with this 
and every passing year’s got me feeling more selfish 
Cuz I used to dream of leaving the world better than I found it, 
Now I just wanna save myself 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here watching the snow come down 
Let it bury me 
I’ll let it bury me 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here and watch the snow come down 
I’ll let it bury me till the spring comes

winter weather (feat. horosha) (wisssery)

lyrics:
give me a second 
gotta clear my head 
how quick i fail to remember all the things i said 
i thought i had it all figured out 
accept the good and clear the doubt 
but i can’t count on myself 


brace me baby 
it’s been crazy 
facing 
changing places that i’ve been 

lost 
i trace my steps but at a cost 
but i can’t get 
no i can’t get 
past the point 
where i would feel i’m where i’m supposed to be 
but am i lost?

is it too late to fix this?
a long fight with covert resistance 
won’t sit tight i’m over the distance 
cuz in the end i know what i’m missing 
toe to the line
it won’t change my mind 
with your hand in mine 
to see what i find

change me baby 
i’ve been crazy 
chasing hazy places that i’ll be

beginning of the end 
or the end of the beginning 
the place i wanna be is a place i’m always fearing 

where’d i go i need to find myself 
i’m in the dark can never ask for help 
i have these thoughts of all i things i want 
i see them now so i don’t think i’m

lost [prod. 5head x Yeezo]

the wind will fan the flames...
cover art by as well as ft. @ejcarrmusic
prod. @pekarot_161
hope u enjoy <333

lyrics:
i made u choke on ur words till u couldnt breathe
made sense of actions u took so u wouldnt see me
i woke up sweating last night
i think i finally realized
i never needed you anyway

hold back on applause im just
a little slow
i need to stand back and watch as all
my brothers go
cuz the wind will fan the flame
i’ll be done with all the games
regardless, i never needed u anyway

evan:
step on back
cause I’m running out 
on the need for you 
since you cut me out 
and in the end I guess it’s history but I hope you see one day 
I hope one day you finally see

i never needed you anyway (ft. evan carr) [pekarot]

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New song “Overdue” featuring Horosha
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Cause I finally walked by our spot 
And my heart didn’t even drop
I guess I finally moved on 
Yeah I finally moved on 
I can send that message 
Say go to hell
Or I could ask if you’re doing well
I can finally do that 
Without saying coming back 
I can finally do that
I can finally do that
I can finally do that 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

So I’m not gonna hesitate this time
I can see through all your easy lies 
I tried and tried but it wasn’t love
Yeah I’ve finally had enough 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

(Horosha)
Where memories should be 
there’s a gaping wound 
But now I’m finding out 
That there’s still things 
I can learn about myself 
(The things you run from, will set you free) 
So I sent that message through 
And I don’t regret it
Even though moving on
Will  be so damn hard
I’ll fight through all the pain
To be my own damn person
Cuz after everything
I’m still worthy of love

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

Cause as time passes I know I can’t change
All the memories will stay the same 
But I can do this one thing 
Sit there and let my phone ring 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 
And it said fuck you
And everything you do 
You tore me apart 
When you had nothing to lose 
Now it’s just me 
And I finally see 
That everything happens for a reason
What’s meant to be  

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago & Horosha
Master by kanashi

OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

One.... Two... I took a step and fell in love with you,
when you decide, come to terms with your mind,
I'll come back to you, (repeated)

Through all the lies, I feel you in my skin,
I see you in my dreams,
*humming*
I feel you in my skin

Get Out My Skin

(Verse 1)
I drown in a sea of flesh and strife,
Stress piles on, it’s a weight on my life,
Feels like a whale on my weary shoulders,
Is this failure, or a truth that smolders?

(Pre-Chorus)
No, this is the reason, the warrior’s call,
Spirit’s battle through it all.
To create or to fall six feet under,
We rise, we break, we thunder.

(Chorus)
The sun shines bright, the moon takes flight,
Do you recall that child inside?
When the light was innate, no need to wait,
Behave, be patient, embrace your fate.
Friends hold the balance, imperfect, flawed,
To be human now feels like battling gods.

(Verse 2)
You know what I think, you fear their ways,
Afraid of the chaos, the role they play.
But you’re on the path, morning star mailer,
Your fire’s alive, a truth unveiler.

(Pre-Chorus)
No, this is the reason, the warrior’s call,
Spirit’s battle through it all.
To create or to fall six feet under,
We rise, we break, we thunder.

(Chorus)
The sun shines bright, the moon takes flight,
Do you recall that child inside?
When the light was innate, no need to wait,
Behave, be patient, embrace your fate.
Friends hold the balance, imperfect, flawed,
To be human now feels like battling gods.

(Bridge)
Through the chaos, through the storm,
We’re shaping something, we’re being reborn.
Hold on tight, the morning star shines,
Guiding us through the broken lines.

(Final Chorus)
The sun shines bright, the moon takes flight,
Do you recall that child inside?
When the light was innate, no need to wait,
Behave, be patient, embrace your fate.
Friends hold the balance, imperfect, flawed,
To be human now feels like battling gods.

(Outro)
Morning star mailer, your fire burns clear,
Your path is written, the end draws near.
Warrior of spirit, through shadows you soar,
You are the artist, forevermore.

indie #shamansolace #indie rock #order #music #new #2025



The Order of Our Opaque Origin

with the life i’m given, i’m healing.

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@butaneband

i never needed you anyway (ft. evan carr) [pekarot]

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