CANT JUDGE A BOOK

I Miss The Dog The Most

Holiday

RAPTURE SCHOOL

Rapture

i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

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YO here's a studio version of this one, probably won't play this live as i re-wrote the song completely for full band.

you've got a shitty ex boyfriend
he doesn't like me that much
you've gotta deal with your petty friends
cuz they don't like me that much

but don't feel bad for me
cuz they don't get to see
this side of me

funny cause i don't have a problem
with any of them
wanna beat me up at the football game
don't understand them

but don't feel bad for me
cuz in the ending
it's still you next to me

and they're probably gonna think that this is gay
but that's just fine yeah that's okay
because at the end of the night they're lonely but i have you
i still have you

stay classy

sorry for this awkward 1 ladies haha

Lyrics:
 I guess I’ve done what I’ve already wanted to do, so now my life's set
I'm just surprised that a personality so dry can get so many girls wet
Having being inside a few people was a very anticlimactic experience 
At the end, when she’d climaxed, I whip out my dick and just jerk it

Merged with, firm tits at the end of my finale
Then the end comes and I cum, slowly, sadly   

And to any person who’s next to have me
I’m sorry, in advanced, that it had to end so badly

I mean, I guess I’m good at the dominating bit
I’ll pull your hair while you’re bent over and the back is where I’ll hit
But behind all that shit, when I let the flow die with my hips
Would you be fine listening to music high when we sign off with the sex

Could I get deep with my emotions as I was inside you moments ago?
Would it be wrong for me to get sappy when it appeared I had a giant ego? 

Man… I don’t know. 
I wanna turn lustfulness into compassion the moment we take off our clothes so

If I were to hoe around, I mean, I’d at least want some fun
Not a stress relief, not a dress routine, but something special I share with someone

I don’t mean to get sentimental 
Even if I can’t find the one, I’ll still be willing to give out free samples

I'm gonna be honest, sometimes I can't though
I shoot so much out at times I run out of ammo

I guess I just really want a best friend.
One who can make me laugh as well as consider my emotions.

Because like, I’m a fragile human, 
with art by my side, life is something that I'm alright with doing.

Trying to look for other remedies instead of growing a dependency 
 I helplessly, heavily, endlessly, recklessly, relentlessly have tendencies to seek chemistry 

And when others mention me
I automatically seek opportunity to see if there's any room for intimacy 

When the room is being taken up by the elephant 
So I act as if I don't give a fuck, and I'm back in my element 

But that's irrelevant, 
i think that's all I wanted to say unless there's something else I'm not mentionin

So I'll just try to drift my mind away from this topic
Hi, I'm Vaughn, I hook up with people, get into something until one of us fucking drops it
Man- Fuck it I'm gonna stop this

lofi

Sad Sexy Time

i guess i’m 18.

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
it was shitty
i’m stressed and low on sleep
the two go together it seems
they’re best friends and my enemy

i’ve been falling apart at the seams
since february

i’m turning 18
and that scares the shit outta me
cuz what’s left to wait for now
i’m out in a couple of weeks
all my time will be set free
and still i won’t do anything

i’m turning 18
happy birthday to me

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
i'm breaking my knees under the weight of
responsibility
i'm growing my wisdom teeth
just to get them ripped out of me
and i'm sitting here thinking about how that's kind of funny

i guess i'm 18
ready as i'll ever be
or so we'll see

I Miss The Dog The Most

Delphino