I really want a family with someone :’(

stuck in the void

Twilight

Duvet

with @xixaxxaxax
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2_2hLAFOKk&ab_channel=ghosthands

lyrics:

Tell me
What do you see
Is it a memory
Or is it a dream
I'm flying backwards
So I won't get far
It's impossible now
To figure out where we are

Seems I'm drifting away
We're never awake to live out a fantasy
It's obvious now
I'm up in the clouds with words spinning round
I've heard them through and through
So what am I to do
I question what is true
I'm growing tired of missing you

I'm falling ever so slowly
I can't make up my mind
Should I go back in time
Did you ever even get to know me
What you know isn't right
If only you let me stay by your side

Losing more than I thought
How can I help but
Feel so distraught
Is it the timing
That I'm getting wrong
Wish I could turn the clock back
To when you were never far

Seems you're going away
You're going someplace I don't know my way around
It's lonely out here
Wishing you might be thinking of me
The way I think of you
Was it meant for two
This game I'd never lose
I'm growing tired of missing you

I'm falling ever so slowly
I can't make up my mind
Should I go back in time
Did you ever even get to know me
What you know isn't right
If only you let me stay by your side

Wishing that you're thinking of me
The way I think of you
Is it a memory or is it a dream
The way I think of you
I'll come home one day and you'll see
The way I think of you
I just hope you're still thinking of me
I just hope you're thinking of me

SPOTIFY + APPLE

the way i think of u (feat. moony)

i luv u ollie @prod-oc

~ go stream and follow :)
https://soundcloud.com/prod-oc
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6e0A38lng3gwUehNIeSm3G?si=KfUOqAiPQFecENKjOq5EhA
_____

2 o'clock on the dot and I'm tired 
girl your burned my mind, my hand was in the fire for too long
wish the memories would retire, woah
now i'm calling out, because my souls still tied to yours, leave me alone 

help me,
i'm falling deep ,
oh can't you see,
that i'm a mess? oh,
save me,
i'm patiently
waiting because i'm in distress oh,
and i don't think i can go on anymore ,
leave me broken, know you see me lying on the floor, 
i'll beg and plea, for things to be
how they were but instead 
watch the love evanesce, yeah

watch it fade, now it's gone into nothing,
i sit awake and ponder if there was something i did wrong, 
where did we go?
most people grow,
i feel omitted, but i know,
that you and me weren't meant to be, and everything is out of my control

help me,
i'm falling deep ,
oh can't you see,
that i'm a mess oh,
save me,
i'm patiently,
waiting because i'm in distress oh,
and i don't think i can go on anymore ,
leave me broken, know you see me lying on the floor, 
i'll beg and plea, for things to be
how they were but instead 
watch the love evanesce, yeah

evanesce

i hate everything

psychosis

absence

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbAarnDSNOs&ab_channel=ghosthands
stream it on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7yDlatRTfWQYj2NvYGlcu3?si=cea8fdf404964e61

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https://instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://twitter.com/left_quiet
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet

icarus (feat. leftquiet)

lilac

lyrics:

So baby go ahead and run your mouth
Your mind's a maze and I don't think I'm ever getting out
Can I picture every truth, you never show me how
No way
So why you saying that we don’t belong
Bitter harmony in every single thing you want
Now and then I’ll still be singing all your favourite songs
All day

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze 'cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile 'cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

I could’ve known about it all along
Said you’d write down all your wishes but I’m sure you won’t
They were never really perfect but we didn’t know
Nothing
You had me thinking ‘bout it for so long
Were my neverending reasons ever good enough
Way too many sour melodies for me to want
Something

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

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maze (with OHON and kuiper)

Years & Years is an intimate album that tells the complete story of a relationship through fifteen carefully chosen snapshots across a decade. From the nervous excitement of a first meeting in a college library to the peaceful gratitude of looking back years later, this album captures the full emotional arc of love, loss, and growth.

One More Night

Colourmeinkindness

Covet

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Thornapple-아가미

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes.

prod: @caspr
ty to promnight for the photo <3


lyrics:
i don't really need no love
i tell myself
but there's a part of me that's gone and i can tell
u don't really need me 
u never did 
i was just somebody that u used for a bit
fuck me up but i'd still take u right back 
it's funny how i hurt myself and i never react
i couldn't find my peace even if i had a map 
i fall in love n fall apart it's pretty sad

is it ok if i can't act right?
i've been trying to move on it's been a hard time
so many nights i lay in bed with my chest tight 
i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes

i've been waiting on a text that i'll never get 
and if im being honest baby i'm a mess
u wrote me a eulogy with all ur words that i won't forget
i don't think i'll get over all the scars u left

goodbyes. (prod. caspr)

when you speak my heart begins to sink
i know you need some space and time to think
yea i respect that, but

i don't wanna wait for you to bail and let me down
i don't gotta wait for you to figure your sh!t out
i don't gotta wait around for nothing, no one, nobody but me
cus i got my dynasty to keep
yeah i got a legacy to leave

so get rekt

there's only so much time for you and i
no one's getting any younger
such a superficial state of mind
cus i could die tonight

or one of us could be hit by a bus or a truck
simply struck by plain bad luck, god forbid
it's morbid, sordid, fascinating
fragile bodies overrated
when i had that aneurysm
it left no room for pessimism
it's time to play or fuck the system
cus i could fuck anyone else

get rekt [prod. sorrowbringer]

trash gang amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNngFb-Rxsg


prod me :)

lyrics:

autumn spring and summer change
and we won’t ever stay the same
i loved u once, but several months
ago i started losing hope

when winter comes and starts to snow
i might just lose some/ myself control
you’ve gone through highs and gone through lows
but we still find it hard to cope

don’t leave me
don’t leave me now
don’t leave me
don’t leave me now

you look different since the last time i saw u
and sometimes i regret the things i say to u
oh help me why am i so selfish
i think that i just talk too much my thoughts keep running from my head

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

demxntia 🌐🖤

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