Shit that sucks v5

silhouette

goodnight, pt. II

great escape!

when the summer ends except it's acoustic
Lyrics:
my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

when the summer ends (acoustic)

not2sober

i can't let go

c'est la vie

someone else

April

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

Glue (prod. Wifi & Izaya)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHXxWtbD9KA

Artists / Producer:
@50landing

Lyrics:
i don't wanna call you up 
won't call you tonight
i don't wanna call you up 
won't call you tonight

you've changed up 
your heart crushed
i can't give you all 
of what you want 
a circle  
of surface
the same way
he was on your mind

and if all i had was a dollar to spare
i would spend it on a safe way back
and i stared up to your window sill
wondering, i was wondering 

i don't wanna say it but it's different inside
i don't wanna call you up won't call you tonight 
i don't wanna say it but you're playing my mind 
i don't wanna call you up won't call you tonight

it felt right on the first day
came and went then we turned to the wrong page  
a long haul its a long road home i was 
dead wrong and it stayed so cold outside
and i just wanna feel like there's something inside 
don't gotta say a word the way hidin your eyes again 
can't pretend, you said what you said 
i don't wanna waste a day overthinkin your mess

im not sad im just broken 
bent over time that you've stolen from 
my nights that could've been hopeful 
outside your window still snowin down 
i tried to fit but im getting out 
gave all to give but you let me down
lost in your world 
I'm not the answer

and if all i had was a dollar to spare
i would spend it on a safe way back
and i stared up to your window sill
wondering, i was wondering 

i don't wanna say it but it's different inside
i don't wanna call you up won't call you tonight 
i don't wanna say it but you're playing my mind 
i don't wanna call you up won't call you tonight

50landing - crush

NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤
shoutoutz 2 @kaiyko

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

even when i'm down
i try to bring you up
even when i'm empty
i try to show you love
even when i'm lost
i try to find a way for you
to smile when i'm not
with everything i've got

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that?
my world is burning down

why's this happening
i thought that i could change
but now i'm desperately
searching for a sign that leads
nowhere at all for me
and honestly
i wanted you to be the one
to break me free from this scarcity 
of loving myself for the person i am
today and not the way
you look at me so casually
when i'm about to break
when i'm about to go breaking down again
how do i send
all my love but all my love is
still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that
my world is burning down

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

tell you that honestly i wanted you
to be the one to break me free
break me free from this scarcity
i'm living with all your love
but all my love's locked in me
it's still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

gave it my all w/ kaiyko

https://soundcloud.com/tropes777 https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

[kite]
hopefully im not sick
this our town silent hill this is not it
turn his body to a corpse im a grave digger
just say that word to stop a dying trigger

picture me off i wanna try it out
telling me these stories that u know about
9 milimeter to the head thats my title
give a fuck if im suicidal hit my vital

no survivors asking for the wrong hero
looking at myself im a weirdo 
sorry took yer girl turn her into a widow

i got nine rounds to prove my point   
my life is nothing but problems
in despair i got something to solve em
right to the action it only takes a second
and now u wanna ask that where ive gone
dont scare me off and then tell me im wrong
u wanna show it off

[tropes]
show it off show it off no u cant talk down
be it twice or the 3rd i can knock u out
but thats not what u about
and i think i lost count but

hopefully im not sick
take a bullet from behind like a target
and i swear i want it all with a guitar pick
and when they text me its always to say im toxic
i dont want it u want it

i rub my hands from the dirt its not my problem
i tried to put it all away but u want em
she gon suck my dick in a honda 
make him disappear this aint no cosmo and wanda

u wanna wish but i aint give u shit no no no
i feel like santa cuz ur on my list ho ho ho
they see my footprints in the snow
yea i keep a strap , i feel like lorne malvo

hopefullynotsick ft. tropes (prod. redpriest)

1: @lunic0
2: @lunic0 @ol3zha
3: @ol3zha
4: @syntheus
5: @syntheus
6: @ol3zha
7: @aaaiso @1skady
8: @anigiri

gave it my all w/ kaiyko

demxntia 🌐🖤

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