The Upload

lyrics 

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i can feel it straining in my eyes
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright 

uh uh
lemme go
lemme hold on
hit the train
down to eltingville
i hold off
from telling u
whats on my mind
im southbound
im home now

in time 
ull find
what u 
hold dear
but i
ill find
my life
from here

im in the mood to erase ur life
but sometimes its better just taking mine
the spirits in my room can hear me cry
they reach out and they brush off my teary eyes
im sorry for letting u down 
i heard who ur talking about 
under this weight i could drown
but its better me hearing u out

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i feel like im a parasite
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright

self erasure

Home (feat. Jomie) (Prod. Cløud)

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

Blood on my smile, but I don’t feel pain

Shoutout to the ypc 🖤

Lyrics, mix, master and vocals by FEVVI
Beat produced by: GAXILLIC

Blood on my smile

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Guardin X Fanns - Soma

whipped this choppy lil' thing up in an hour

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produced and mixed by @iofmusic
featuring @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track 
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before 
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run

I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times 
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall

I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest

october

october (feat. Brody) [IOF]

lyrics:

calm down
it’s so easy 
in a world like this
to lose yourself 
i feel it too sometimes
it’s hard to exist and you don’t know why
i don’t know why
i know you’ve been there 
about a thousand times
searching for something
left of you inside 
you don’t wanna sleep for a little while
you just want to sleep for the long time

but that’s not the way it works
we have to go to work
every day
every week
every year 
forever

keep me in your dreams 
i like it there better
i don’t want to remember
anything past december
when i saw you 
when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk
when i saw you
i swore to god when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk 

what if that’s just the way this works?
what we have to go to war
every day
every week
every year

when i saw you

wats the point

pretty boy rap from the bfield boys ya dig

produced by @snorroo :D

lyrics:
[decks]
i hit rock bottom, never do it again
i let my heart get in the way of me and all of my friends
u know i knew u were a snake and after all that i said
i can’t believe how easily i let u fuck w my head
i get a bag now, cuz i never love a bitch
outta town now, cuz i think i need a switch
i been working on myself and i don’t need nobody else’s fuckin help now

[adny]
i might put you in the front row you can’t have no backseat
make a couple bands while i’m working on the dream
run it up run it up this shit looking like a track meet 
she don’t wanna hear it so im flirting with the beat
killing all this shot i swear it’s gonna haunt me
i got people on my back and they got me
i thought she was so wrong when she dropped me
now i start to think that she don’t even want me

i hit rock bottom probably do it again
but for now i’m in the cut i’m lighting shit up with my friends
it’s a long way down and i’m trying to pretend
that these long nights sad times are really gonna end

rock bottom w/ adny [snorkatje]

things arent always what they seem

prod. @taylor & @sainttomorrow
backing vocals by saint tomorrow too
a cute one to warm ya up in the winter cold

[STREAMING]

what you mean (p. taylor morgan & saint tomorrow)

toxins

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
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what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

no i cant forget
i see your face in the mirrors i try to catch my breath
i know we're oceans away but i swear i try my best
your silhouette in the rain, my heart pounds out my chest

i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

Slowly

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toxins

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