love this crying lead sound and wobbly vocal synth

Catching words with a writer’s block          
And thinking I was somewhere I’m not
Watching people pass me by
The blank page before me to soon come alive

Sitting down change runs through my mind
And a concept evolves that involves you tonight   
You tell me things that I don’t know
Like forget about now cause the moods so low

And anytime you need to say
Words are forever don’t throw them away
Maybe life seems hard and subdue
But then how do I try and tell you

Cause it’s been, so long
Since you first came along  
So take me home
We’ll sit in silence all alone

And it’s been, great these days 
I never wanted you to go away
So why do you stay
With me here on this blank page

A word, a sentence and a paragraph
Are all that now stands between you and the mask
That covers and shades your tear stained eyes
From the shining light that you really supply

Well here I go, I’m writing and
I’m gonna make this claim       
With you to watch over me 
We gonna ride the road to fame 

Any time you need to say
Words are forever don’t throw them away
Maybe I can rescue you 
But then how do you tell me that won’t do

When it’s been, so long
Since you first came along
So take me home
We’ll sit in silence all alone

And it’s been, great these days
I never wanted you to go away
You don’t have to stay
Alone on this on this empty page

Any time you need to say
Songs are forever don’t throw them away
I know I can rescue you
So hold out your hands and I'll carry you

Cause it’s been, so long
Since you first came along
So take me home
There is no silence or alone

And it’s been, great these days
I never want for you to go away
Come on and stay
With me here on this first page

And it’s been, so long
Since you first came along
We’re all alone
Alone in a safety zone

And it’s been, great these days
I never want for you to go away
You’ve rescued me 
From a life on an empty page

(So Long) Rescue Me

(So Long) Rescue Me (Demo)

Plasma Mirror + Ambient + Delay Vol.2

VERWORREN

Preview from 'Organised Sounds'. All guitar, Boss me70 and Logic. Album-release is planned before the end of the year. I'm looking for a label, drop me a line if you're interested!

Fall. Float. Yearn. (preview from 'Organised Sounds')

Birds and insects

In the Circle of Fire

Used samples:

Title: wind chimes - rough.wav
Author: Anthousai
Link: freesound.org/people/Anthousai/sounds/398495/

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At a Dead Party

A bit ridiculous, probably because of a 3/4 measure. 

Not a big fan of this time signature, since it reminds me of those cheesy Austrian movies about empress Sissi that were regularly broadcasted on Croatian television during the winter holidays in the 90's. It had nothing to do with my political views – I didn't have them, since I was a kid – I was (and still am) just disgusted with all that high class Habsburg aesthetics, waltzes and cheesy tourist oriented stuff like Mozartkugeln. 

Fortunately, you could watch „Mad Max“ and „Highlander“ trilogies in the evening hours.

Still don't get which demon tricked me into making and recording this unspeakable horror™.

Discombobulated

EXIT

Okay (Instrumental)

I started playing around with digital music creation in my early twenties, but I have always been haunted by a quote from Theo Parrish who said that he is "not comfortable with convenience replacing artistry", meaning that you need to put effort into learning and mastering the skills in order to bring something good. I studied computer science and have a passion for logics and programming and somehow my lack of any musical background has kept me from publishing any of my works.

Many years later I got inspired by an interview with Thomas Fehlmann where he explained how the focus in his work is not on the result so much but on the process itself. How the process is a "source of expression" and something he just feels he has to do. This resonated with me and I realised that it's ok to be an autodidact in music and it's ok to make music just for the sake of making music. I make music for me and if you, dear listener, like it along the way I'm very happy about that.

I am inspired by nature, natural processes and the interaction we have with them. Organic asymmetric fractal patterns that are rooted in logic but unpredictable as they express. How a particular stormy night can affect the shape and growth of a plant for years to come.

I use Bitwig Studio to create my tracks.

(I don't always respond with "thanks" to each comment but I read and appreciate all. If you have a question or really need a reply send me a message)

(With a few artists we run a little group on discord to discuss ideas and what not. The link is below if you're interested in joining)

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Derk Bell

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