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Hell (Ft. rxfxx x Kanashi)[prod.Klimlords x Yeezo x luciid]

no one's understanding

Prod IMMORTAL 
mixed by ImGeist 
Ily ❤️

riprosey x NotEnvy - scream my name (p. IMMORTAL)

LYRICS :

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

I don’t wanna start another fight 
Swear to god I need you by my side
I don’t wanna waste your fucking time
Can we vibe just for the night
don’t wanna fight
don’t wanna cry no
don’t wanna die
swear I fucking tried oh 
Waste of fucking time 
I need you in my life oh
Said I’m fucking fine
I’m sorry but I lied though

I’m just a person that’s filling up a space 
Fuck all this hurting cause I’m a mistake
Throw me away cause I can be replaced 
You don’t got to tell me I know I’m a waste

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

steel knife (metlast x jang0)

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

SPOTIFY

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

coprod @tnvr555 

// hook (envy)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// verse (envy)
i can’t let this infection spread
i’ve been feeling down resurrect me from the dead
soft sounds all that’s left inside my head
try to hold my ground but she’s taking up my bed
i might drown but it’s only for the best
water fills my lungs feel it caving in my chest
eyes brown like the coffin that i rest
i keep getting chills when you’re not around
who would’ve guessed
and i wish that i could miss you
but the voice inside my head is telling me to push through
just tell me what i can do
cause your silhouette is haunting me inside my bedroom

// verse (i’m geist)
yeah, now it’s haunting me at night
took my heart out with the knife
said that you’re trying to find
why it’s so empty and light
and you pull its strings like the manic you are
it’ll only take a sec, for you to rip it apart

so stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
might break
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out
stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out

// hook (envy & i’m geist)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// bridge & outro
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no

stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

Spotify

infected w/ notenvy

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

somebody 2 hold pt 2 (skellington)

loaded gun! - lyrics

————————————

aye i put my fist thru the wall again
im putting back up my walls again
they just want me to fall again
& all i want is for this to end

hate it, every single day i feel like breakin
wasted, fell thru the floor & hit the pavement
baby, say that u need me but u playin
face it, maybe my life ain’t worth savin

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

Am i crazy who knows
I let my ambition flow
All of my voices explode
Screams from inside my soul

Took a little to much
Here i am again
You say that this is true love
Thats why it burns in the end

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
powder freezing
numb my breathing

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
Cup with my feelings
Dying in the evening

grinding my teeth while im sleeping
i only only see u when im dreaming
inside of myself i’ve been screaming
did me so bad like why u do me like that

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

loaded gun! w/ frvr&alwys [prod. trace ✰]

Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
Can't believe everything I did for you to stab me in the back like this
That girl left some holes in my heart like swiss
too good to be true from the start; reminisce
I DON'T WANT YOU BACK
~
Pack your shit and go
I gotta heal all of these scars you dealt
Trust Issues for life
Flick a light feel my body melt
Sick of getting high everynight just to unfeel what you did to me
All this damage on my soul for some mid pussy
~
Bed feels empty
I don't mind
Thoughts may tempt me but
~
Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
That hoe for the streets 
I ain't fuckin wit a cheat
cut her off like circumcision 
I don't want no damn receipt
Had to call up the mortician
cause that bitch is dead to me
I must be an electrician cause this shit ain't shockin me
Know that girl still watchin me cause I am poppin off
you must be mistaking me for someone that I was
I ain't takin shit from you I'm only working out of love
That's why all my numbers up and you've been stuck on drugs

Sometimes it gets lonely in the nighttime
That's when I just write up on the paper all these words
Songs that help me cope with these thoughts so absurd
This my one true love in this life not her

MUSIC VIDEO

NERVE! [Prod. JustDan]

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

burden (cxrter)

dxnny

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