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2:22 (yungspoiler)

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

tysm too @xona & @heylog
for jumping on the song, love ya kings <3

Lyrics.
xona -
by myself
I need your help
to leave this place and reach a realm 
where I’m safe from all of this
it’s raining and I don’t know when
this envy, this hatred will end
as long as you know it from then 
i cannot bleed for you longer
you got me locked in this somber-
state and it’s not even shocker 
you walked all way and just prospered
i can’t believe that i knew 
i would be here to rue
you’re gone without telling me too
so where do i go without you?

Heylog-
i'm almost home babe
sorry i'm a little late
i've traveled far and wide
i've seen some better days
i can't get enough
look in my eyes and tell me i look rough
here lies a soulless place
i just heard some cries that do not sound okay
heard shots coming far away
hard to misplace thoughts when they are insane
i'm here outside ur place
babe i've come home and now ur safe
i'm alright
i'm just fine
hide every cut from the fight
i'm alright
i see light
darkness gets lost from behind
i need something i can feel, something i can feel
somewhere i can hide
somewhere i can heal
u mean nothing to me now
i mean something to me now
send the warriors out to battle on the field
u know what's the deal
every enemy i fought is dead
now their families kneel
i'm sorry i had to kill ur friend and so now ur next
never saw it coming cause he's dumb
shit's a bloodybath 
i'm bleeding
they're grieving
sorry i had to kill them
i'm reaching
the ceiling
there's a new king since yours dead

enemy ft. xona & heylog

lyrics:

So baby go ahead and run your mouth
Your mind's a maze and I don't think I'm ever getting out
Can I picture every truth, you never show me how
No way
So why you saying that we don’t belong
Bitter harmony in every single thing you want
Now and then I’ll still be singing all your favourite songs
All day

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze 'cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile 'cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

I could’ve known about it all along
Said you’d write down all your wishes but I’m sure you won’t
They were never really perfect but we didn’t know
Nothing
You had me thinking ‘bout it for so long
Were my neverending reasons ever good enough
Way too many sour melodies for me to want
Something

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

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maze (with OHON and kuiper)

reprod by me
thank you to log for letting me upload this <33

lyrics -
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting
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flower petals ✾

continue - heylog /cover

'12 gauge' produced by heylog

lyrics:
moving swift, moving clean
all my thrift big on me
and i look goofy when i see
order double in xl
when my body lean as hell
and it's all because i'm well
maybe i should get clothes
that i fit for my size
there are barely i own
jacket got holes in it
but ima still throw it on
cause i don't care if it's ripped
you'll never know
you'll never know
where she had went and where'd she go
i wanna leave
i wanna leave
i wonder what is stopping me
she loves borrowing my wardrobe
said i smell good, so you wear all of my clothes
and they come back smelling like her
next thing u know she has my whole attire

i'll wait 
till u make ur mind up
she wants 
everything i wear cause
all of 
it is oversized
the sleeves are 
well below her thighs
don't take 
every single thing i own
cause i'll 
need it back before u go
and she 
wonders why i said that
i'm not 
confident that this'll last

you ever think about where i been?
you ever think about who we was
cause i do
but i just pretend i don't care about us
she's always apologetic to me
but when did u ever do anything
cause i don't
i hope u will never forget about home

and she always tried on my clothes
i pretend and fake it all
what u don't know
oh, you don't know
keeping secrets way too long
and i cannot continue this
i'm struggling to exist
and u don't know
oh, you don't know
thoughts begin to overflow
you would ask for an extra large to wear
but i only have double x in there
oh but she'll wear anything that i give
so next time i'll come over with ur cares

shutting me down, wake up from rem
i had a dream of us both laying in bed
but when i woke up i thought that it was real
i tried to go back to sleep to get a feel
of what it was like again to see your eyes
i knew it was impossible if i tried
now i'm just laying here, eyelids open
i stare into darkness tryna see objects
the only thing i see is my closet ahead
the same one that bears a certain turtle neck
the same closet thats got my 'retta encaged
the same closet thats got my locked up 12 gauge
and here are these nights i spend alone
turn off the lights, open window
jump into bed, plug in my phone
when i still got 90% left to go
and i fall asleep, but before i do
i sit in silence for an hour or two
these vivid thoughts get into view
and this what it sound like when i dream of you

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12 gauge

produced by xona
album soon...

-lyrics-
every morning I wait
no matter the face

still im here
though you don’t care 
though you don’t care at all
still im here
when out of air
when out of air but
you don’t even care to call
when it matters most, I’ll wait until it stops
right here
I just need the space, got me waiting for the long

(you hold control, I know you… I take care of this on my own
but i’m far from home so this don’t feel normal at all)

~

yeah, you got me to look, what's on your mind?
you seem shook, so look into my eyes
so look into my eyes
so look into my eyes

here

Alex ft. Dean - In This Moment

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

prod. bev 
lyrics - 
i guess its safe to say that you meant alot
i wasnt trying to fix you
i was trying to fix myself 
i really thought that you would help
wish i could show you how i felt
when you told me go to h*ll
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started 
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started
you said you had new man,
tell him finish what I started, 
baby I was waiting, you were playing, you were stalling,
and when I fell, you left me falling
mama told me if you really loved me you would call me
 -
All your love intoxicates 
you made me lose my balance
oh I’m losing faith, I can’t keep up with
with all her lies, I see revenge up in her eyes, 
"go to h*ll I hope you die”
thats what she told me
i 
miss when i would hold you 
really miss the old you, but now my baby’s old news
I been overthinking
should I call,
or should I leave it alone? 
I’m such a mess I need these drugs to keep me way’ from my phone
cant you love me cant you miss me cant you just feel the same?
cant you hug me cant you  kiss me cant you just say my name?
but you dont even think about me theres a hole in my brain
living peacefully without me girl im going insane

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

Dylan Longworth