This is so gorgeous, you've come such a long way Dylan! The adlibss omggg pop off king! <3

ty dylan for blessing us with this beautiful piece

this one took a lot out of me to make. i love you guys, and i hope you liked the ep <3

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worst case scenarios get painted in my head 
clocks shine in early light, i just can't get no rest 
stare at an open project file, i'm filled with dread
and i can't fight, my life's a mess 
i hope one day i make it 
it's been too long, i feel myself getting inpatient 
inside my mind i'm keeping up, but im complacent 
my friends don't ever say a thing, my thoughts are racing, 
my inner demons i've been facing 
i feel 

colder than the winter snow, 
i would give it up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
i'm still standing in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

this inconsistency 
i swear will never pass 
try to impress friends 
with all these shitty drafts
feel incomparable, this pain is so unbearable 
i wanna run away from everything
and few anything at all 
i hope they know i'm faking 
i try so hard to keep intact i know i'm breaking 
i know it's bad but i keep seeking validation 
and i can't help the fact that i wanna be just like them 
but it feels like every day i fight them 
cause they've felt
colder than the winter snow, 
they would give me up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
they've still left me in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

rumination

seasons

i'm uploading this from my phone at jimmy johns enjoy !

break thru

argyle live

this song came about so naturally and beautifully, and i hope she knows that <3

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i had a dream the other night that made me think 
where you saw past my flaws and all my different things
where you were mine and i was yours 
key in hand, unlocked the door 
and now my head is spinning, you're all i want and more 
i saw you dancing in the mulch of your front yard 
was where it started didn't think i'd fall this hard 
passing glances, i'm a mess
you looked so lovely in that dress 
the way you twirled and stepped and made my heart a wreck
don't stand a chance 
there's so many other guys here
within your trance 
i wish you'd whispered into my ear 
and said these hands are yours to hold 
meant to last not meant to fold 
i got no plans of moving on, the feelings grow 

caught up in you, i got no clue 
it's almost 2 do you miss me 
i hope that it's true, you feel the way you do 
this songs for you, hope you're listening 
we play a tune, the stars in view 
i always hoped you had wished me 
when you're 22, the beauty's shining through 
you're all i want, you don't have to convince me

can i ask u some questions?

20two

this song is about a series of dreams i had where i lived in an apartment in nashville living out my music dreams, and i lived in apartment 213 (i knew it was important since i kept remembering it). 213 is an angel number signifying creative change, but is ALSO the exit number when you head into nashville. so this song is about my dream of living there and finally finding myself <3

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waking up everyday i feel there's something wrong
and i know that my heart is showing where i belong 
so i'm leaving today, im packing my bags, im out of sight 
cause if i stay, then i'll feel complacent, i gotta try 
to get away, because maybe there'll be a better song 
i turn the key, and i'm feeling a better sense of me 
as im driving highways and roads on over to Tennessee
i feel a wave, as i cross the pave of the border line 
something's calling me, god i hope that it's by design 
now i'm home, and my heart and soul yeah they both agree 

that this where i'm supposed to be 
driving through the 213 
thinking about you and me 
never though i'd feel so free 
if i were in nashville
oh i know that i wouldn't be sad still
foot on the gas, keeps me running where i'm supposed to be
driving through the 213  
and i'm feeling like me

i wonder if they all miss me or did they even care 
and then i get a message from someone that wasn't ever there 
then i clear my mind, i pass by the road signs
i left things behind, when i turned right 
in my eyes, i see lights and headlines 
it seems right

i know this is where i'm supposed to be 
driving through the 213 
thinking about you and me 
i never though i'd feel so free 
if i were in nashville
oh i know that i wouldn't be sad still
foot on the gas, keeps running where i'm supposed to be
driving through the 213  
and i'm feeling like me

exit 213b

produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

skin (johnnyfriend)

~ i hope wishes come true ~

i had thought these feelings were gone 
i guess i was wrong, and i won't stay in place
i've gotta try and be strong
the summer's gonna be long 
without your face
tiptoe around my heart in your heels
i hate when you're not around
i love how you make me feel 
and i just thought i'd put it in song 
hope you're singing along 
whenever i say 

you're living like you're a dandelion 
yeah you ease the pain when the stress is high 
yeah you bring the things that i missed in life 
with your country twang and your dreamy eyes 
your spirits like a whirling fire 
i'm a moth in flight, and i'm drawn to your light 
i don't care if i have no songs to write
everything's just fine when your by my side
dandelion

dandelion

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lyrics:
Heartbroken, I've lost my focus
People talk down to me, and act like I ain't ever notice
Life is gray, I hope that it's not better for them
So go away, learn to be a better friend

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

I ain't trying to be mean
Ever since I met you back when i was 15
Reminisce about the times I lived on caffeine
Nowadays I see you open leave you on seen

I'm a bad guy, in a bad world
I'm becoming even worse I got a bad girl
Found my new home, it's when I'm with you
Depressed when I'm alone and that's the issue

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

still alive

bad guy

other platforms

bad guy (siem spark x chris marek)

feat. @itsHYDN
hydn is certified mid

written by @itsHYDN and @cozeer
produced by yungspoiler
engineered by cozeer

dandelion

Dylan Longworth

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