stunning, two tracks in i know you killed this project already

This is a amazing project and this is such a beautiful song 

your vocals and the atmosphere !!!! goshhhh

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh god
I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my.. way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

If I could love, I would’ve 
i got lost in your arms
and there’s nothing I can go on for
but im a mess for you
and that’s my whole truth
I don’t know what I need to… do.
I can tell you what I want now (aw f-)
it’s some security in my head 
I’ll ask you if you’re okay now?
cause I love everything she would’ve said

I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

wonderful lives align
i love everything you talk about
am I mixed with all these signs?
but it’s worth without a doubt.
maybe I can tell you what I want now
you caught my tongue in a knot, so please..
I’d kill myself lately 
but it’s only cause you left me grief

oh I don’t know what I want...
I’m sick of lying when things go wrong
and you can’t make me feel this, push off
when she’s been better than you could’ve.

i feel okay

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this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
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hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

RIP Shwangler ft. kennedyxoxo *lileffort*

this song is about a series of dreams i had where i lived in an apartment in nashville living out my music dreams, and i lived in apartment 213 (i knew it was important since i kept remembering it). 213 is an angel number signifying creative change, but is ALSO the exit number when you head into nashville. so this song is about my dream of living there and finally finding myself <3

~~~~~~~~

waking up everyday i feel there's something wrong
and i know that my heart is showing where i belong 
so i'm leaving today, im packing my bags, im out of sight 
cause if i stay, then i'll feel complacent, i gotta try 
to get away, because maybe there'll be a better song 
i turn the key, and i'm feeling a better sense of me 
as im driving highways and roads on over to Tennessee
i feel a wave, as i cross the pave of the border line 
something's calling me, god i hope that it's by design 
now i'm home, and my heart and soul yeah they both agree 

that this where i'm supposed to be 
driving through the 213 
thinking about you and me 
never though i'd feel so free 
if i were in nashville
oh i know that i wouldn't be sad still
foot on the gas, keeps me running where i'm supposed to be
driving through the 213  
and i'm feeling like me

i wonder if they all miss me or did they even care 
and then i get a message from someone that wasn't ever there 
then i clear my mind, i pass by the road signs
i left things behind, when i turned right 
in my eyes, i see lights and headlines 
it seems right

i know this is where i'm supposed to be 
driving through the 213 
thinking about you and me 
i never though i'd feel so free 
if i were in nashville
oh i know that i wouldn't be sad still
foot on the gas, keeps running where i'm supposed to be
driving through the 213  
and i'm feeling like me

exit 213b

@55depths
@aurasrevenge
@giabellee

do you remember? 
i started to again.

prod. and mixed by me
thx alex and gia<3
video: https://youtu.be/JT3Tf9qXyrQ

lyrics:
(dth)
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

(aura)
ripping out the poem that i wrote for you out of your hand
it hurts seeing u with another man
looking a fool wasn't destined inside of my plan
i don't think i'll ever get out of the sand

but i always knew i wasn't enough 
yeah i hate myself just enough for the both of us
now im confused,
because this is goodbye, but you're someone i don't wanna lose

(dth)
am i fool for keeping notes
back from when you wrote me?
sleeping soundly on the bedroom floor
i fucked things up for sure
(is it goodbye?)
(is this goodbye?)

like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

getting closure
i wanna take it back
i know you're hurting deep inside
and i'm the cause of that
i gotta know for sure
i need to see your face
maybe things were never really
at the time or place

(outro)
i wish i met you now
because i still think back to those nights
and how we hated saying goodbye
i just wish we could start fresh
but i wasn't the person i could have been for you
and you had to leave
sometimes we still meet
but only in dreams

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

eyelids (drma x yunny)

with https://soundcloud.com/arr_eeh and https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I can't hear a word you say, over these screams
It’s what I get
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Just to get you to want me
I'd commit every sin
the thought of heaven will haunt me
They’ll never let me in
I’ll paint my nails if you ask me to
Just tell me what shade
I’ll pierce my nose in the hopes you like to see me in pain

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I’m choking, and hoping I find a way to breathe
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

I don't have shit to hide from you
but it seems like you could learn a lesson
In telling the truth
And I've been losing my mind
Tryin' to figure out why
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
Fill my veins with fluoride

fluoride w/ re: + kanashi (king theta)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZQ1uVgtfoU

All Of You

~ popstar~
he/they :) 22
• dBL Music •

dm me or email for collabs :) 
dylanblongworth@gmail.com

exit 213b

Dylan Longworth

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