Yellow Worms

autotune music again here we go

//lyrics//
this new chapter makes me 
freeze up
higher and lower they gon combine
this is true love
subtract emotions from the divine
if i cant control my body i will open up my mind
ill control my physicality by changing how it writes
i cant tell you how i feel cause baby i dont even know
not in love im just a mixed bag just waiting for the show
im going out to fly is this the place i need to go
couldnt care less if i want you cause thats feeding my ego

freeze up
higher and higher i feel detached
from my emotions
rationalize why i should relax
god it hurts so bad just wanna go right past
why does my love not last? why do i love so fast??

imma pop a gummy make the pain go away make the brain go yay make my life say hey
please dont worry bout my frozen stature its just nature its just nature yeah

make the pain go away!
make the brain go yay!

freeze up

Lol i extended this old song a while ago  !!!!! broooo ......

i_do_not_want_to_feel_extended.wav

OFFSET

stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
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they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

i re made deterioratig
old: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/deteriorating

deteriorating (remastered)

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

all these people think they know me
they dont know me
all they fucking know is pixels on a screen
its all lies its all lies its not wrong its not right
if i fucking close my eyes and see the poison one more time

ive got blood on my hands splattered all across the walls
ive got years of lacking empathy i dont need it at all
fuck your reason fuck your meaning fuck your stupid fragile feelings
all you ever feel is pain so i would rather just feel nothing

its controlled, its all gone
nothings right, nothings wrong
i do not want to feel oh
they all think im not real so
lies, lies, i could fill my head with lies
choke me out ill just be fine
leaking out all of my insides woah

lies, lies, fucking feed me lies oh
likes hit that like button dont forget to follow
lies, lies, all my feed is full of lies
screen that keeps me up at night and notifies me when i die woah

LIES

May Death Never Stop You

Helena

Famous Last Words

In Utero

Heart-Shaped Box

Heartbreak Soldiers Project Dropping July 8th!!!

Pray to God Like Allah, 
Please Slit My Throat!
And When You Lie I Wanna Die,
Please Slit My Throat,
You seen me high, almost died
When I Slit My Throat,
They Gonna Cry When You Die,
Cause thats just how it goes :/

Mixed and Mastered by Neek

Lil Xan Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnP5jkOh-WoT9HKYdh3NrHA

Lil Skies:
https://soundcloud.com/lil-skies

Lil Xan Ft Lil Skies - Lies (Prod Bobby Johnson)

renard - banned forever ( SHATTEREDGEMS remix mashup ) full song

feat. @user-658472422 & @kittydoggo
prod. 98ninetynine, mixed @nbmusic098

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

[peachii]
got alot of shit been on my mind
its too much to handle
such a short amount of time
ur out here looking so fucking fine
u looked better when you were by my side
driving past ur house 
im looking through ur blinds
fuck if im insane i dont really mind
dont mind
dont worry baby im fine
dont trust me 
all i ever do is lie 
oh my 
oh my 
all i ever do is lie 
oh my 
oh my
pulling up next to our favorite spot
4:30am i aint been sleeping alot 
trying to fill a hole with all the shit that i bought
no matter what i gave 
what i got wasnt alot

[wolficide]
chillin in the east coast with a bag now
two texts and a ring right from moscow
i don't got time for these bitches or these love songs
can't be here, can't be left up for too long
too many right by my side
don't think they'll ride for me that strong
feeling numb, gotta light it just to feel sumn
take a flight, gotta drive for my lonesome
sorry baby, it's just not the same
my words to say, i don't think i got my ways
30 chains just to wear em at a funeral
dark lights in the night just to film it all
know you always hit me up, i can't laugh in awe
being with you is the only shit that brings me all
throwaways are better than your best stuff
i can't lie awake, baby, i'll just trip and fall

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

[kittydog]
im so done with you treating me like this
sometimes i doubt but i know that its worth it
baby i would take all your harrassment
just to make somebody more accepted
ur not the boss of me
ive manifested
a new reality
my time invested
dark and rainy streets
times were the best, did
you listen to me
im down to my last wish
make me go to sleep
i was counting sheep
i was counting times u wanted to murder me
we were down again
7 8 9 10
i hate to realize that you're not my friend
make me go to sleep
i was counting sheep
i was counting times u wanted to murder me
we were down again
7 8 9 10
i hate to realize that you're not my friend

[chorus]
got a lot of people gunnin for the title now
all my old friends sayin that i'm out of style
all of my old ones tryna say i'm wild
and it's too much for me, baby,
i'm down

i'm down (feat. Peachii & kittydog)

good evening sun sim slowed ∆

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5A4ufdNeSzNjZePkkZrhcO?si=GFU2bKJSRgCiSk1BA7wW3Q

YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao4RCon11eY&lc=Ugwo_IfmVhRL8MePZyN4AaABAg

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