Repetition (ft. romeo!)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

produced by @kingtheta and @livingpuffy

featuring the amazing @carlby

lyrics:
(verse)
well i been thinking bout the ol days 
the ones not covered in these flames 
and i’ve thinkin bout it all day
tryin not to call you again, what you might say
i’ve got a sinking feeling 
don’t like this energy 
what happened to the meaning 
are you a memory? 

(hook)
you’re living in my head 
oh can we start this again?
if i reach for the past
is there something to mend? 
im always falling off track 
you’re always part of the trend 

(carlby)
you're always part of the trend 
your songs still stuck in my head 
hate to admit it but you still know me best 
was it something i did?
was it something I said?
these days you're just out of reach
so I reach for the past
I got a sinking feeling 
we're lacking chemistry 
what happened to the meaning 
do you remember me?

(bridge/last hook)
can we start this again?
should we start this again? 
but should we start this again?

oh can we start this again.

reach for the past (feat. Carlby) [prod. living puff x king theta]

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

Lyrics:

i think i miss you
or maybe i don't and the whiskeys out
i think i miss you
maybe i do but its hiding down down
below the surface
below the earth crust
this shit's so deserted
predators alerted

miss u (redd)

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

prod pekarot
feat emptychest

enjoy <3

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind

youre so selfish 
took what i gave you left me feelin helpless x2

and i know that youll find love again
and i know that youre my favorite thing

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind


emptychest: a little peace of mind is all that i ask for
were either dying out or were jus alright
he was all i needed and i didnt know
but now i know
it all
He makes me feel like hope is worth having
whenever i was sad or i was stressed he would snap in
ive never had no luck but  we still happened
ill run around this town with you and dream the life that happened
did i stutter?
i wanna spend my life with u
u make me 
flutter
and i love you
so never 
say ur nothin
cus ur mine
and ur my somethin

Favorite Thing (Feat. Emptychest) (Prod. Pekarot)

Good Blow

Lyrics:

Sitz im Kinderzimmer
Schreibe Lieder
Bin so dankbar
Das sie ein paar von euch hören

All die Worte
Die ich nur wiederhol´
Sind für euch Leute
Nur zu eurem Wohl

Jede Nacht alleine hier
Sitz ich da und denke nach
Was ich mach und was ich tat
In all den jahren mit 20 jahren

(In all den jahren mit 20 jahren)

Sitz im Kinderzimmer
Schreibe Lieder
Bin so dankbar
Das sie ein paar von euch hören

All die Worte
Die ich nur wiederhol´
Sind für euch Leute
Nur zu eurem Wohl

War schon immer dieses shy child
Ich konnte nie was sagen
Verloren in mein Gedanken
Ich hatte immer fragen

(Ich hatte immer fragen)

War schon immer dieses shy child
Ich konnte nie was sagen
Verloren in mein Gedanken
Ich hatte immer fragen

(Ich hatte immer fragen)

Sitz im Kinderzimmer
Schreibe Lieder
Bin so dankbar
Das sie ein paar von euch hören

All die Worte
Die ich nur wiederhol´
Sind für euch Leute
Nur zu eurem Wohl