(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

lyrics:

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

-

the light dips low
my heartbeat slows
i know its over
and i am at her mercy 

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

all strangers (autrioly)

(prod by @prodcxrter x @prodbykazba)
5/20/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
When I was 17 I only studied books
Had no Barbie waiting in my car
Were it so easy (haha halo reference in a big bang theory song big funny)

[CHORUS]
My brain is feeling high but my heart is feeling low
How do you return to the feeling that its home
Amy, can you take me?
Take it slow
No nobody will take away my darling

[VERSE]
I just heard a big bang
I think I need a theory
The universe collapsed, could we partner for some teaming?
I'm no young boy
I'll bring science to the masses
Amy, can you believe everything that has happened

[VERSE-CONTINUED]
My cranium could fill up a party
Intellect high, doesn't make this less scary
If I find another pattern I'll be sure to let you know
When we wake up in the morning and I find another note 

[BRIDGE]
When I was 17 I only studied books
Had no Barbie waiting in my car
I remember then 
We were young, no changing
Your the only one that could make me feel famous   
Sitting on a roof
Watching sunset fade in

[CHORUS]
My brain is feeling high but my heart is feeling low
How do you return to the feeling that its home
Amy, can you take me?
Take it slow
No nobody will take   away my darling

[VERSE]
I just heard a big bang
I think I need a theory
The universe collapsed could we partner for some teaming?
I'm no young boy
I'll bring science to the masses
Amy, can you believe everything that has happened

[VERSE-CONTINUED]
Looking in the mirror, can't believe it happened
Ima throw a rope in hopes to pull you back in
When you spill on your shirt
Bitch, I'll throw you another napkin
The universe will start when I stop my bad habits

Amy left me. (prod. cxrter x kazba beats)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

i dont trip i dont wait on no one
and i refuse to give my heart out it way a damn ton
you know me i never been the one to hold my tongue
ima talk my shit then dio wonton baby
i touch money like a kid inside a walmart
and the life i live now not a hallmark
fuck it
im on a whole nother level
i be lookin round like why should i settle
she pull the strings of my heart gipetto
you look good with nothing on but stilletos
sit down bae and lets talk 
call me jay leno baby ima speak from the heart hmm
idek who that is 

yea 
2x2 baby ima 4tune (fortune)
ima take you back to the town yea the origin
and this whip that im in is expensive
i bet ya father think i sold my organs
hmmm

thank god for the people i know
where the fuck would i be without you idk yea
family over everything i hold that close
if i ever said i love you then i meant that bro
when i die plant me as a tree
told my momma ion wanna funeral for me
ion need nobody crying acting like they really know me
if you really did then you know i wouldnt want it 
shawty told me that i needa get a life 
i jus told her that she needa get some money
momma told me that i needa get a wife
i jus looked at her twice like girl you funny

wonton baby

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produced by nate2timez & autrioly

-lyrics-

love // cyanide *bonus track*

songs from the trees

U WEREN'T HERE

Mocny 808

Tired Of It

it's a misunderstanding
and we are the same more than you would like to think
i'm sure it's not worth ending
but i know it had to be this way
why has it led us to this

i see my chance to get away don't let it slip from my hold
i keep my hands around it clenched as if i can't let go
and i see it's not what i had hoped but i won't give it up
and it's getting hard for me to breathe without these chemicals

i keep on questioning myself
what do you take me for?
i watch the clock when it moves
and i can't replace the thought
it's going faster than before
why can't we make it stop
and i can't get back the way it was
i'm not the same at all

i don't wanna put myself in situations where i'm standing alone
i'm barely hanging on just let me go
i dug this hole and now i'm laying down
it's all that i know
and i let you bury me slow
is this how you wanted it?
and i can't go back to the way that it was
there's a hole from the past in my chest and it's locked
i'm a mess 
let me rot
i won't ever come home
i'm obsessed 
i'm a wreck
and i'm broken down

i keep on questioning myself
what do you take me for?
i watch the clock when it moves
and i can't replace the thought
it's going faster than before
why can't we make it stop
and i can't get back the way it was
i'm not the same at all

i know u have to go (hero)

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