(prod. heyzbee & michael harrison)

(2x)
hold me closely 
i’ve been hoping 
this won’t die slowly 
god this is so lovely 
jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night 

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely
its a struggle to face what is happening 
everything will be okay, we just gotta be 
willing to work together during misery 
i know that we can do it so let’s see 
open up please notice this is your home 
this is perfect timing, promise to give you hope
hear the way that i speak, promise this will not go 
do you hear my heart beat, it says whatever i don’t 
aye, i was feeling down but i’m better
got so high now my eyes turning redder 
hear my sound and it’s sharper than cheddar 
yall so soft like feta 
yall don’t really know shit 
keeping it frank just like ocean 
what you motherfuckers really know about the potent
yall been really sleeping like it is some melatonin 

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

jealous

❤️
you tell me everything that you go through 
i try to stay strong for you like im goku 
but idk boo do i do a good job 
cuz im in the dark with myself as well

i been wanting to die too but i wanna write too
i know i don’t talk much anymore and im sorry
don’t like to compare but that’s all i been doin
got my eyes closed thinkin bout your hair

strawberry blonde 
your my best friend your my best friend 
you make me the best me and girl yeah you test me you’re one of a kind
and i’m so greatful that your mine mine mine mine

strawberry blonde (what would i do without you?)
i wouldn’t wanna find another fish in the sea 
i feel like wraith i might die in this room 
you might be a widow soon with how i fucked i feel 
my self esteem so far from the roof

shoutout skelly this help me get out my mental 
my mind is clear im feelin presidential 
wish it would last forever but its more like rental 
thank god i got my baby to ground my when it hurts
strawberry blondeeeeeeeeee

strawberry blonde (s0ftskelet0ns)

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. [swan dive] (hollowprpl x ash.)

cliché (tokki, stxrr, nightiger)

hate it when my feelings creep up like a nightmare
i swear
i aint mean to do it like i did but it was something I could fight for
we have memories that i would die for 100 times over if you let me
1000 lightyears away
but theres still something that im holding
time stops when i see ur face now
i dont wanna see that no more
it only made feel im not worth it
it only made me feel like you were bored
when you talked to me was it something that you wanted
or was it nothing of the sort
all i know is that you slammed me out the door
and ever since being happy been a chore
its not a miracle if i cant make it back to you
And im so sorry that i did just what i had to do
Had to add up to the list i got of bad news
but when you hear it you dont hear it how youre meant to
used to wear me like a life vest
til the excuses came intruding i cant digest
and when its folding over i find a new sidequest
i hope it hold me over until you get my text

i press record and then i take my first sip
im not ignoring you im just tryna fix this mix
im flying off this keef dust like a pixie
im falling down inside the void like are you with me
trust fall
ill give you my all
i could write a song in 20 minutes but in your face i stall
cause finding all the right words too hard
with love from my broken heart
lets live together we could build a house thats right under the stars
swear youre more beautiful now that i know who you are
im all rusted up can you please replace my broken parts
im so fucked up cant cry but if i could id cry a lot
they already know whats good whenever i walk into the spot
me and brecken so high were in outer space like kirk and spock
were just stepping on them like a pair of birkenstocks
we gon get big money like wap
im just trickshotting like cod
should out gray shout out amo
they my brothers let me put you on
wonder where i been for the past few days just sat back rapping smoking runtz
they already know where i be at in the party im quiet sipping mud
i stick to myself i dont feel the same i run from everyone

idk what to call this (ryan kelly x tiedforsilver)

epitomeoffailure (@eof404)