Beautifully done omfg 🔥 🔥 youve got so much control I envy that

Still coming back for this one its such blessing for Sc

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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 59

These past few months I've been thinking a lot on how much I understand myself and the world around me, as well as my perception of who I am as a person. I'm not entirely sure if my small contribution to the online zeitgeist has been one of redundancy or one of nuance; given my somewhat oxymoronic mindset on plenty of concepts, it's quite possible I believe it has been both of these things. I want to be seen and revered by my peers, but at the same time I feel an overwhelming anxiety whenever I am perceived in any way. 

Look at me, but don't.

I am extreme in my passiveness.

I misunderstand my goals yet desperately desire to achieve them.

I don't believe this description is of any help to your understanding of the song. or at the very least it is not a necessary prerequisite to the listening experience. Simply some anecdotal thoughts and context I feel have spilled out of the song and onto here. Enjoy some post-post-post ironic abstraction of the online social space.

LYRICS:
feel i’ve lost my mental
life’s a comedy but no ones laughing everything consequential
every action has a effect and though that’s always been true we got a microscope
to analyze and scrutinize everything you do
feel i’ve pointed it at myself
project my worries to potential spectators and now i’ve gotta sell
what makes me special why i’m good or why i deserve these ghosts attention
know that Ian is no different but i’ve always been a good salesman
so i sell it better than i ever have 
is my goal to make you cry or make you mad or  make you laugh
press my shaky thumbs onto the keys of freedom
let my speech ring to your eardrums or your eyes
hope that you perceive my opinions of this trip we call a life moderately adequate
or maybe mediocre just not detrimental to my thoughts i just needed closure
and validation from a screen has taken over as composer blasting symphonies and melancholy to any online user
that happens to see these thoughts
i could speak on global policy or show u a cute dog
could rip apart your ego could be vile could just claim you’re in denial
on the ethos you so desperately need perceived call you a liar
when you claim you’re empathetic to the cause a heartless troll
you fucking pussy i disagree with you and therefor you are wrong
or i could build you up
i love you and i hope one day you finally get that touch
of rejuvenation in your soul to act upon your passion
lessen tensions of your will I will support your every action
treat you as a god tho i’ve never met you
retweet like subscribe i’d never hurt you
parasocial? never heard it, your opinion? i deserve it 
everybody has an audience and everybody is a part of one contradicting toxic habits
and if you’re never commentating then you fence sit just as bad as
being on wrong side and your negligence is tragic
cause truly, i really liked you
but your silence becomes deafening when adversity surrounds you
at 17 you better have the answers or we’ll bash you
and i promise if you’ve ever made mistakes we will debate on whether to throw you body in the ground or in the lake
it’s debatable at times whether we’re truly hostile creatures or just faulted by design
and an algorithmic villain builds the tension from attention
and then claims different opinions are the issue they’re against us
now fight against them
there are layers to the process
i’m at post-post-post-ironic
keeping up will leave me nauseous 
where every word has double meaning 
and my face become an object of anticipation
waiting for my next move i’m related to the stars and moon
a being made a dust cursed to walk the earth in search of humble righteousness to leave a mark
i thought if i spoke on topics bigger than myself then id go far
but i’m far much better at talking about myself
expressing grievances with media and a cyclical social hell

SOUNDCLOUD HAS A STUPID WORD LIMIT SORRY

The Divine Comedy [prod. eeryskies]

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

i wana die with u (xmichaelwarren)

The first single off of the upcoming project, The Sun Can't Fix It (out 11/29/22) by OKnice & Mikal Jones. Written the last night of recording in a very raw nerve moment. It's an admission of things I don't want to tell myself.

Recording, mixing, and mastering by Andrew Hill

Cover art by Wyatt Kollar

An Honest Moment

bout u (Prod. Silo + Milanezie)

prod me
featuring @anvii

lyrics
there's a problem
i don't wanna fix it
i'm out of commission 
you been really distant

and when i'm calling
i be on a mission
take it all into submission
but you never needed fixing

when it all comes crashing down
would you stay and watch it fall with me?
do alot to keep my crown 
turn around, it falls right off of me

in the field and i dont know why
should've really known that im not that type now
"keep it real" but you just won't try
everything you say, gonna cry my eyes out

anvii
we fell again 
its not the first time
we're lost
we can only watch it burn now 
and leave it for the next

there's a problem
i don't wanna fix it
i'm out of commission 
you been really distant

there's a problem
i don't wanna fix it
i'm out of commission 
you been really distant

problem w/ anvii

A huge collaborative effort by everyone in LTC and New artist that we worked with. We are super proud of this Tape. Cheers!

Milky Way

the instrumental for this track was done by Brandon Hammond please give him a follow :) <3
YouTube channel Link: https://www.youtube.com/@TheDjentistXIII/featured
Instagram Link:
https://www.instagram.com/thedjentist/

cover art done by my lovely gf :)

LYRICS

a runaway lost in a memory
with no escape trapped inside a maze
nothing short of a reflection of what is me

so the glass it shatters all around me 
i cant find a way out
surrounded by the shards disguised as winter 
breathe in the dust as it overtakes me 
i haven’t a single doubt 
this path i’ve followed has led to my end

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies would swallow me up
god knows that i should’ve gave up 
long before i had the chance to feel again

a memory stuck in the back of my head soon to be dead

I WILL FORGET YOU
FORGET YOU
BLEGH

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies swallow me up
god knows i should’ve gave up
long before i had the chance to feel again

My Disguise

Midnight Ride

lyrics    |  |  |
:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

2 (caves x jolst x emptychest)

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

follow chronyc

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodlilnightshift

she told me i was nothing (lil nightshift)

prod. josh bae x turro
cover art by @safeatlast <3💜

i swear im feeling wonderful
think those are racks? ill double those
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll

its not fine, but who cares? 
dont look at me, dont dare
mom shoulda told yo ass, dont stare
im boutta get on yo ass, today  
you can tell me anything, i promise it wont bother me,
im inside my yodieland, not caring and counting trees
counting threes, counting twos,
i need my weed, i need my blues
see me next week on a cruise aye
fuck what i see on the news aye
fuck what i see on the daily 
im getting pissed off at tryin' to save me
i dont care for a convo, unless its bout payin me
dont care bout a trick ass hoe that wasn't there for me ;'/
x2
people still scare me, scare me
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll
(awoo!)
hope i dont hit a pothole
im stuck inside the bottle
mom shoulda told yo ass, dont stare
im boutta get on yo ass, today  
im gonna blow real pack today
but im gonna crash hella fast just like every other day	

i swear im feeling wonderful
think those are racks? ill double those
brand new life, fuck all these hoes
im on a mission, i gotta roll

FUCK a team effort
(fuck iiit)
I wear black leather
(fuck uuuu)
im someone ledbetter,
im someone whos been better
(yh!)
you could tell me anything,
and it would probably bother me
(wha!)
cus i can barely stand to walk
and i hope this shit dont wear off,
yh

i need to hurry up
i need to pack it up
uh...
suck that shit up ,
you fucking suck ,
aint bled enough ,
fuck what you smoke, that shit boof
me and divine in a coupe
blasted as hell, we phase thru the roof
wtf we gon do?

counting threes, counting twos,
i need my weed, i need my blues
see me next week on a cruise aye
fuck what i see on the news aye
fuck what i see on the daily 
im getting pissed off at tryin' to save me
dont care for a convo, unless its bout payin me
dont care bout a trick ass hoe that wasnt there for me<3

i swear im feeling wonderful!
think those are racks? ill double those!
brand new life, like fuck these hoes!
im on a mission, i gotta roll!
simply hoping i am not broke,
don't know where the fuck to go..

!💜🔮🔌!

wonderful

This Is War (V.1)

featuring: @noah2kay
beat by: @resonancesoul

shiver w/ noah2000

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